"Oh shitttt," I smiled at Jasmine. "Look at that stomach."

She chuckled and wrapped her arms around my neck pulling me into a hug. "I knowwww he's getting so big."

I pulled away and pecked her forehead before leaning down and kissing her stomach. "Yeah, our daughter is getting big."

She rolled her eyes. "Right."

"Wife!" A body crashed into my side and I fell onto the ground as Quincy landed on top of me. "Look at your sexy ass, did you get a haircut?"

I laughed as he kissed all over my face. "Get off of me you fruit."

He met my eyes and smiled widely. "I fucking missed you."

"I missed you more Quinchilla."

He frowned as Jimmie wrapped his arms around Quincy's waist and pulled him up. "Your not slick Quincy go get those damn bags."

I got up slowly as Quincy smacked his lips and turned to Jimme. "Why don't you-" Jimmie raised a brow and Quincy nodded. "I'll be back."

I chuckled. "Pussy!"

"That's rich coming from you." I slowly turned around with a wide smile on my face. "Hi Y/n." She smiled brightly up at me.

I bit my lip and ran my eyes down her body. "Hey Winter."

She chuckled and playfully rolled her eyes. "I thought we got passed that."

"Oh never, I'll call you Winter till the day I die," I shrugged. "Or until I'm old and get Alzheimer's."

"Y/n shut up," we both laughed as she held her arms open. "Come here."

I wrapped my arms around her waist and she wrapped hers around my neck. I closed my eyes and inhaled deeply, I won't lie even after she left me like Rose left Jack in that water, I still missed her almost every day. I really was in love with her and while I'm not a hundred percent sure if I still am, I am a hundred percent sure that I love her.

We pulled away slowly and she sighed meeting my eyes. "Okay before I forget, I never got to tell you this but, I am so damn proud of you."

My heart warmed as I smiled bashfully. "Stahp."

She laughed and rubbed my blushing cheek. "Awwww."

I smacked her hand away and backed up. "Winterrr."

"I'm sorry I just didn't know my words meant that much."

I shrugged. "What you say is super important so excuse me if I got a little flustered."

Vanessa chuckled walking up and resting her chin onto Summer's shoulder. "Hell yeah your special Summer, Y/n never blushes."

"Y/n NeVer BlusHes," I rolled my eyes and flicked her forehead. "Shut up."

"Ahhhh!" I quickly turned around to see Travis falling off of Quincy's bag. He landed on his face and Jasmine rushed up to him causing me to chuckle and shake my head as Jimmie smacked Quincy's arm.

"Whew I missed you guys," I turned back to Vanessa and Summer. "Um it's cold out so Vanessa why don't you take Summer to our suite while I-"

"Oh my God Travis your chin is bleeding!" Quincy yelled.

"Is it going to fall off!?" Travis screamed.

I raised a brow at the two girls as they chuckled. "Yeah I get it, come on Summer."

I turned and walked to the group of idiots wrapping my arms around Jasmine. "Come on guys let's go inside," I rubbed Jasmine's arms. "Y'all got my baby momma in the cold and shit."

Jasmine chuckled leaning her head on my shoulder. "Yeah, it's freezing out here."

"Well sorry for getting hurt," Travis scoffed standing up. "Quincy's a damn idiot."

"Travis." Jasmine said sternly causing Travis to grimace.

"Sorry Jaz."

"Pussy." Quincy mumbled quickly getting scolded by Jimmie.

"Really Quincy?"

He cleared his throat. "Sorry baby."

I laughed. "Y'all both whipped-" Jasmine and Jimmie glared at me causing me to gulp. "Y'all both whipped me some good ice cream last year remember?"

"Nope-"

"Hahaha," I glared at Travis. "Let's go inside yeah?"

Jasmine shook her head and grabbed Jimmie's hand. "Pussy," they started towards the doors as I pouted. "Come on Travis!"

Travis jumped up and stuck his tongue out running to catch up with Jasmine and Jimmie.

I scoffed and met Quincy's eyes before humming. "Sooo..."

He nodded slowly. "Nice weather huh?"

"Yup."

"Yup."

"Well have fun," I turned to walk into the hotel but Quincy quickly pulled me back.

"I know you fucking lying, help me." He rolled his eyes picking up three bags.

