Hashim's POV.

When I was leaving her room,a girl of her age entered the room having a confused expression on her face she asked"Who is he mara?"

I heard Asmara saying"Ayesha Api's brother."

The girl said"oh,okay."

I felt pain in my heart,she is not mentioning our relation,I am nothing to her but it is what I have decided.When I was on the way home I received Mama's call.I told her that I am coming home.When I went home Mama came to me and asked about Aliya's matter.

"Mama,I got her call yesterday she was talking all the nonsense,I ignored but I didn't know that this might happen.Mama I have decided that I'll marry her and divorce Asmara but Mama promise me Ayesha will always be happy.I can't see her crying because of me."I told Mama my decision and went to my room.

"You will not divorce her Mr.Hashim!Is it a game to you to marry someone and on the next day to divorce her?Is she a toy to you?"Ayesha said angrily entering the room.

"But Ayesha."

"What If this happens to me?Will you be able to bear it?Have you thought about it for once?You think you are going to do an award winning stunt.I know I was shocked to the core by Zaid's death but I was just engaged to him.We never had any soul connection but Asmara had blood connection with him.We all moved on,even her parents but she is so sensitive,she is still there in trauma.Zaid always talked about her and how fragile she is.

You know after Zaid,yesterday I saw her smiling,yesterday I saw a little hope in her little heart,yesterday I witnessed the old Asmara but fate is so cruel to her.You are the most stupid person Hashim.Don't you feel anything for her?Don't you feel that you two are soulfully connected?You don't have a heart Hashim.You are selfish,idiot!"Ayesha said furiously.

"Do you think it is easy for me.I wish I would die,all the situation will be under control then."

"Don't be a coward Hashim,be a man,you should listen to your heart my dear."Ayesha said.

"I..I don't w..want to leave her Ayesha,my heart is drowning,my heart is bleeding.I

am feeling a void in my soul.I am feeling as if my soul is leaving my body.I am feeling as If I were dying.I don't know what happened to me in one day that I cried all night for her.I went to meet her today,she gave me the bracelet back.I am nothing to her now and this thing is piercing my heart.Wali said I am just attracted to her.Attraction does all these things Ayesha,is it?It is not a mere attraction,I wanted to heal her,I wanted to be with her but it's not in our destiny. I can't see you in tears.What if Omar bhai do something wrong to you?"I finally said which is in my heart.

"He is not stupid like my brother,And he is true to his promise.He is man of his words.I have talked to him,he is with me,he will not leave me for his sister's foolishness.I am his wife and I'll keep him away from wrongs and so will he,but you both are idiots.If you are giving up on her she should have fought for her right but no she is sacrificing for me, she is still a kid.If she do anything wrong,you should make that right for her and Wali is stupidest of you all"Ayesha told me.

"I...so there is no pressure on me to divorce her."I asked with hope in my eyes.

Ayesha nodded.

I hugged her immediately and said"thank you...thank you,thank you so much Ayesha!I am so happy,so much happy."

"Don't be happy,idiot.Mr.hero the damage is already done.So now you will have to win her trust.It's not easy,be more patient and try to understand your true feelings for her.There is nothing like attraction,Idiot.I seriously want to kill Wali for stuffing your mind with this attraction theory!"Ayesha said.

"Now go and bring her here.It's my baarat today afterall and I am going to get ready"she added.

"I love you Ayesha,thank you!"I said happily.

"Idiot,I have a husband.Love your wife not me."she said winking.

"Ayeshaa!idiot."

"Mama baba and all know about it don't worry.My superman brother but be a superman husband too"she said and left the room.

11feb,2020.