should i even try to rewrite the first half. doubt it.

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spell check: yes, and no.

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i only sat in the stiff wooden chair of peeling white paint and stains.

putting my head down my chin dug into my chest hearing what was going on in the back room, only for the sudden screams to be accompanied by a manly scream.

atsumu's eyes immediately opened from the corner of my eyes, i tried to blend the sound out but once i did the sound of blood dripping infront of me only made me want to hear the screams.

suddenly they stopped, the mans scream rushed quickly through the small house, but heavy stomps outside each door was pacing, the left door opened and shut before anything could be seen inside the dirty room.

one tall man grabbed the back of my chair now spinning me around where i faced the cells; the two doors, no longer the blood bucket and wall.

the man grabbed atsumu's ankles now grabbing the drill and freeing his brittle legs, atsumu grunted as the man proceeded to tie rope around his neck before releasing the large male.

atsumu's other hand was freed, i felt some type of victory if atsumu were to fight back, please.

but the man quickly pulled his hand to atsumu's shoulder now making him walk to the pole as he pushed him to the ground, tying him around the pole.

atsumu sat on the ground with his hands infront of him facing sunas cell, the man quickly rushed over back to the room opening and slamming it shut as he entered the room,

laughter as they made fun of the manly familiar screams.

i studied the house seeing if there's any use, any more than one exit, how many rooms.

kiyoomis hands were outside the cell messing with his lock, he wasn't doing it very smoothly because i could hear his heavy breathing.

"fuck" he mumbled as two men exited the room with a man screaming and crying, his hands weren't tied but the men held his arms as he jumped and kicked.

a bag was on the mans head, as he whimpered and begged them to stop.

"please please please why are you doing this"

the men threw him onto the bloody table atsumu was on, the heavy impact made the empty cans below the table roll off.

kiyoomis face finally met the cell gaps, as he taunted me pointing to my hands as he quickly pushed his hands through the holes fiddling with the lock using the dogs tag.

i pulled at my hands feeling the barbwire pull at my skin and dig into it, i felt hot tears while blood ran down the white chair.

i pulled at my right hand making it dig into my hand more as i pulled, it only inserted its tips deeper and scraping along my fragile skin.

one man held his left arm, the other tall one was on the other side with a very large knife in the air as they screamed, the left man with black hair screamed aggressively tapping his chest, the right man with dirty blonde hair who was shorter had the meat cleaver in air and was ready to swing, with enough encouragement.

they seemed like amateurs.

suna was watching this with hopeful eyes pleading with his face hoping they wouldn't.

aran was holding suna from a distance the whole time making sure he was comforted as they cried.

kiyoomi had himself in the corner, silent.

only the screams of the girl crying in pain of rape, and the man on the table blindly about to be executed.

the blonde boy grabbed his arms now throwing the boy into the sink as he fell to the ground, they grabbed his armpits pulling him up roughly and pushing his face into the sink, they kept screaming and laughing as the boy screamed and pleaded.

i pulled slowly and steadily at my hands, feeling a familiar feeling along my skin as i pulled.

my head became light as i watched the bagged boy have the bag ripped off and head dipped into the sink water.

biting my lip harshly but knowing the pain all too well my right hand free, my arm to my elbow looked like me and a oversized cat got into it.

i grabbed the wire that was held tightly to my fragile skin, i pulled at it for space to pull away.

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the boy came up for air one last time, as i couldn't identify this dark haired person.

kiyoomi looked up at me with a smile as he slowly pushed open the heavy door, it creaked but the gags of rotting water couldn't be heard.

i pulled at my arm harshly only hurting me, i signaled kiyoomi to get me out first. but he crawled to suna, suna was already at the stall door.

i shook my head at suna who was staring at me, his shoulders rocked back and forth swiftly.

kiyoomi pushed his hand into the lock quickly one last time.

but a blood hurdling chop and a shake of the floor the man screamed and the water from his longish hair flung behind him as he fell to the floor, he held his arm screaming as it dangled barely.

the men grabbed him by his arms once again and pulled him until his blood from his arm slipped from their grip.

i opened the cell quickly as suna rushed through me hitting my shoulder, he grabbed the blonde one jumping onto him, he hit the cabinets, making the man fall, i grabbed the dark haired one trying to get behind him as he twisted to face me but i pushed him into the table causing him to grunt, giving me a advantage, having him in a choke hold as he squeezed my arms red, i felt the pressure against my veins hurting.

pulling back more and more pulling him from his feet choking the man i could hear his knees hitting the wood table , but he grabbed my arms once again pulling me onto his back spinning and flung me over his shoulders onto the bloody unidentifiable boy.

