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"My god"

I awoke

I stretched out, and look to my right.

Alex

I smile

I rub my eyes, and feel the headache arive.

What the hell did I all drink last night?

I hope Alex' headache is not as bad.

Alex.

Wait.

ALEX!

It all came back.

We kissed last night.

Oh crap

"Goodmorning beautiful"

Alex opens his eyes.

"Goodmorning Al" i say, akwardly

"You okay?" He asks.

"Uhm.. yeh i just.. uh got a massive headache."

I lied

Not really tho, i really had a bad hangover.

"Me too, love." Alex says while rubbing his head.

"Uhm... do you remember, like... anything?"

I ask.

Please don't, please don't

"Nah, not really Bel" Alex sighs.

Thank god

I don't want to make things akward between us... if he remembered, it would be for real you know... and I don't know if I am ready yet.

I love Alex, maybe even more than you would normally love your bestfriend. But I don't want to ruin our friendship by being more.

"That's fine, I don't really remember anything myself to be honest." I smile.

...

Alex' pov

The way she looked at me, her beautiful eyes. The way she put her hands around my neck.

She's perfect.

I lied saying i didn't remember anything, cause I don't want to ruin our friendship. She still loves Brian a lot. She told me. So I know for sure that she isn't ready yet.

I thinks she likes me, otherwise she would've stepped back when i kissed her.

But she didn't

But... i guess she was really drunk. So that might explain everything.

But i love her though

A lot

More than i loved anyone else before

I want her to be mine

But i know we shouldn't

Not yet.

...

"Do you want some coffee?" Bella asked

"I'd like some, thanks." I smiled.

I was writing some lyrics to clear my hurting head. Well, it was more like scrabbling down some words that I liked.

Black treacle

Cabroilet

Catch the train

I like using different words in my lyrics. I want people to carefully listen to the lyrics and know what it means without it being obvious.

"Here you go Al." Bella smiled

Bella and Alex both decided to keep the kiss a secret. Not telling each other that they remembered everything. They both knew, it would be the best for their friendships sake.

This chapter was a bit shorter, i still hope you liked it :) please comment if you have tips xoxo