I smacked my lips picking up the rest. "That's not fair, your damn boyfriend didn't have to help."

"Of course he didn't, when I'm around my king doesn't have to do shit but love me." Quincy smiled softly.

Awww.

I playfully gagged. "Fucking gay ass."

He chuckled as we started towards the hotel. "So how you feeling?"

"In general or?"

"With Summer, Vanessa, and Jasmine all being here," he chuckled. "I mean we're going to be here for the rest of tour which means a month of dealing with all three of them. One of them is pregnant with your child and in love with you, the other one is head over heels for you but kind of broke girl code by being with her best friends "ex", and the last one, the best friend, dumped you which lead to you never getting closure."

Damn.

"Are you still in love with all of them? Will you be all touchy with Vanessa like you were when none of us were here? Will Jasmine get hormonal and want you all to herself? Will Summer confess that she never fell out of love with you? Find out all this and more on today's episode of, Y/n's American Telenovela."

I laughed as we walked into the hotel. "Wait, that's the best name you could come up with?"

He shrugged. "Don't judge."

I shook my head and stopped turning to him. "Look I honestly don't know what'll happen in the span of the next two and a half weeks and I won't lie, after all the shit you just said I'm kind of terrified but," I shrugged. "Maybe the universe won't be an asshole for at least two weeks and everything will be fine."

"Fuck, I can't wait to see everything unfold."

I rolled my eyes as we stepped into the elevator. I have a feeling that this'll be an eventful two weeks...I already have a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach.

Fingers crossed nothing happens.

The elevator dinged and we got to the suite walking in.

"Damn this suite is nice." Quincy gasped closing the door behind him.

I nodded. "Hell yeah, a two-floor suite with three rooms and the thing is it's all free," I sat the bags down. "I think Saiyr is in the mafia or something because she has too many connections."

"Lol."

I shook my head. "Ew."

We went into the sitting area where everyone was talking and laughing.

Summer looked up and met my eyes. "Hey Y/n, who's sleeping where?"

"Yeah, I'm exhausted." Jasmine closed her eyes rubbing her stomach.

I smiled at her. "Well your sleeping with me and Travis, um-"

"Travis and I." Jimmie cut in.

"Shut up, anyways Summer you'll share with Vanessa, and then Quincy and The Grammar Queen over there, that cool with everyone?"

Jimmie chuckled and flipped me off as Jasmine went to stand up, I rushed over grabbing her hand and helped her. She smiled keeping her eyes closed and laid her head on my shoulder.

I glanced at Quincy who snickered and rolled my eyes.

"Wanna carry me upstairs like a good loving parent?" Jasmine whispered into my ear.

I groaned playfully and scooped her up bridal style. "Geez your-"

"No!" Quincy and Vanessa yelled causing me to jump.

"Your lazy," I chuckled and frowned at them. "I'm not stupid."

Quincy let out a sigh of relief. "Good because she almost fell so I caught her and was like, damn she's heav-"

"Quincy shut the fuck up." Jasmine growled out causing him to shrink back.

We all laughed, well everyone but Travis which was a bit weird. "So everyone's cool with their rooms?" They all nodded. "Okay well, you guys can chill or whatever till my show starts."

I headed up the stairs with Jasmine and looked down at her to see her looking up at me. "What?"

She shook her head. "I just missed you."

I hummed and pushed open the door before sitting her onto the bed. "Sureee, what do you want?"

She chuckled. "Nothing bitch."

"Mhm," I bent down and started to pull off her boots. "How was the doctor's appointment?"

She shrugged as I pulled off her other boot. "Cool."

I frowned looking up at Jasmine who was biting her lip. "What's going on?"

"W-what nothing, why would anything be going on?"

I crossed my arms. "Jasmine is something wrong with our baby."

She shook her head. "No nothing's wrong with our babies."

I sat next to her and shrugged. "So why are you acting weird?" She looked at me and I stared back at her. We stared at each other for a minute before she raised a brow and my eyes widened. "Babies? Plural?"

"There you go."

I looked down at her stomach. "Where'd the other one come from?"

She chuckled. "Well, his sister was blocking him."

I smiled as my heart warmed. "Him and her?" She nodded as I placed my hand onto her stomach. "Dang baby girl you were blocking your brother? You probably have a huge head like your mommy."

