《Smile》Nintey seven
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I looked over at Jasmine and raised a brow. "Did I do something?"
Vanessa glanced at Jasmine and raised a brow. "I don't know, you tell me."
My heart fell as I realized that she must know.
Shit.
I chuckled nervously. "So you know?"
Vanessa rolled her eyes and stood up. "What do I know Y/n?"
"That," I gulped. "Jasmine kissed me."
She scoffed. "So it's true? Why didn't you tell me that the girl you're in love with kissed you?"
"I tried-"
"Not hard enough." She shook her head.
I sighed. "I didn't kiss her back."
"The fuck is that supposed to do for me?"
I shrugged. "Let you know that I didn't cheat."
She frowned. "Y/n, you didn't fucking tell me-"
"I tried Vanessa."
"But you didn't tell me," she shook her head. "I had to hear it from Jasmines 'boyfriend' or whatever he is."
Fucking snitch.
"What happened to, 'I don't want you to think I'd leave you for her the first chance I get' huh? What happened to, 'you're my realization' huh? What happened to not wasting your time on a girl that doesn't want you huh?"
I rolled my eyes. "I meant all of that- Are you missing the part where I said I. didn't. kiss. her. back?"
She glared. "Did. You. Push. Her. Away?"
I looked down and she gasped. "No comeback? So you didn't push her away which means that you obviously liked it."
"That's not what that means-"
"Then what does it mean-"
"I was surprised! I didn't know how to react!"
"Right, so you didn't like the kiss?"
"I-I mean I-I..."
"I-I, what Y/n? Let it out."
I clenched my jaw. "I liked it."
She bit her lip and looked down before glaring up at me. "You fucking liar." I swallowed thickly as she walked up to me. "I guess I shouldn't have trusted you either."
I shook my head. "But I told you I didn't cheat Vanessa, liking the kiss and actually kissing her back are two different things-"
"Is it really?"
"Yes!"
"No, it's not! Do you not understand that knowing you like getting kissed by someone else hurts just as much as if you actually kissed her back?! How would you feel if Summer kissed me and then I told you I liked the kiss!?"
I looked down.
"Answer my question Y/n! You would be hurt and pissed right?!"
I sighed because I knew I would be pissed.
"Like I thought. I don't know if I can trust you anymore and-"
"Vanessa enough!" We looked at Summer who rolled her eyes and clenched her jaw. "How about you tell Y/n your little secret?"
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I looked at Vanessa and raised a brow. "Secret?"
Vanessa gulped and slowly looked at me. "Dammit look, what happened was a long time-"
"No no no, weren't you just grilling me? Tell me your secret Vanessa."
She looked down and sighed. "When we first met I only agreed to go out with you because I needed more fame."
Wow, trust huh?
"So your fucking using me?!"
"No! I was when I first met you but I caught feelings and quickly stopped."
"Oh well, then that's completely okay."
She sighed. "Y/n it sounds bad but-"
"So what was that whole 'I don't know if I can trust you anymore' thing? Was that just a way to get me to feel like the villain so I wouldn't be as mad?!"
She shook her head. "No Y/n it wasn't I'm owning up to my shit-"
"After how long though?" I asked in a condescending tone. "It took me about a week to tell you-"
"No! You didn't tell me shit! Someone else did."
"And would you have told me if Summer wasn't here," I glanced at Summer who was fanning herself and all my anger dissolved as concern filled me. "You okay Summer?"
She nodded. "Don't worry about me just...Act like I'm not here."
Vanessa looked over at her. "You sure-"
"Finish talking Nessa."
Vanessa slowly looked back at me. "Yes, I would've told you if Summer wasn't here."
My concern instantly faded as the anger came back at that bullshit answer. "Sure."
"Would I have come if I didn't want to tell you?"
I scoffed. "Yes, I pretty sure you came here to tell me off."
"I'm not immature like you, I would've told-"
"Says the girl who used me for fame."
"If you'd let me explain-"
"Like you let me explain and like you listened to my explanation?"
"See immaturity-"
"I didn't know feeling some type of way was immature."
She rolled her eyes. "Oh my God Y/n whatever."
"That's it? Whatever?"
She shrugged. "What else do you want me to say? You don't want to listen so yes, whatever."
Maybe I should chill.
I sighed. "Vanessa, you understand why I'm angry right?"
"Y/n you understand why I'm angry right?"
Not really.
"Sure I do."
She scoffed. "It's like talking to a fucking brick wall!"
"Well if I say, no Vanessa I don't understand, you'd get mad again!"
"Well, what you replied with made me mad anyway so-"
"I almost had an abortion!"
Wait what?
I frowned and slowly looked at Jasmine who had tears rolling down her cheeks. "What?"
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She sniffed and wiped her cheeks. "I-I almost had an abortion."
I scoffed and scratched my head trying to calm myself down. "You almost killed my kids? Without talking to me about it first?"
She looked down. "I-I was scared a-and I didn't know what your reaction was going to be-"
"So you went to get an abortion, well what stopped you?"
