again, if i have free time im gonna rewrite the first 9

DO NOT criticize who i kill off in this story. (i know we love them all, but some have to go.)

DO NOT read this if you cannot handle blood.

DO NOT read if you can't handle murder.

DO NOT TW, read if you can't handle rape/abuse.

DO NOT read if you have a light tum tum.

DO NOT read this book thinking i'm not gonna cause chaos murder blood and so much more to make y/ns life so traumatizing.

enjoy living in hell. omg i almost spoiled stuff dofidkfk

ext. side of the road

everything felt wrong, my lungs felt full of water, my ears were ringing to the point i felt like screaming.

someone's bloodied hot hands were under my armpits pulling me from the shattered and indented now no longer a door, or a window.

my eyes felt as if they had been glued shut, i could only see someone looking around them as if they didn't have time and looking down back at me.

i groaned feeling the person holding my nose closed.

"shh please be quiet y/n, you hit your nose it's bleeding. just let me stop the bleeding."

i couldn't talk yet i felt as if this person knew what i said inside my mind.

"shh shh shh, you're okay aren't you, let me look for something to stop the bleeding"

feeling his or her hands all over me they slowly set my head down onto the concrete of shattered glass digging into the back of my head.

hearing their footsteps made the ringing go away.

"atsumu??" the voice said with some concern into the pitch.

atsumu moaned groaned as if he had a few broken ribs and only hearing the glass being moved.

is this person pulling atsumu out of the car too?

"hey" managing to pry open my dry bloodied lips i felt the pain deep in my body from this one word.

"Y/N" i heard the glass being shoved around on the earths floor now jumping over parts of the car now disappearing and reappearing of the sound and a loud impact.

"i'm here y/n i'm here can you see?"

the voice is familiar the soft voice that held me during the night, almost felt like sunas hands.

"no" my voice sounded as if i just woke up and had a bad case of a throat infection.

"that's okay..you're okay"

i'm in a dream i can't get out of it only seems that everything i do, lead up to this point.

this person pushed their forehead to mine planting a kiss against my bloodied head as they let out a soft "stay here..take care of that atsumu" the tears the person was holding back as their voice broke above me.

the warm bloodied hands left my body once more as i heard their footsteps fade as the deep breath this person took, were they okay? what were they looking at to make their breath so shaken?

silence over fell the side of the abandoned road way, atsumu's groaning stopped, i knew i had to as well.

"NO STOP!! STOP IT! NO" a familiar voice screamed.

"WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS!?" the voice broke and cracked.

suna has never screamed this way, osamu? aran?

encouraging myself to have the energy to finally have vision and see what is happening.

whimpers from the boy hears faintly.

i lifted my head from the ground feeling my dried blood crack and peel at my neck and chest, i could see the person who was helping me now being tormented with a knife as they were on their knees crying and begging for their life.

the person holding the knife didn't much speak a language i believe, grunts, mumbles.

another larger figure appeared next to the poor person who was about to be beheaded.

the shorter person wore a dirty plaid shirt, and that's all i could make out of him.

the taller one, wore overalls, who were also bloodied or dirty.

he held a large rope like thing over his shoulder, no chains.. nails glued to a strip of metal.

the boy cried in familiar ways.

the shorter ones hand on the boys head grabbing his hair until he screamed.

the familiar voice grabbed the mans hand who had a grip of his hair swinging the knife back and forth in-front of the poor teens eyes.

"please, don't do this" the boys voice wasnt calm like it was when speaking to me, seemed as if someone just broke, every bone in his body.

"cant beg" one mumbled the words together now pulling the boy up and dragging him down the road and into a path.

the boy held his hair as his feet gave out beneath him over and over being dragged.

silence over fell once again, except the hell like laugh one let out, no ones voice, could be that deep, am i knocking on hells door? is that person gonna die? am i? gonna die?

the voices jumbled making it hard to tell who was begging for their life and who was laughing at the comments. except the larger ones laughs, those were besides hard to tell.

the larger ones laughs sounded as if it was a demon in someone's body, a hell hound, possessed laughing at the sight of someone begging to not be killed.

i pushed my arms beneath me gasping for air now feeling the glass digging into my palms.

i slowly felt my vision coming back to normal as i wobbly pulled myself to my feet, making my way over the shattered glass and car parts.

"atsumu-." i groaned now seeing the blood spread across the separated dirt following beside the highway.

the car was totaled, tree limps from higher above the ridge fell ontop of the car, i guess during the crash.

i took a deep breath only to hurt worse.. "atsumu" i whisper yelled to the best of my advantage.

"y/n" he groaned now coming out from hiding inside the wrecked car.

"who was that" he said now closing the door that wouldn't shut, awkwardly since the car was upside down.

"i don't know." i rubbed my forehead now looking around seeing the scenery, a big lake rested at the bottom of packed together oak and birch trees.

the person who pulled you out. almost gave their life for yours and atsumu's, and you don't even remember what they looked like.

"look" atsumu pointed to the far right at a ranger tower that stood maybe 2-3 miles from the highway.