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suna quickly grabbed a can of vegetables hitting the blonde repeatedly in the head, covering his face from sunas attacks but sunas harsh force busted the blondes knuckles as he screamed for the black haired man.

but the black haired one was too busy on me, he landed a good attack it hurt my head enough to give me a instant headache, i grabbed my neck that was now aching from me looking at this disgusting man. i pushed my hands to the dusty floor rushing to my knees and to my feet dodging his kick, causing the pole to collapse and the roof rush into the house only being stopped by the shafts. atsumu covered his face with his shoulder the best he could as the impact of the kick landed on his back side.

i rushed to the cell holding the bars gathering my head i saw atsumu safely away from the pole, i grabbed the bloodied table as the man grabbed a screw driver from the table now stabbing the air in my direction.

i moved one direction the man moved that way as if i were a sheep.

"what are you?" i said softly smirking now grabbing the table edges, i reached to the table below holding cans of gasoline, i threw the metal cans to the man causing it to throw the liquid all over the kitchen covering him and the bloodied boy who laid on the ground holding his arm.

'really dude? get up! get out of the way? help atsumu?!'

a loud thunk and a loud noise from impact shook the floor slightly, the man covered his eyes from the gasoline now opening his eyes rushing across the table towards me, i backed up knocking into y/n, they almost tipped over until i grabbed them.

but once my eyes met the man he was already face to face with me.

he tackled me knocking them over and into the hard fireplace, my back met a wooden coffee table as a screw driver met my inner thigh.

i screamed from reaction pushing my hands on his chest pushing him off as my shoulders hung off the table.

i grabbed the ash tray from the floor that i knocked off hitting him in the head as suna screamed.

"HEY!"

suna shouted now grabbing his overalls trying to pull him off me. 'he was me and suna combined and he still pulled him off me.'

i gasped taking a breath quickly pushing my hands under me now grabbing the mans neck pushing my hands around his neck trying to choke his fat neck.

he gagged as suna was sitting on the couch holding the bigger man on him, but his boots met my crotch as he kicked me, i fell back over the table as my shoulders hit the wooden floor. my spine landed a way it shouldn't.

suna held the man sturdy until the man stood up holding him up on his back, feet scraping the ground throwing him around trying to get suna off.

a sudden twap on the back of the mans head making suna slide off and land in the recliner as he pushed himself out of it.

and tackled the guys hands.

i crawled through the tight space of the couch and table grabbing the mans leg as he pushed at me, another slap hit him until a small osamu showed up behind the man hitting him in the head with a hammer, only making the man jerk.

until another large twap came to his shoulder from me and suna jerking him he turned throwing suna into osamu as they both flung into the couch knocking it backwards.

i rushed to my feet once again grabbing anything around me to help me up quicker.

i pushed into the mans body using my shoulder now hitting him into the fallen over couch as osamu cried loudly.

osamus cries were echoing louder than the first time, i don't know why he was screaming but he was.

the mans knee met the couch bracing himself throwing me into the couch aswell until suna had rushed up stepping on osamu he pushed at the man with me as he rushed into the rock built fireplace.

we both pushed to our left to avoid y/n, they were trying to pull their hand free but the blood i accidentally covered them in made it hard.

the large man hit his head quickly until suna repeatedly hit him in the back of the head with his left fist until the man slowly collapsed as his teeth hit the rocks over and over.

the man fell to the floor on his knees falling backwards hitting himself on the table.

suna breathed heavily now grabbing his bloodied head.

