It's been a week since we got to London and today we are going to be heading to Ireland on our tour bus. So we are packing even though we haven't been in this house for long. I just finished packing and Elly of course is late.

"Elly lets go we are gonna be late" I yelled "hold on bitch I'm getting my shit" she yelled back

Elly finally comes strolling down the stairs looking like she is just......happy. What the fuck. She just looks to happy.

"Okay let's get going" says a cheerful Michael "alright lets go" I say

We go outside and see a big bus. with 5sos on the side of it. "holy shit" all of us say at the same time. Then we all smile at the fact that we said it at the same time.

We get on the bus and the boys already have picked there beds. Luke is the top bunk with Calum and Ashton is the bottom bunk with Michael. Elly and I have our bunks on the other side of this mirror sliding door.

"Babe were are you" I herd Luke say

"I'm in here" I say back

"where"

"In here" he says

I then herd a loud thump. I opened the sliding door to see my lanky boyfriend laying on the ground. I laughed like there was no tomorrow until I fell. I landed on Luke and he looked at my eyes at my lips.

"Just kiss me you fool" I said. He connected his lips with mine. We started to full on make out but then I heard a giggle. A giggle that can only belong to Ashton. Luke looked up.

"Ashton fuck off" he said "it's too late Luke he killed the mood" I said then laughed.

I went to my bunk and got my phone I checked Twitter. Nothing interesting. I felt the bus stop and I wanted to go look around. So I told the guys and Elly I'm going for a walk they asked if I wanted company I said no.

I have been walking for about 2 minutes and I noticed someone was following me so I went to turn a corner and someone grabbed me and put there hand over my mouth.

I tried to get away but someone else grabbed my legs. They threw me in a back of a van and taped my mouth.

Someone slapped my cheek. I looked at the guy and it was the one from the party that said 'I would pay' and I guess I was.

"That's right sweet cheeks I'm back" he said

"Your not crying now but you will later" the other one said

He then grabbed a cloth and put it on my mouth. After that every thing went black.

Luke

Jaymee has been gone for awhile. When I say awhile I mean like 3 hours. I am already looking for her but I can't find her anywhere. I need to call the guys.

"Michael I can't find her anywhere" I said

"what do you mean you can't find her Luke"

"I have looked at parks, restaurants, gas stations I can't find her"

"okay come back to the bus we can figure this out"

"okay" I said

I then hung up and started to walk back to the bus.

Jaymee

I don't know where I am. I open my eyes and look around, but I got distracted by the pain between my legs.

"Sweet cheeks is awake" I hear someone talk and now everything is coming back to me. oh shit oh shit.

"My friend and I had a lot of fun with you, to bad you don't remember" he said with a smirk

Oh my god. I got raped. I got raped twice. Or at least twice. I need to escape. I looked around and I was tied to a bed with just my bra on. the ropes were coming off slightly.

"I need to go get my friend be right back babe"

He said then left

I pulled one hand out of the ropes then look around there was a knife on the table next to me. I took it and started moving it back and forth on the rope. I cut it then started working on the ropes on my feet.

I got one off but then I heard people talking. I started to move quickly. I got it off and just threw my pants on and grabbed my shirt.

There was a window so I put my shirt around my hand and punched the window. I ran and ran and ran. I looked behind me and saw them running after me. I saw a gas station and ran in. I jumped behind the counter while the guy was asking 20 million questions.

"There are guys chasing me okay just hide me please" he nodded

They came in asking for me. He said I came in and asked for me to help him but he told them he said no. I said thanks and stared walking. It looked like where I was last night so I just kept walking.

Luke

We tried calling the cops but Jaymee hasn't been missing for at least 24 hours. We kept looking for her and I couldn't sleep last night. The bus driver needs to chill too him keeps asking when we can leave. I told him 500 times that we can when Jaymee gets back. I'm so worried about her.

I'm all alone here to the guys and Elly went to go get food so I have no company.

I'm trying not to think bad things. It's just ever since my dad died last year in a car accident I just jump to that conclusion when something bad happens.

Jaymee

I have been walking for like 20 minutes. why did I want to go on a walk anyway. I think I'm in denial. I did get raped. I didn't cry after I found out though. Maybe I'm in shock. I don't know.

I finally found the bus. Thank god. I'm also dreading this at the same time. I have to explain to them what happened. I got to the door and knocked since it was locked. The door opened to a worried Luke. He pulled me into a hug then pulled away and looked at me.

"Where have you been Jaymee" he asked frantically

"Luke" I started but ended up crying in his arms.

We stayed like that for 15 minutes before I couldn't cry anymore. Luke looked down at me.

"So what happened babe" he asked worried

"Luke....I got raped" I said then he collapsed on top of me and started crying.

I started to cry even more because he was crying. I told him who it was and how I escaped. He looked sad and pissed.

"Baby I'm so sorry if I ever see that fucking asshole I will kill him" he said jaw clenched

"babe I know" I said "I just don't want you to think of me any different Luke"

"I won't Jaymee" he said

He then kissed me and nuzzled his face into the crook of my neck. We stayed like that for awhile until the door opened and then a few seconds later I was trampled by Mikey, Ash, Cal, and Elly. They asked me what happened and i told them. They then all hugged me and kissed my cheek.

Later I went to bed and Elly was already in there. I remember how she was happy when we left a little too happy if you ask me so I asked about it.

"Hey Elly why were you so happy when we left" I asked

"Oh that yeah that's because I went to a party the night before we left I got drunk and hooked up with some guy he wanted to go out but I don't even remember what he looked like" I just laughed oh Elly.

"Jaymee did they use protection" she ask

"shit Elly I don't know"

"okay we have to get you a pregnancy test and lucky for you I have one...here"

"I'm not gonna ask why" was all I said as I walked away. (a/n: I don't know if you can tell you pregnant that quickly but just go with it)

I got to the bathroom peed on a stick that would tell me my future and waited. I looked at it and it said negative. I took another one just incase. It was negative too.

"Both negative" I say relieved

"good" she said then laid down on her bed but before she closed her eyes she said "night love you"

"night love you too" I said in return.

I went to bed after that too and then Luke came in too my bed. He just laid there with me. Which I appreciate because I didn't want to be alone.

"Baby I'm going to protect you I promise" he said I smiled and said "night babe" night beautiful"

Then I drifted of into a deep slumber.