*I'm so sorry I haven't updated I've had exams, sorry for any errors in this, and also if you like the show shameless I found a new Carl Gallagher fanfic and if you haven't seen the show you might still want to check it out she is a good writer 😘❤️*

The boys finished a show tonight and now they are off for a whole week. So I'm pretty excited to get the fuck out of this hotel room.

Jayden is currently sleeping peacefully on Mikey's sofa. Mikey is currently devouring a pizza.

"Hey, um don't choke none of us know CPR" Calum says nudging Michael. He flips him off and shoves another pizza slice in his mouth.

Luke walks in the room and walks straight over to me. He throws me over his shoulder.

I chuckle, "Um okay"

He walks to our room and puts me down on our bed.

"Baby, I need you so bad" he whines while kissing my neck.

I wrap my legs around his torso, pulling him closer to me.

I pull off my shirt his following. He pulls off the rest of my clothes and I do the same to him.

Hours later me and Luke lay next to each other, naked, under the blanket.

He kisses my head and runs his fingers up and down my arm sending me into a trace.

I think about him and just him. How I feel so safe with him. How he makes me nervous even though we have know each since we were 16. How he make me laugh when I want to cry.

He puts his hand where my heart is then says "baby, I have never stopped loving you. I missed you every day, that's the truth. The littlest things would remind me off you. I'm so happy I have you back"

He probably doesn't realize I'm still awake. A single tear streams down my face.

I never cry for boys but this boy is different.