Jasmine chuckled as she laid her head onto my shoulder. "Shut up."

I shook my head. "Well I'm sorry for only talking to your brother but in my defense, I thought it was only one of you," her stomach shifted against my hand. "Yeah yeah I get it, so now that I know you both are there I want to say that I can't wait for you two to get here." I looked over at Jasmine who was watching me. "Damn now I have to make some songs for my daughter because as of right now our son is the only one with a song."

She chuckled and caressed my jaw. "Damn you were confident that we're having a boy," she shook her head. "Neglecting my daughter."

"Hush you were technically neglecting my son."

She glanced down at my lips and rolled her eyes. "Well, we're not talking about me."

"Whatever."

She slid her hand down my jaw and cupped my chin. She leaned up and pecked my nose before pulling away slightly and closing her eyes. I leaned forward and rested my forehead against hers as I also closed my eyes with my heart going a hundred miles per hour.

I felt her lips brush over mines. "Y/n."

"Yes?"

She inhaled deeply as she pulled my face closer. "Will you give me a foot massage?"

My eyes snapped open and I chuckled. "Fucking tease."

"You love me and my teasing."

"Damn right now give me those bunions."

-

"Well that's all for me guys," the crowd booed and I chuckled wiping the sweat off of my head. "I know I know but, fucking Saiyr is performing next." The crowd instantly switched up and cheered loudly. "Ohhh y'all switched up quick, so fake but, I get it I'd be excited to see her perform too so I love you all and...without further adieu, Saiyr!"

The lights shut off and I quickly jogged off stage just as Sairy's voice rang through the stadium. Shutting off the mic and handing it to Lucy I smiled as Quincy ran up to me cheering.

"Damn you sexy motherfucker."

I groaned. "Stop calling me sexy dude."

"Why, is it making you har-"

"Okayyyyy," I covered his mouth. "Has Timmie been slacking on dicking you down."

I heard him scoff as he walked up behind Quincy. "Hilarious, and to think I was gonna compliment."

Quincy nodded and moved my hand. "Right, plus you know I'm the top."

Jimmie raised a brow and wrapped his arms around Quincy's waist kissing his neck. "Oh, we're lying now?"

Quincy shivered and cleared his throat. "Well then."

I laughed and walked over to Summer and Jasmine. "Sooooo?"

Summer quickly turned around and smiled at me. "Wow."

"That good?"

"Well not that good but it was cool."

I chuckled and glanced at Jasmine who was looking around. "Looking for something?"

"Ummm yeah I'll be right back." She walked away before I could say anything.

Okay?

Looking back at Summer I raised a brow. "What was that?"

She shrugged. "She might be looking for Vanessa and Travis."

I nodded slowly. "He left with her right?"

"Yeah, he needed to go to the bathroom."

"Okay cool, that kid has too much energy."

"I know, the way he was screaming your songs proved that." I chuckled and tucked my hands into my pockets looking down as she sighed. "Yup, I thought we were going to be awkward when I came back."

I shook my head meeting her eyes. "I'm sorry I just don't want to say the wrong things I guess."

"And that's why it's so awkward," she smacked my arms. "Speak your mind, Thuggy Y/n isn't supposed to have a filter."

I groaned and blushed.

Dammit, why do I keep blushing?

"You still remember that?"

She nodded smirking. "You got Winter and I got Thuggy Y/n."

I smiled at her and sighed. "Maybe Winter and Thuggy Y/n can be our always."

She chuckled and pushed my chest causing me to chuckle too. "Your so corny."

"Corny's my middle name Winter." I glanced over her shoulder and saw Travis talking to Timmie. I was about to walk over there when Vanessa and Jasmine come up behind him looking worried.

I shook my head, he must've run ahead of them. I need to talk to him about that.

"Yo, wanna go out to eat or are you too tired?" Quincy came up behind me.

I shook my head. "Nah we can go now."

"What about Saiyr?" Jimmie asked.

"I'll text her but, her family is here and she said they're going out after the show."

"Cool, let's round everyone up and go." Quincy and Jimmie walked over to the rest of the group.

I looked down at Summer and held my arm out. "Shall we?"

She nodded and started to back away. "Yeah, but without the touching because you're sweaty as hell and kind of stink." She winked and turned around causing me to chuckle.

