Running through the darkest secrets of my mind

I'm tired and scared when i look behind

Knowing one day they will catch up

Leave me bloody and messed up

I lie and pretend they will not remember

Or when my sins stand in front of me, I'll surrender

Is that why i don't like anything

Preparing for the day i lose everything?

Everything that could go wrong will

So why do I hope I'll be saved still

Can I even share it with anyone

Treason i comitted will not be accepted by anyone

Quick to judge or won't hear

Eating at my mind, all the time, my fear

I read and read and read and read

To not go to the place my memories lead

I put on a smile and stroll this city

Because I'm innocent until proven guilty