(It's not edited very sorry)

So today Luke is moving in so I have to talk to Jayden. I mean he has asked who his dad is but I just told him he went on a vacation. I know I know it's bad.

"Jayden come here" I yell. He runs in and sits down on the floor in front of me. "Okay so Jayden do you remember when I told you that daddy was on vacation" "yes mommy" he said "okay so daddy is back from his vacation and is moving in today but you have already met him" "really mommy who" "do you remember Luke" I asked "yes he is my daddy" "yup"

He then runs up too me and hugs me. He whispers in my ear "I'm so happy mommy" he then runs away. I hope Luke doesn't disappoint him because if he does I will rip his dick off. I then hear a knock at the door. I walk to it and open it. There stands Luke with what looks like 30 boxes. What the fuck.

"Are you gonna let me in bitch" he asked. What the hell crawled up his ass.

"Oh I'm so very sorry come inside" he then pushed pass me and goes in the living room.

Puts his shit down and yells "daddy's home". Oh hell no.

I then see my son run into his arms. "Come here mommy" Luke says. I walk slowly over to them and then Luke pulls me into him for a 'family hug' as Luke called. I called it the I can't fucking breath.

"Alright let me lead you too your room" I say

"no no no I'm sleeping with you" he says

"um hell to the no"

"um hell to the yes" he says then runs to my room and locks the door.

Alright then. He is just an emotional roller coaster.

"Mommy" Jayden says

"yes my baby boy" I responded

"do you still like daddy"

"I don't know baby"

"if he hurts you mommy I won't like him"

"okay baby" I say with a smile and hug him. He goes to his room after that.

Luke comes out of my room or I guess our room now.

"Hey boo what you doing" he asked

"nothing" I responded.

"Okay well I'm gonna go for a walk" "okay" I replied. He then walked out the door.

Luke

I'm having a hard time with this whole I have a son that I didn't know about for 2 years thing. I had trust issues before I met Jaymee now I have it even worse. I loved Jaymee I know it sounds stupid but I did I was another person around her I wasn't some punk. Now I have a son with her and I don't know him at all but I already love him. I might be an asshole to Jaymee for a while because my walls are up and I not proud of being an asshole but it's hard. She probably thinks I'm bipolar.

Jaymee

Luke is back. I have to make dinner, no I have to buy dinner. Jayden is watching spongebob. Luke is.... somewhere.

"Jaymee can I talk to you" Luke comes out of nowhere and asks. "Yeah sure" I reply. He sounds a little nervous.

"Jaymee I just want to start by saying you fucked me up" he said

"I know I fucked myself up many other times too" I say honestly

"then you tell me your past and I have to say I'm not really surprised you almost killed someone" I smiled at this

"I'm happy that you care or cared about my career but I wouldn't of cared about your past when your ex asshole I mean boyfriend would of told me, I wouldn't of cared what people would have said when you told me that you were pregnant with our love child" I laughed I just laughed God. Woo.

He then continued telling me how I fucked him up "I loved you Jaymee I have my walls up right now so I might be an asshole sometimes and I'm sorry for that and I was someone else when I was with you I wasn't that punk. I also have been drinking a lot and shit" Luke ended

"Luke I loved you too" I said then hugged him "please tell me you herd everything else that I said and not just that" i laughed "yes I heard everything else"

We walked back in the living room. Jayden wasn't there. I looked at Luke and he gave me the same look. Confused. We looked in his room not there. My room not there. Guest room not there. The hole house not fucking there. Now I was gonna have a panic attack. We went out side and Jayden was on the ground crying Luke ran over to him first. He has the legs of the family.

"Baby are you okay" I ask once I'm over there.

"Mommy....I'm scared I can't really breathe" he said crying "oh my god" " mommy I'm so sorry" "it's not your fault" "okay" He says

Me and Luke go to the side to talk it out. "Alright team meeting what do we do" Luke said "um this shit hasn't happened before" I say "we should take him to the hospital right" "yeah that" I say

Luke goes over to Jayden and picks his up. "Daddy I'm I going to the doctors" Jayden asks "yeah buddy then gonna make you feel better" Luke says. Jayden just nods.

We got in the car. I was in the back with Jayden while Luke was driving the car. We were finally at the hospital and I am worried.

We get to the front desk and Luke is carrying Jayden. I can see the worry on his face.

"Hi my son is having breathing problems" I say to the lady at the front "okay how old is he" she asks "he is 2" "okay just follow this nurse" she says pointing to a girl with a big smile on her face.

We get to the room and Luke lays Jayden down on the bed.

"Okay so we are gonna do some test on Jayden but you guys are gonna have to wait in the hallway to fill out paper work" she says. I look to Jayden he doesn't look worried as there attaching IVs and a breathing mask to him. I nod and walk out of the room with Luke.

I'm done filling out the paper work and Luke is just staring at me. "What's up" I ask "I'm just really worried" he says "I know I'am too I just can't show it because then Jayden will see and get all worked up, then cry it happened when he cut his foot last year" I say.

He hugs me and nuzzles his face in the crook of my neck. I smile because I remember all the times he has done this before.

The nurse comes out and tell us to come in. We walk in hand in hand.

"Okay so we did some test he is a very heathy boy and nothing is majorly wrong" the doctor says and I let out a breath I have been holding in. "So what's wrong with him" Luke asks "he has asthma" the doctor says "so he had a asthma attack" I asked "yes he did, to prevent that all he has to do is take one puff in the morning and at night of an inhaler" he adds "when can he come home" Luke asks reading my mind "tomorrow" the nurse says.

Me and Luke both stayed at the hospital that night.