Looking for you in a crowded room

So many hurdles between us

The hardest one is you

So i paint my heart Black

And cover myself with gloom

Rush to the closest fire

That's all I can do

A song is our love

Gone for too long

Devouring beauty is the way to go on

Weaker with every bite

Blue skies is not where I belong

Standing with the neighborhood kids

You act as if you don't see

When you saw what nobody else did

What you dictated to the group

Is heavy on my ears

not enough to kill me

Just enough to prolong my misery

The music of this room doesn't fit my soul

Nothing ever matched the framework of my doll

Drinking and driving

You do that a lot

Thrilling or dumb

Question i ask a lot

Tell me something new

Maybe i remember you wrong

You have grown over the years

I'm stagnant with all the right resources

I wish it was simple

As simple as it was for you to forget me

I wonder if it would have been so easy

If you truly loved me

The world got jealous of me

Hated me to the core

And cursed me with all it got

To bind me to the bottomless sea

And make the universe my enemy

Where are you?

Where did you go?

Dying by drowing is not the classy way to go