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suna gasped breathing heavily with wide eyes. "fuck"

'i really didn't know how to show it, but i felt a sudden urge to congratulate suna, i felt like he deserved some respect..'

i grabbed my leg now bending down holding the handle of the screw driver. i couldn't breathe from the ashes of the cigarettes, i wobbled to osamu who held his limb, i grabbed the couch as suna pushed me out of the way and pulled the couch down as he pushed me to the coffee table, now seeing osamus arm was ripped off and laying on the floor.

i sat quietly trying to catch my breath from hitting the hard ground, everything went down in less than a minute, it all happened in a flash. but i rubbed my hands back and forth for them to budge but only seemed to worsen because of the angle my arm was.

suna quickly rushed to me grabbing the chair that had blood seeping through the wood board and all over me.

he rolled me over now pulling my hand from the wire quickly as i screamed in pain. he held my bloodied hands now pushing his forehead to my cheek.

"this isn't good." kiyoomi said deeply.

osamu held his arm as he breathed heavily "it hurts. it hurts..atsumu it hurts"

atsumu had his back pushed to the wall resting as he still had rope around his neck.

"atsumu." kiyoomi rushed over to atsumu now grabbing him pulling him up.

he pulled him to the couch now sitting him down by osamu.

osamu was crying intensely as he slowly rested his head on atsumu.

atsumu rested his cheek against osamus dirty soaking hair, atsumu was in his underwear bloodied and could barely walk but he still was calm comforting his twin.

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i already had my head in sunas beat up chest, holding his muscles..

my back was turned the whole time i couldn't see anything but hearing the glass break and body's hitting objects.

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"aran-" sunas face was a smile he rushed up now holding me and pushing me to kiyoomi who was sitting on the wooden table holding the screw driver he pulled out.

my hands met him as his arm quickly came over me holding me as he let the boys have a moment.

kiyoomi squeezed me slightly then held my head into his chest a soft meaningful hug until he removed his arm from around me.

atsumu stared out the dusty window holding back tears.

osamu had his bloodied elbow in his lap holding it with his other arm as he slowly looked up at me.

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"aran" was cut short and soft.

another soft "aran..?" came from the cell, i got up feeling my scabbing wounds on my legs crack and break open, i got to the cell seeing aran pushed up against the wall.

"is he?" i quickly pulled at his face, his jaw opened wide, it was broke. and his tongue was missing.. his ankles were cut to shreds and shackled. his knees bloody from holding suna.

"yeah." suna grabbed my shirt, pulling me from arans body, grabbing the rags laying about. he rushed to the couch pushing me to the couch.

suna felt a emptiness, i knew he would be acting out recklessly.

he threw two rags at kiyoomi as he pulled them at osamus arm.

atsumu looked up with watery eyes but some hope, suna looked up to meet atsumu's eyes..he shook his head which only made atsumu grab osamus head with his right arm holding it tightly to him.

osamu had hiccups, jumping slightly; but not stopping atsumu from holding his head to him and kissing his head as he cried from kiyoomi wrapping him.

"we-"

suna said softly now looking up at kiyoomi. "we need to go"

he nodded as his black curls bounced hitting his sweaty forehead, i stood up with everything i could it ached like someone had just kicked me in the shins, or bad road rash.

kiyoomi sat up grabbing atsumu now pulling him around his shoulder as suna grabbed osamu, osamu wobbled and seemed like he couldn't feel his hips, he would jerk left to right.

"there, back door go out there"

atsumu held kiyoomi as he turned and opened the screen door seeing it the steep hill down the back side.

he held it open as atsumu's fragile skin was cut into twisted and walked though his muscles were cut into, carved out and stabbed.

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i walked out seeing suna going back in as osamu waited outside holding himself.

kiyoomi helping atsumu down the slope as he sucked his teeth holding kiyoomis shoulder tightly.

suna came out with a bulge in his pockets now grabbing osamus arm wobbling down it easier than the others, but i was taking it a step at a time.

until it hit me.

"that girl."

everyone turned around looking at me like i was crazy, i pointed at the shack repeating again. "that girl"

"we can't go back are you crazy? what if they show up again?!" atsumu screeched.