"maybe a radio?" he held his shoulder now walking to the back seat rummaging for resources.

"possibly..that's," my voice cracked as i grabbed my throat.

"damn.." he leaned into the cars window grabbing a few bags.

the car was flipped like a pancake and the back side of the car was pushing into mother nature's puss more than the front that hit a big dirt pile that lead into a huge Montana type mountains.

"here" atsumu opened one of the bags revealing a Argentina water bottle with half of water inside of the capsule. ;)))))

"i don't know who's this is. but i'm drinking it" i pushed it to my dried lips now drinking it feeling the fiery of the water hitting my dried throat.

i chugged a huge gulp before slapping it against atsumu's arm who was digging through bags.

"here" my throat felt better. my lungs felt healthy but as if i had been smoking a pack a day for a year.

"thanks." he grabbed the bottle now drinking the rest that i left for him.

some things were just eating up inside me.

"hey Tsumu" i lent down grabbing at the other bag he had on the ground.

"hey y/n" he didn't look up at me, i knew he was scared.

"do you know where osamu.." i ran my hands over my mouth before finishing as some dried blood peeled off

"osamu is"

atsumu pushed his hands to the small bag slowly looking up at me. "you're dating Rintarō Suna, yet you ask where i think mr perfect Miya Osamu is?"

i placed my hands on the ground pushing myself up. "yeah sorry right. you're right."

"do you know who the person was?" i had my hands slapping my thighs slightly tryna distract myself from the awkwardness.

"i asked you" atsumu grabbed a bag now throwing one away into the bashed window starting to walk away from me.

"and i'm asking you" i jogged quickly to catch up to atsumu grabbing his shoulder.

he only quickly slapped my hand away slurping his teeth from pain.

"are you- okay??" i pulled at his shirt revealing some road rash.

"do we have anything, you know. for your shoulder"

he looked at me in disgust now walking to the scenery ledge and crawling over the sides sliding down the steep dirt hill.

i quickly followed now placing my feet on the other sides of the rails meaning life or death.

i slid down as atsumu kept digging his heels into the huge hill.

i didn't think this was a smart idea going the way we saw those people go, towards the lake. towards the tower. following him, i didn't feel safe doing so i'd be better on my own either way. i didn't care. i'm smarter than this dumbass.

-

finally reaching the bottom, dirt filled shoes was one of my worries, i grabbed my shoe now pulling it off my heel letting the dirt clumps fall out.

quickly moving to my other shoe not as much came out.

"what's your problem" i stood up after emptying both shoes now walking to atsumu who was looking through the forest.

"me? no problem."

"no problem? well there's about to be one if you don't tell me what you know that i don't fucking know" i pushed at his shoulder.

"shut up y/n"

"no you. "shut yet trap" shut up atsumu"

"you don't wanna know who that was i'm trying to only protect you" he crossed his arms now stepping off the hill side into the leafy and bright grass lands. surrounded by trees.

boy was it a sight.

"yeah well you don't have to protect me i can handle myself y'know "

he turned quicker than flash now his face inches from mine above me. "you obviously can't you went and got fucking— captured by whoever the fuck those people are you are so bluntly fucking dumb"

his face turned blank, his back turned to me and he started walking away into the deep forest.

"so you did see who it was" i pushed at his lower back.

"shut it. yes i did" he acted as if he was too high and mighty for me.

"aren't you at least a tad bit worried how he risked his life for your worthless life.

i knew i had to keep my silence. of course i was worried.

"who was it?" i tormented more.

"suna" his pace sped up slightly.

a long pause.

"i don't want that to be our last kiss." i followed silently behind atsumu.

"look we'll find him and everyone"

i felt childish asking for reassurance.

"promise?"

"what??"

"promise me." i said once more.

"i promise" i only cut him off.

"hey look" i pointed to our side already deep into the woods and brush, there was a tree stand but it went suspiciously higher than any have.

"what is that" he held his arm up above his forehead looking now seeing the winches wrapped around the tree.

"a tree stand" i said bluntly.

"well go check it out?" before my response he had already grabbed my hand and dragged me towards the tree stand.

"oh well sure" my hand being pulled from the socket we made our way to the tree stand not so far from where we were.

"you know i didn't mean what i said a bit ago" his walking slowed down, yet i was still behind him.

"i know" he softly tightened his grip.

"you know i love you i wouldn't mean it"

i felt this uneasy feeling, of someone else's presence or just the words he said and how he worded it.

-

ext. tree stand

"look seems cool, think anyone's in it?"

i shrugged, he walked forward towards the ladder only to be yanked forward hitting the wooden steps, his hand he held onto mine to jerked me upwards making me fall backwards from 6 feet in the air landing on my back as i gasped for air grabbing my ribs.

seeing atsumu dangling above me 30 or so feet in the air as the bag he held around him fell below him.

i slowly sat up feeling my lungs finally filling with air shortly feeling my breaths hurt.

"atsumu" i sat up grabbing my back now gasping a bit.

"atsumu!" i grabbed the bag now looking up at the blonde dangling side to side slowly.