Zaid was always a rock support to me,he was my big brother,my best friend and was going to be my brother in law.But everything changed that day.We lost a gem.

After that Ayesha's condition was miserable.Mama always tried to distract her but she wasn't lively anymore.So Mama Baba and Uncle Ali alongwith Aunty Shiza decided to get Ayesha married as they thought it will help her move on from the trauma.

It was very tough for all of us.A proposal came for Ayesha.He was doctor by profession belonging to a noble family so all elders accepted and decided to do nikkah after a few days.

Today is ayesha's nikkah.Everybody is present here in our house.Uncle Ali also came alongwith his family.They seem happy for Ayesha,I am feeling that we will again be happy soon.Nikkah ceremony started everyone seems happy but a girl in the far corner was just shedding tears,sobbing silently.

I thought who she is??But after realising I got to know that she was her brother's life,his titli,his everything,his innocent and naive butterfly.She is

She seems as she does not have any will to live.Indeed she loved her brother more than her life.

"Allah make her strong,give her patience" I prayed for her.

After nikkah everybody congratulated the couple.Ayesha seem relaxed and happy.It brought a smile on my face.

After having meal Ayesha's husband(Omar bhai) and her in laws left.Her rukhasti will be on next friday.After sending them off Ayesha went to her room with Sara,Aunty Shiza and Mama went to Mama's room while Baba and Uncle Ali were sitting in the lounge with me.But I don't know where is?

Anyways,Baba and Uncle are happy.After Zaid's death its the first time I am witnessing a smile on their faces.Baba then said something to uncle which just blew away my mind.

My mind went blank.How can this be possible,she is just a kid.I can't marry her.She is 7 years younger to me.How can I?

I hope Uncle will refuse the proposal but what uncle did next was really heart breaking.He hugged my baba and came towards me"beta!my Asmara is very precious to me.She is my life,my princess but she lost every hope in her life she is just lifeless now,I can't...I can't handle her this state anymore.I will die if anything happen to her.Please marry her,make her happy,bring her back to life,please I need my princess back."I saw his teary begging eyes.I glanced towards baba,he just nodded.So I agreed.

I promised Uncle that I will try my best to bring her back to life and it brought a huge smile on Uncle's as well as baba's face.

Uncle said"Once Zaid came to me,he said baba what if we let Hashim and titli get married?He is such a nice man,he will love our princess.At that time I didn't know that his wish is going to be fulfilled like this."

I never ever thought that Zaid liked me so much that he wanted his dearest sister whom he loved like crazy to be my wife.

6thFeb,2020.