After offering prayer....They were still sitting on the prayer mat,beside each other."It all felt so good Hashim..it all felt surreal!"Asmara said with twinkling eyes and a beautiful smile adorned on her face.

"Yes...it is surreal because we both were bowing together infront of our creater...I just wanted us to start our new life with our creator's name...who destined us together....moreover,I wanted to thank Allah for giving me the best reward...and Asmara whatever I am saying,I mean it,I am saying it from all my heart...My Titli!"Hashim said holding her hand in his and at last pinching her nose.

Asmara smiled in return"I love you Hashim,whenever I see you,I talk to you,I feel my heart filling with love for you and everytime it increases..."Asmara said leaning towards Hashim and placing her head on his shoulder.Hashim felt his heart swelling with happiness listening to her cute little confession...He wrapped his arm around Asmara,Asmara looked in his eyes,Hashim kissed her forehead:"you are sleepy?"

Asmara nodded negatively and snuggling closer to his chest she said"Stay here please!"

After about a minute Hashim heard soft snorings...he looked down to saw his wife sleeping,He chuckled and lifting her off the prayer mat in his arms,he went and gently placed her on the bed.

"I knew your were sleepy."Hashim said unwrapping her hijab from her head and covering her with the duvet.Hashim laid down on his side of bed,eyes still on Asmara...he kept looking at her angelic face,this mesmerizing face of her was giving him tough time to control himself from his manly desires...but he does not want to hurt her so he just stroked her hair,held her hand in his and placed their hands on his chest

"Good night meri jaan!"

Asmara woke up in the middle of night...she rubbed her eyes with her hand trying to recognize her surroundings,her gaze traveled to their entwined hands placed on Hashim's chest...her cheeks heated up seeing her this close to Hashim although it was not the first time they are this much close but it is the first time,they are sleeping on the same bed,in the same duvet...she was feeling immense shyness,she went closer to Hashim who was sleeping soundly and his sleeping form was making Asmara's heart flutter...she went more closer to him and start tracing his eyes,his nose bridge,his cheeks,his stubble,his chin,his lips and at last removing his hair off his forehead,she placed her lips on his forehead...she felt his movement and immediately backed away closing her eyes tightly and trying to calm her heavily beating heart...After a while she opened her one eye and saw Hashim was still sleeping but now he was facing Asmara...she called his name touching her face gently with her fingers.

"Hashim..Hashim,Ha..shim!please get up...please..."

I am not feeling sleepy anymore but Hashim is sleeping,nothing to do now and its 2am,I can't even call mama baba.They would be sleeping.Asmara was thinking to herself when a flower fell on her head from the decorated headrest of the bed...she held the flower in her hand with mischevious glint in her eyes...she leaned forward and plucking the petals off of the flower she started placing them one by one in Hashim's head until the whole flower is finished,still not satisfied with her work,she sprinkled some crushed leaves over his head...

"Now you are looking like a cute nestie Mr.Hashim!"Asmara said capturing his photo in her cellphone.

Now I should also sleep its quite late,she laid down straight on the bed covering her whole self with the duvet and in a few moments sleep consumed her.

Alarm Ringing....

It was fajar time when Hashim woke up due to the alarm.He sat straight on bed and the flower petals fell off his head...he waved them off and leaned towards Asmara and stroking her hair gently he said:"Asmara...titli,get up its fajar time...Asmara..."

"2 more minutes please...!"

Hashim chuckled and got up from bed,headed to bathroom to freshen up.

In the bathroom when he saw his reflection in the mirror...he narrowed his eyes when he saw greenary in his hair...

"Open the door...knock knock,why are you taking so much time...open!"Hashim heard Asmara's sleepy voice.He unlocked the door and let Asmara get in..."Mr.nestie go outside I want to use bathroom!"Asmara said pushing him outside and locking the door.

"Good morning Mrs.!"Hashim said when he saw Asmara coming out of bathroom.

"G..good m..morning!"Asmara stuttered"sorry for pushing you outside,I was sleepy!"Asmara said bowing her head down.

"That was perfectly okay...but can you enlighten me on this?"Hashim asked pointing towards his head.

Asmara gave a toothy smile

"I was getting bored so I just did it!"Asmara replied.

"So you crushed the leaves into tiny pieces and sprinkled over my head...great activity wifey!"

Hashim said going closer to Asmara.

"I..I also used flower petals but they were so beautiful..so I didn't crushed them!"Asmara replied innocently.

Hashim went more closer to her and placed his hands on her waist,pulling her towards himself gently.

"I tried to wake you up but you didn't so I just did it.."Asmara whispered looking downwards as Hashim's closeness was affecting her so much.

Hashim kept staring at her with his piercing gaze and with his one hand he started drawing circles on her waist...Asmara clutched Hashim's shoulder tightly saying "sorry"

"My gift?"Hashim asked huskily brushing his nose with hers...Asmara closed her eyes unable to bear his sweet torture.

"W..what y..you w..want?"Asmara asked still with closed eyes,erratic breathing and all red face....

"You!"Hashim said and placed his lips on Asmara's....slowly nibbling on her lower lip...Asmara parted her lips a little and took his upper lip in between hers...slowly reciprocating...Hashim clutched her waist tightly hugging her....at first he allowed her to take the lead but after her sweet attempts of kissing...he lost his control and turned the kiss into passionate one...

after few moments when Asmara felt her breath diminishing she spoke in between the kiss:"Ha..Hash..Hashimm!"