"we took enough time patching wounds up, and three people aren't even doctored yet.. we. don't. have. time y/n"

"if it were you, you'd want us to come back kiyoomi."

"y/n you're acting as crazy as those people get your head straight!" osamu stumbled from the loose rocks trying to catch his breath staring up at me.

"if she didn't have a life ahead of her i most definitely wouldn't go back, stop i'm not crazy, she's our age!-"

suna cut me off."what it they're not dead? what then??"

y/n: "you're supposed to be on my side."

suna:"we're gonna get hurt, she put herself there."

y/n: "she put herself there because she ended up here like us?"

kiyoomi:"y/n calm down we aren't going back"

atsumu:"agreed.."

kiyoomi:"we aren't going back"

suna:"she looks like them what if you're wanting to save one of them?"

y/n:"suna she looked beat!"

suna:"females are so ignorant. you aren't going back"

i felt teamed up on, i know we shouldn't go back, but she's our age, she had a life, and can still live hers, but they are resenting.

"fine i'll catch up"

"what?!" suna pushed osamus arm off his shoulder now turning around from walking, making his way to the back of the group to me until he got in my face grabbing my arm and pulling me along the trail.

"i'll get supplies-" he jerked me

"water-.."

suna turned around quickly pushing against my shoulders now getting in my face.

"oh and if one wakes up what then?? if they come back what then y/n? me and kiyoomi struggled taking one down, wanna come face to face to the one about to rape you?? do you want that?- no you dont shut the fuck up before you get yourself killed."

his talking was quick and stern.

only leaving their faces blank, bitten inner cheeks. eyes meeting the forest floor, as they turned their backs to me walking.

atsumu held his face over his shoulder watching as suna continued to drag me along.

"suna! just listen you bastard, they won't wake up i'll be back in less than 5 minutes. 5 minutes won't hurt anything"

he scoffed pushing my shoulder away, i took that as a yes now crawling back up the hill as storm clouds still covered the sky but no rain..

the smell of humidity was in the air, i quickly walked back up the hill seeing suna standing at the bottom hands to his sides.

i deep down wanted to see if aran wasn't dead, suna shouldn't of pulled me from his body; he must not wanting me knowing something or he wouldn't of pulled me out of the cell.

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the small rocks, the dry dirt filled under my nails; but i was determined call it stupid but i was scared shitless and i wanted to know who the girl was, and if aran was alive.

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opening the door walking into the blood smell, sweat, cigarettes, and dust.

i walked past the knocked over pole seeing aran laying were suna left him, pushing open the cell door more arans head quickly locked onto me as his jaw dangled.

"aran"

he whimpered and his eyes batted frantically, he tried talking but his tongue missing and yeah only made faint whimpers.

"shh shh" i crawled to him grabbing his hands as his dull eyes looked back up at me, he looked like a lost puppy begging me to take him home.

"mm-mmmmph" he shook his head softly until i shook my head back, his arm grabbed my arm and he pushed his forehead to my arm as his nose stuffed.

"can you walk-?" i rubbed his legs seeing his ankles shredded and shackled.

"n-..o-uh." his spit drooling from his mouth as it dripped to his bottom lip, hitting the dusty floor.

"i'll help you??" i rubbed his shins seeing his feet werent shackled to anything just himself.

"wait here"

i rubbed his busted hands now stepping away, he made a ungodly noise..

only making me stop and stare at him he pointed at me i nodded my head, he pulled his hands back now two fingers to his head as he bent his thumb.

'he wanted me, to shoot him..'

i shook my head "aran you're not gonna die"

getting up i looked around for anything, seeing a bow and arrows i grabbed it along with opening cabinets for water bottles, anything.

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i opened the cabinets stepping over the bashed open person below me seeing more canned food, bagged food and what looked like bottled human eyes.

i shut the cabinet; now looking back making sure he's okay, i walked past the sofas and the passed out man, two doors, the right one had the girl..the left is the one osamu came from.

i opened the left first slowly seeing a messed up bed; broken mirror, bloody sheets, what looked like semen, handcuffs on the bed edges, a knife on the floor, boots, and a window with metal coverings over it.