Alone in the wilderness

Warmth too far away

No one to show me kindness

I see winds make my decisions sway

The sun does not rise the moon not so bright

Snowy mountains like isolated life

Leaves cut through me like a knife

My shadow gives me fright

Silence makes me miss the fights

Solitude reminiscent of scars

Urging me to not hold my heart tight

For someone to play it like a guitar

Despite,

I wouldn't trade this peace for momentary happiness

Not my scars for a pretty smile

Goodness will never shine on me with it's brightness

If I gave an inch I'll lose a mile

So even if I'm sad and quiet

Not clothes to hide

You said beauty, not quite

But I'll enjoy this ride

And Never stop albiet

I am dead inside.