Hashim sensed her need and parted away but still hugging her

"Relax...relax!"Hashim said stroking her hair gently.

Asmara backed away from hug and ran to back to bathroom...she saw her reflection in the mirror,she was all red...her lips were swollen...tears roll down on her cheeks,Hashim have kissed her before but never like that,this kiss made her restless,although she reciprocated yet she got scared...after calming herself down,she took ablution and went out....Hashim was sitting on the couch throwing his head in between his palms,he was tensed on Asmara's reaction.Asmara glanced towards him and averted her gaze immediately.

After offering prayer,Asmara stood up from floor,at the same time Hashim came done with ablution...both of their eyes met but they averted away...Hashim started offering prayer.

"Asmara...I I am sorry,sorry for forcing you...I can't describe how vulnerable I am feeling now...please forgive me,sorry for hurting you,please!"Hashim said sitting infront of Asmara on the bed.He was controlling his tears.

"I...I want to sleep!"Asmara said looking downward towards her hands.

Hashim chuckled sadly and got up from bed,heading towards couch sitting there.He cursed himself for all the stupidity he had done.

Asmara on the other hand laid down,covering herself completely

with the duvet sobbing silently.She was feeling bad seeing Hashim like that and the thing bothering her is that she is not understanding what she is feeling,she felt strangely good close to Hashim,then she reciprocated and again she ran away and now Hashim's condition was making her restless,she never thought that Hashim would react this way....he said sorry that too with teary eyes and then he went away to couch instead lying on the bed...

After tossing and turning on bed for quite long time,Asmara got up from bed and start heading toward Hashim,Hashim was sitting on the couch head on the headrest of couch and eyes closed...Asmara silently kept her head in Hashim's lap,Hashim jerked in a reflex sensing something in his lap...

"Asmara!"Hashim said being surprised at her action.

"Are you a magician Hashim?"

Asmara asked still placing her head on his lap.

"Huh?Asmara you okay?Hashim asked being confused.

"Hashim...I don't know what you are doing to me...your intimacy is doing strange things to me...I never felt it before....your closeness gives me goosebumps...your voice shut all my senses...your whispers passes a current down my spine and your eyes...your eyes make me lose all my sanity...it seems as if you are controlling my body as well as my mind but most of all my heart...it beats as if it is going to explode..how can you control me like this?"

"Asmara...I,I am sorry,I know I lost control...I should avoid doing all these things to you which are making you unconformtable...I am feeling guil..."

"No,the problem is these things are making me strangely satisfacted!"Asmara said looking directly in Hashim's eyes.

"Asmara...get up,sit on the couch,we can talk then."Hashim said and Asmara sat beside Hashim.

"The thing is being Husband wife we are each other's libas(clothes)

husband wife can get intimate more than this,there is nothing wrong in it...its their right on each other.but a man shouldn't force his woman into it..that's wrong,I am sorry for it...please consider it as my last mistake and accept my apology,I am feeling so ashamed to hurt you like this,that I am unable to look into your eyes...sorry wifey!"

"Hashim don't apologize please,be like before...I am not angry but seeing you like this,it is hurting me here in my heart."Asmara said cupping Hashim's face in her tiny hands.

Hashim held her hands and said"I am same as before,thank you..."

Asmara got up from her place and

sat in Hashim's lap locking her hands behind Hashim's neck:"you look bad while crying...my magician!"

"If I am magician...then you are master magician...!"Hashim said wrapping his arms around her waist.Asmara chuckled.

"Btw when I look good?"Hashim asked.

"You look good when you smile but best when you are mr.nestie"

Asmara said laughing loudly.

Hashim smiled.

"Now I have to take bath because these leaves are not coming out otherwise..."Hashim said pointing towards his head.

"So what...it is good to take bath!"

"Yes ma'am I know,now let me go..its already 7:00am,mama and Ayesha would be here anytime soon...!"

"Okay...what will you wear?"Asmara asked getting up from his lap.

"Let me see,some suit or jeans T-shirt?"

"I'll decide your clothes and you will decide mine,come!"Asmara said grabbing Hashim's arm and heading towards closet.

"Here take this!this is good!white..."Asmara said excitedly.

"So you'll also wear white...how's this?"Hashim asked handing her the suit.

"Its best,you go take bath,I'll change in the room itself!"

Hashim nodded and went for bath...

when he came out,he saw Asmara sitting on the couch,their eyes met,Asmara smiled:"how am I looking?"

Asmara's look

"Like an angel...looking beautiful dear!"Hashim replied.

"No Hashim,just tell me whether aunty will like me or not?"Asmara asked.

"She adores you Asmara,she will definitly like you...silly!"Hashim replied.

"Hope so!...can we go outside?"

Asmara asked.

"We can go but what's the hurry...I need some sleep,a good sleep."Hashim replied.

"Who sleeps after getting ready?"

"I sleep...its so calming and peaceful to sleep after bath."

"But I am not sleeping now,ok you sleep,I'll talk to Mama baba till then!"

"That's good.Good night wifey!"

Asmara chuckled and dialed her mother's number.

Dated 31 March,2020.