Busied life

Emotions buried at a corner

Life in an unwanted cycle

No idea what to do with it

I leave my comfort ever day

To strive for something

My heart sways

If every effort is fruitful

My future seems very sweet

But delusion won't rejuvenate me

My soul is a black tree

I can see my happiness in front

Only the courage is absent

If only I was as brave as you

Take what i want

And leave you

However I have feelings

And i have guilt

I can't just move away

And leave in a blink

You make it look so easy

I try everyday

I lived through the worst

But it's still the hardest for me

Dead eyes

Lifeless

Heat won't revive it

Use me as you want

And discard me

It's not like I will say anything

If only I could say no

I would tell you a hundred times

Don't touch me

Just stay here

But don't touch me