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"Jungkook........ save me"

Her voice was weak. She sounded like she was tired, and scared. I heard a door open on the other side of the phone.

"What the hell are you doing with that!?" It was Namjoon's voice. He was angry.

"No No. I'm sorry. I was just making a call. I'll put it away." Y/N said.

"I should punnish you again." Namjoons voice was closer now.

"No please! No more! I don't want to! STOP!" Y/N was screaming. The call ended and my heart was beating faster than ever. I need to get to her. What is he doing to her? I hurried out to the car and drove to Namjoon's house.

I slammed open the door and entered his house. I heard voices from the living room so that's where I went first.

Some guys I've never seen before were sitting on the couch playing games on Namjoon's PlayStation.

"Heeyy duude!" One of the guys said when he saw me. He was clearly drunk. He wanted me to sit down and play with them.

"Where is the girl?" I asked and tried to sound calm so they wouldn't suspect me for anything.

"She's with Joon, Sehun and Kris upstairs." One of them said.

"I guess she's getting some more." Another laughed and the other joined in.

"There's probably room for you too." The first guy said. I hurried up without answering them.

I rushed into a room that was empty. I had never been upstairs before so I had to look threw all rooms before I found the right one.

Y/N was laying pinned down by the other guys as Namjoon were touching her area. I felt ashamed for seeing that but I knew I had to do something. The guys had seen me. They were asking what I was doing there. I didn't answer. I just rushed up to them and pulled Y/N to me. I grabbed a blanket and threw it around her as I quickly led her out. Namjoon and the others were shouting behind me. I just ran with her behind me. We made it out to the car. I pushed her gently inside and ran to the driver seat.

"Put on the seatbelt." I said as I put on mine and started the car. She didn't say a word during the whole ride back home. She was constantly shaking and she had a hard time breathing properly. I thought that making her think about anything else would calm her down.

"Are you hungry?" I asked. She didn't answer.

"Do you remember I told you about my dream?" I asked but she didn't answer this time either.

"I told you that I want to be a singer, right?" I looked at her, no response.

"I've actually made a few covers, if you wanna listen to them sometime." I looked at her again but still no response. She wouldn't stop shaking and her breathing was still the same.

.....

I parked the car and turned it off. I hurried to Y/N's side and opened the door. I grabbed her gently and pulled her out. I leaned her against me and closed the car door. She had a hard time keeping herself standing. Her whole weight was on me. I lifted her up and carried her inside. I laid her down on my bed and pulled the covers over her body.

"I'll leave some clothes for you here so you can get dressed. Do you want me to wait outside?" I said but she didn't seem to hear me.

"Y/N?" I called her name but still no answer. I got more worried. I walked up to her.

"Y/N?" I called her again. No answer. I grabbed her face gently between my hands.

"Y/N, can you hear me?" I asked but no answer.

"Y/N?" I shook her a little. She finally looked at me. Her eyes were red and swollen from crying. It hurt me to see her like this.

I gently brought her into a hug. She grabbed my shirt and buried her face in my neck. She started crying. I stroke her hair and down to her back repeatedly to make her feel safe.

"It's okay. It's okay....... You're okay......... I'm here." I said and hugged her tighter.

"I didn't want to." She cried out. I held her tighter against me.

"I know." I sighed. She cried for little over an hour before she finally started to calm down.

"I don't want this any more." She sniffed.

"What?" I asked and continued to stoke her hair and down her back.

"Live." She whispered. I pushed her back so I could look at her.

"Stop it. This is not your fault. You shouldn't blame yourself for what someone else did." I said and looked at her. She didn't meet my eyes.

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When I woke up I was laying in Jungkook's bed with my head on his lap. Jungkook was sleeping. His head was hanging and his month was a little open.

I still had the blanket wrapped around me. I hurried up, grabbed the clothes that was laying in the bed and searched for the bathroom.

I stepped in the shower and scrubbed all over my body trying to get it off once again. Tears were rolling down my cheeks and my heart was racing. I felt sick.

When I stepped out of the shower I looked at myself in the mirror. I had bruses all over my arms and legs. My neck was covered in hickeys and my eyes were swollen. My lips tasted blood by all the bites I'd gotten. I was a total mess on the outside and it was even worse on the inside. All the memories of them, their faces, sounds, touches. I didn't want them, I wanted to forget all of it. I crouched down on the floor. My whole body was sore. Everything hurt.

I started to dress. His clothes were big on my small body. His scent filled my nose and made me feel safe. He was the only one I trusted right now. He was treating me like I was actually worth something even when I did wrong. I've never experienced that. My parents set me up for adoption when I was born and I had to move from one home to another. I hadn't had a real home for more than 2 years before I met Namjoon.

Namjoon had become my home and now he was gone. I slid down the wall and held my knees tight against my chest. I couldn't stop the tears. I still felt dirty but I missed Namjoon so much at the same time. I loved him.

I LOVE these parts of the music video!

Oh My Gohd

😱😭😭😱😱😭

His hair

His smile

His skin

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He looks so satisfied and proud of his work.. and he should be!!

Bare faced Jeon Jungkook!! Get ready

Handsomeee

**you right now**