1 week later

I woke up in Lukes arms and smiled. I got up surprisingly without waking luke and went to the bathroom. I turned around and got a look at my stomach from the side.

I'm so fat and ugly. I used to be anorexic in middle school and at the beginning of high school. Then I stopped because it fucks up your metabolism but it was hard because I was scared to get fat. People alway told me I was thin but I didn't believe them even though my hip bones would stick out.

I left the bathroom and went back to bed. I ended up going back to sleep because it was only 8 in the morning.

I woke up to what felt like someone licking my cheek. "Um are you licking my cheek" I ask

"yes" Luke replies

"luke what the fuck"

"I wanted to wake you" he says

I just rolled my eyes. He could of yelled in my face or something. We got up and went to sit on the couch. I sat on lukes lap and kissed his cheek.

"What's wrong with you" he asked

"what do you mean" I ask

"your like happy"

"I can't be happy"

"your usually not this happy"

"well then" I said.

I got up off of him and went to the fridge. I got some orange juice and sat on the floor. I mean why not.

"What the fuck are you doing" luke asked

"what the fuck does it look like I'm sitting down" I replied he then picked me up and put me on his lap so I was straddling him.

He pressed his forehead against mine and I looked into his eyes. He leaned in slowly and connected our lips. His tongue made its way inside my mouth.

We pulled apart and then i rested my forehead on his. We stayed like this for what felt like forever but it was only a couple seconds.

"The boys are still asleep so do want to go get something to eat" Luke asked "sure" I replied

The rest of the day we were in town taking pictures with fans shopping and we ate a lot of food. So good day.

We got back to the bus around 5 and when we walked in the boys were all standing there with their hands on their hips.

"So where have you kids been" Ashton said

"we were in town" I responded

"well why weren't we invited" Mikey asked

"because you cunts were sleeping" Luke said they all just rolled there eyes then walked away

We sat on the couch and I laid my head on lukes lap. He stared to rub my back and my eyes started to get heavy. I closed my eyes and then felt Luke pick my up. He brought me to my bed and kissed my cheek, then left.

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I'm so sorry for not updating 😘😘