《I wanna be yours... -ALEX TURNER-》15. I wanna be yours
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It's been a week now.
Alex and I have been calling each other a lot, and talked about fun stuff.
Our friendship was restored again.
Alex asked me once in a while if I started gaining feelings for him again.
I didn't really know yet.
I mean, I feel like I did. But I wasn't ready to tell Alex that I loved him again. Because I wanted to be sure, and I wasn't.
So I decided to keep quiet about it.
...
(Alex' pov)
It was Saturday night.
This past week, I had been writing new lyrics every single day.
They were all about Bella.
I wrote a song called: "I wanna be yours."
"I wanna be your vacuum cleaner
Breathing in your dust
I wanna be your Ford Cortina
I will never rust
If you like your coffee hot
Let me be your coffee pot
You call the shots, babe
I just wanna be yours"
I left little hints in the lines, wich made it clear that I was talking about Bella.
///
"Hey Al, how was your day?"
"It was great Bella, how was yours?" I smiled as I heard Bella's voice trough my phone.
"Really good. Have you already finished some new lyrics for the new album?" She seemed excited.
"Yes, I'll text it to you." I smiled.
But I was very nervous at the same time.
Because I was going to send her the "I wanna be yours" lyrics.
I wanted her to know how I felt. So it seemed like a good idea. But I didn't want to give her the feeling that she had to love me back.
I knew she wasn't sure yet, and I wanted to give her all the space she needed to figure things out.
But... maybe sending those lyrics to her, might help it a bit?
After ending our call, I made pictures of the lyrics, and sent it to her.
I didn't want to see her reaction yet, so I put away my phone and got ready to meet the boys in the pub around the corner.
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...
(Bella's pov)
After I hang up, I heard the doorbell.
"Sarah? What are you doing here?" I smiled as I saw Sarah standing outside my door.
"I just had to come! I found this old dvd when I was cleaning my apartment. And it has old videos of us on it when we were teens!"
"We should watch them right now!" I smiled excitedly.
///
Sarah left around 1 am, and I was sitting on the sofa.
I grabbed my phone wich I hadn't checked all evening.
I saw Alex' message and clicked on it. It was the photo of the lyrics he sent me a couple hours ago.
I clicked on the photo.
I read the first line.
"I wanna be your vacuum cleaner, breathing in your dust."
I looked up from my phone.
Complete shock.
I borrowed his vacuum cleaner last week.
Maybe it was a coincidence?
I looked down on my phone again and read the next line.
"I wanna be your Ford Cortina, I will never rust."
My jaw dropped.
"I HAVE A FORD CORTINA!" I slapped my hand against my mouth.
This lyrics is about me.
I read the whole lyrics and my eyes were red and puffed from crying while reading it.
Alex...
A thousand thoughts ran trough my head.
He's the sweetest person ever... he wrote a love song for me... I fucking love him and-...
I love him.
I am in love with Alex.
Again.
I gotta tell him I am ready.
RIGHT NOW.
I walked towards my dresser and grabbed my coat.
As soon as I was ready to go, I opened the door and saw that it was FREAKING. POURING.
Crap.
Oh well...
I walked outside and started running towards my car.
I turned my key to start the car, but nothing happened.
OMG IT BROKE DOWN AGAIN???
I stepped out of the car again, and just started running in the pouring rain.
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Nothing can stop me from telling Alex that I am in love with him.
I went around the corner and jogged passed the pub in that street. I spotted Matt and Jamie standing outside smoking a cigarette. They were standing under a little roof that protected them from getting wet since it was raining heavily.
"Hey Bella? What are you up to?" Matt laughed as he saw me jogging and completely wet.
"I need to find Alex! He's at home right?" I say as I was gasping for air.
"Yes I think so, he left about 5 minutes ago." Matt smiled. "Is everything alright?" He said as his smile disappeared a bit.
"Better than ever! I am in love with him, and I am going to tell him when I find him." I smile widely.
"That's amazing! You guys were meant to be." He smiled again.
"Thanks guys. Now if you will excuse me, I've gotta find him." I waved.
"Goodluck Bella!" Jamie and Matt waved me goodbye.
I continued to jog.
(10 min later...)
Almost there!
I was breathing heavily and my sight was very limited because it decided to rain even harder.
But it is worth it.
I ran around the corner and only had to take about 100 steps to get to Alex' frontdoor.
I catched my breath, and walked to the door.
I knocked.
Nothing.
I knocked again.
Still nothing.
"Oh crap, really?!" I shouted as I looked at the closed door.
I ran for ten minutes in the pouring rain, only to find out that Alex wasn't home yet.
I turned around and walked in the middle of the street.
Maybe I could confess my feelings to him tomorrow?
As I was walking in the pouring rain, on my way home. I saw a shadowy figure running around the corner.
I stood still.
Why was this person running up to me in this speed?
As closer as he got, the more I could see details of his face.
"BELLA?!" He shouted.
"Alex is that you?" I smiled when I saw his leather jacket clearer than ever.
"Bella... yes it is me." He stopped running and decided to walk. He was still about 50 feet away from me.
"Why were you running in the rain?" I smiled.
"Matt called me, he said you were looking for me." He smiled aswell.
I smiled even more.
"Well... I found you!" I laughed a bit.
"I left my car at Matt's, cause I thought I would run into you. Turns out you took a different route to my place, am I right?" He laughed.
I smiled.
"Alex?" I shouted again
"Yes Bella?" He said as he was walking closer up to me, and smiled.
As I was standing there, with my wet hair and messed up mascara that the rain caused to drip. I said:
He stopped walking.
"What do you mea-..."
"I am in love with you Al."
I smiled.
He looked at me.
"Bella, are you sure cause I don't want to do anything without you being okay w-..."
He stopped talking as he saw me running over to him.
I stopped right in front of him.
"I really am ready." I smiled and put my arms on the back of his neck.
He cupped my cheek and smiled. His eyes we glistening.
I pecked my lips against his, and we kissed each other while standing in the rain.
It was truly magical.
His lips were soft and he kissed me gentle but passionate at the same time.
I missed this.
"I love you Al." I smiled and pulled away from the kiss.
"I love you more Bella." He said as we went in for another kiss.
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