《i loved you .》thirteen
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you looked at me,
'that's the point, i loved you'
and you left
saying those hurtful words.
i didn't want to cry
but knowing myself,
i cried dropping myself
on the cold ground.
my heart felt numb,
everything felt numb.
i don't have you
to cry on now
because you left,
and it was all my fault,
it was all because of my
stupid confession.
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