She shook her head and I clenched her my fist.
"Jasmine!" She jumped causing me to close my eyes and inhale deeply. "Jasmine, what stopped you?"
"T-The clinic was c-closed."
My eyes snapped open as I saw red. "THE ONLY REASON MY KIDS ARE FUCKING ALIVE IS BECAUSE THE DAMN CLINIC WAS CLOSED?! YOU'VE CALLED ME IMMATURE COUNTLESS OF TIMES AND YOU ALMOST GOT AN ABORTION WITHOUT TALKING TO ME FIRST?!"
She sobbed and nodded. "I regret g-going t-there every day-"
"Shut up Jasmine- You know I was always, it's her body if a woman wants to have an abortion let her- fuck that! What about the person that knocked her up huh? They don't matter I guess because there's no way to be attached to a baby before it's born unless it's inside of you, right?"
She gulped and sat down on the couch as I stared at her, my body filled with rage.
I turned and looked at Vanessa. "So you used me," I looked at Jasmine. "And you almost killed my kids?" I scoffed looking back at Vanessa. "To think I even wanted to date either of you."
"Wanted?"
"Yes Vanessa wanted! Fuck you and fuck her!"
"Fuck you too Y/n! Your not breaking up with me!"
"I'm not?!"
"No, because I decided to break up with you when I found out that you cheated!"
"I DIDN'T FUCKING CHEAT!"
"THEN WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU CALL IT?!"
"YOU GUYS STOP FUCKING ARGUING!" Summer yelled causing us all to look at her. "WHAT THE HELL?!"
She stood up. "ALL OF YOU FUCKED UP WHETHER YOUR TOO PETTY TO ADMIT IT OR NOT! W-WHY THE HELL CAN'T YOU ALL ACT LIKE ADULTS FOR ONCE IN YOUR FUCKING LIVES?!"
She took a deep breath and shook her head. "Whoopty fucking doo, your all humans who made mistakes. Jasmine, you were panicking and worrying about your career and Y/n's so you didn't think and went to get an abortion but, you didn't. Your a fucking human woman that didn't know what to do her first time being pregnant and you didn't think to ask Y/n because your human."
"Y/n, Jasmine kissed you and you didn't react because the fact of the matter is that your fucking in love with her and after the shit you two have been through a kiss is exactly what you wanted whether you want to admit it or not. You didn't tell Vanessa because you didn't want her to break up with you but also because you didn't want to admit that you still want Jasmine even though everyone knows. Why? Because you're a fucking human with feelings."
"And Vanessa, you..." Summer began to hyperventilate and I frowned walking closer to her.
"Hey, we hear you just take a-"
"NO!" She backed away and fell back onto the couch as her eyes started to water and her hands began to shake. "Y-you guys are all hurting each other when it was so easy t-to prevent if you all just acted y-your ages," she shook her head. "W-Why did it have to t-take this long for you all t-to finally express everything y-your feeling? It's not even my relationship and...AND IM FUCKING TIRED OF IT! So please j-just stop arguing please and listen to each other...because...because..."
"Summer?" Vanessa rushed towards her and cupped her cheeks. "Hey, Princess look at me and breath please?" She chuckled nervously sitting next to her. "You're putting yourself under too much stress."
Summer's lip began to quiver as her breathing became quicker.
"Okay," Jasmine sniffed and stood. "I'm calling an ambulance." Jasmine grabbed her phone as I stood there watching Vanessa try and calm Summer down.
What's happening?
What do I do?
Is she okay?
Obviously fucking not!
A tear rolled down Vanessa's cheek as she sat with Summer. "Just keep breathing okay?"
Vanessa never worries so...Shit.
I walked towards them and kneeled down grabbing Summer's hand. I looked at Vanessa. "Should I get her anything?"
Vanessa caressed Summer's head which laid on her chest and shook her head as Summers heavy breathing continued. "She won't take anything."
"You sure because-"
"No Y/n trust me I got it okay? Thank you for worrying."
I watched Summer and smiled softly as she looked at me. "You should've snapped like that a while ago."
Vanessa and I chuckled as Summer smiled softly, yet her heavy breathing continued.
I looked down and sat there silent for a few seconds. The only this being heard is Summer's heavy breathing and Vanessa's soft whispers.
"They um, they're on the way." Jasmine kneeled next to me and rested her hand on Summer's knee.
We all sat there as all we could do was wait.
The room went back silent, once again other than Summers breathing and Vanessa's...
Summers breathing.
I looked up at Summer whose eyes were now closed.
Looking over at Vanessa whose eyes were also closed I frowned. "N-Nessa did you calm her down or..."
Vanessa slowly opened her eyes and leaned back. She gripped Summer's chin and lifted her head. "Summer?" She softly smacked her cheek as she gulped. "P-Princess?"
I leaned forward. "Nessa-"
She shook her head and placed her fingers on Summer's neck. She let out a shaky breath and nodded.
"We c-can't wait w-we have to take her to the hospital now...I-I can't find a pulse."
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