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i know i told justin that i could never like mattia but he wasn't as bad as i thought. he just needed to warm up to me but nothing could ever happen because of our parents. what mattia and i have right now is causal and just for fun until one of us gets into a serious relationship. no that whore, lexi doesn't count.

justin: whatchu up to ?

literally nothing i'm just laying in bed.

justin: do you have any plans

with your mom right now?

no i dont think so she's with

mattias dad and mattias not here

justin: wanna go get lunch?

i saw you like an hour ago

justin: ogey and ? i miss u already🥺

fineee. you can come pick

me up in 15 minute

justin: okay see you later

i take a quick shower for 15 minutes and get a text from justin that hes on his way now. i put on a new outfit and put justin's shirt on my bed.

ding dong

i run downstairs to open the door but my mom beat me to it.

justin: hi mrs. y/l/n it's justin

mom: hi justin, thank you for taking care of y/n last night. i know she can get carried away when it comes to alcohol.

y/n: okay whatever mom. justin ready to go ?

justin: yeah let's go

mom: have fun be safe.

y/n: we will.

justin and i drive to a nearby restaurant that he recommends

justin: you like italian food?

y/n: i like any food

he parks his car and we walk in together. after a couple minutes we were both seated by a female waiter. i noticed that she was eyeing justin the entire time and didn't even look at me once.

waiter: i'll be back to your order

justin: alright thanks

waiter: of course (she smiles flirtatiously)

justin: they have the BEST pizza here

y/n: wanna share one ?

justin: yeah which one do you want ?

y/n: (your favorite pizza)

*also do y'all like pineapple on pizza 😳 i lowkey like it that shit be tasting good idc idc 😍*

justin calls the waiter back and while he was doing that i saw mattia and lexi sitting across the room. of course he chooses an italian restaurant

waiter: hey ready to order ?

justin: yeah we'll take the number 5 please

waiter: any drinks?

y/n: two lemonades please ?

waiter: ok (she says dryly. she turns to justin) coming right up

i let out a small laugh

justin: whats so funny ?

y/n: shes feelin you

justin: no she's not

y/n: yes she is (i say still smiling)

justin: man stop playing (he blushes)

i see the waiter come back with the lemonades

y/n: shh your girl friend's coming

justin: funny...

waiter: here you go (she only says to him) please let me know if you need anything else

justin: thank you (she smiles and walks away)

y/n: she just completely ignores my presence

justin: well i'm very aware of your presence don't worry.

i was eating with lexi until i heard a familiar laugh. i look to my side and i see y/n sitting with justin.

lexi: now this restaurant's contaminated (she rolls her eyes)

mattia: lexi do you love me ?

lexi: where did that come from

mattia: no i'm serious, do you think we're a good couple ?

lexi: of course i love you

mattia: what's my favorite color?

lexi: uhh orange?

mattia: it's purple.. look i don't think we're a good fit

lexi: so you wanna break up with me cuz i don't know your favorite color ?

mattia: i don't have feelings for you

lexi: since when ?

mattia: since forever, i just realized it now (i look at y/n as she receives her lemonade)

lexi: is this because of y/n ? have you fucked her ?

mattia: it literally has nothing to do with her okay ? we just don't click

lexi: whatever i was fucking other guys behind your your back anyway

mattia: whatever lex fuck whoever you want from now on

lexi: if you think you have a chance with y/n whatsoever you're wrong. she'd never wanna be with a guy like you when guys like justin are around her. i'd think twice about this

lexi was right. i don't think i can make y/n happy the way justin could make her happy. from the start, justin's been good to her and they haven't had a problem. but that doesn't mean i'm gonna stay with lexi.

mattia: lexi we're done.

lexi: you're gonna regret this (she gets up and leaves)

waiter: here's your pizza. enjoy

justin and i both had 4 slices and we just continued to get to know each other

justin: favorite ice cream?

y/n: (your favorite ice cream). favorite color?

justin: blue. dream job?

y/n: hmmm. architecture

justin: wow fancy.

we kept talking until i got a text from felix

felix: yo pool party at my place

tmr 7pm. invite whoever. you should

get a text from tyler soon

with all the details

bet. see you tmr

felix: 🖤

party at felix wilde's house tomorrow!! bring your own alcohol, drugs and food. DJs will be there. invite whoever you want just respect the pad 💯 *address* see y'all there tomorrow ‼️

i show justin the text.

y/n: wanna go? devin will probably invite vincent

justin: a chance to see you in a bikini? i'll take it.

i look to my side and i see lexi getting mad and leaving. mattia drops his face into his hands and leaves too. i hope everything's okay.

justin drives me home after we finish our pizza.

justin: ive been having a really good time with you recently.

y/n: me too i really like hanging out with you

justin: so can this become a regular thing ?

y/n: i think it can (i smile)

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i was laying in bed thinking. i should've been thinking about justin but mattia kept popping up into my mind for some reason. i don't think i could ever be with justin but at the same time i can't be with mattia either.

1: he doesn't like me in that way. i'm nothing but good sex to him

2: our parents are literally dating

all these signs are saying that i should just be with justin but yet i decided to text mattia

you okay?

mattia: why wouldnt i be

idk i saw what happened at

the restaurant today

mattia: i broke up with lexi

im sorry. but it's probably for the better

mattia: yeah you were right. she

doesn't make me happy.

you just gotta wait for the

right one to come by

mattia: maybe

hey can i come over ?

i really don't wanna be alone right now

i knew i was gonna regret it but i said

yeah sure

mattia: on my way

about 10 minutes later i see mattia on my driveway and he climbs up to my window.

y/n: (i open the window) did you uber here?

mattia: yeah i didn't want your mom to see my car

y/n: smart.

we sit on my bed and watched a bunch of movies together.

yn: are you sad about lexi at all?

mattia: i mean we've made hella memories but she became toxic.

y/n: how long have you guys been together ?

mattia: like 6 months

it was now 3am and i was getting tired.

i slowly drift into sleep, facing away from mattia but then a few minutes later i feel his arms wrap around my waist and his breath on my neck.

we fall asleep in that position and i put my hand on top of his

i saw that y/n was drifting off to sleep so i turn off the tv for her. i wrapped my arms around her waist and i wasn't sure how she would react but she puts her hand on top of mine. i smile and think to myself that i wish our parents weren't dating and that she never met justin. if i did everything right from the start maybe you could've been mine by now.

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