"Wow."

-

"Stop trying to steal my food I'm packing it up." Quincy smacked Jasmine's hand away and continued to put his food into the take-home container.

"But I'm eating for three." Jasmine pouted.

"It's two dumbass."

I threw my fry at him. "Watch it."

Jasmine chuckled and grabbed one of his onion rings causing him to pout. "Sucker."

I looked over at Travis who barely touched his food. "Travis whats-" I hummed. "Come with me to the bathroom yeah?"

He shrugged standing up as I frowned and followed his actions starting away from the table. "Hey we're going to the bathroom, we can leave when we get-"

Someone bumped into me and I quickly grabbed them. "Shit I'm sorry."

I looked at who I ran into and my heart dropped as I met Jasmine's eyes. No not my baby momma Jasmine but the Jasmine I was gonna sleep with before Vanessa burst in and whooped my ass.

"Wow hello stranger."

"Oh hey." I chuckled and pulled her into a quick hug.

"Fuck off don't try and hug me now," she chuckled and placed her hand onto my chest. "First you ghost me and then you bump into me."

"Oh wow you just put me on the spot huh?"

She smirked and raised a brow. "Yup, so please tell me where party animal Y/n went?"

"Well I-"

"Who are you?" I heard three voices ask.

Looking behind me I see Vanessa, Jasmine, and Summer all frown at each other before looking back at us and glaring.

Oop.

"Um, this is Jasmine."

"Oh shit." Jimmie whispered.

"We um met when..." I looked down at Travis who was staring off into space. "Um I have to go to the bathroom but it was nice seeing you again, Jasmine I'll be sure to text you."

"You better." She smiled at the girls and walked away.

Without looking back at the table I lead Travis to the bathroom and made sure nobody was in there.

"What's going on dude?"

He shrugged. "What are-"

"Look at me." He sighed and looked up at me. "What's wrong?"

"Mom should be here you know, watching you on stage." He bit his lip and looked back down.

I sighed and kneeled down. "I told you she's-"

"That's not enough Y/n!" He groaned. "Y-you weren't there when s-she left and if you were you could've fought back."

"Travis you did-"

He shook his head. "N-no I was too weak and I know it's not my fault but, I didn't get to apologize for not continuing to fight and I need to know that she heard my apologies but I know it's impossible to know for sure."

I let out a shaky breath and looked down before nodding. "Okay first, your not weak Travis I mean your way stronger than me. I've told you before that strength isn't always physical right?" He nodded.

"You strong mentally, if I saw what you did I wouldn't even be able to fight back but you did. You tried to stop him and that's all that matters, you don't have to say sorry because nothing was your fault, even if you could have stopped him at that moment he would've kept coming back and eventually hurt us all."

"But mom would still be here."

"But she would be miserable," I sighed. "Look your right, about the whole not knowing for sure if she heard you apologize," I shook my head. "It's a lot of stuff that I still wish I could say to her and I talk to her occasionally in hopes that she hears me but I know that I'll never know for sure." I wiped his cheek.

"But one thing that I do know is that no matter what, mom would always put her life before ours and I also know that she knows your safe with me," I shrugged. "She's not here and that hurts but, she's happier than she ever was here knowing that the both of us are safe even if it causes a little bit of pain."

"She did smile before she left." He nodded.

"See, mom was so caring for us that I know she wouldn't have left us if she knew we couldn't handle it."

He looked up and me smiling softly. "So she's happy? You know that for sure?"

"Positive," I nodded. "And if you want to see for yourself then do what I do."

"What's that?"

"Well sometimes when I go to bed I dream of her and if you get a deep enough sleep it'll be like she's with you in real life."

His eyes sparkled. "Just sleep?"

I nodded. "Just sleep."

"I can do that man."

I laughed. "I hope you can," I pecked his forehead causing him to groan. "Sorry I forgot you're a big boy," I stood. "You ready to go? The sooner we leave the sooner you can sleep."

He nodded. "Yeah but, I want to go to Saiyrs suite when we get back, just for a little."

I shrugged. "I don't know she's with her family bud."

He pouted. "But I really like her mom."

Of course he does.

I sighed and nodded. "I'll text her."

"Yesss."

I looked up at the ceiling and raised a brow.

Did I do a good job mom?

"Oops." I looked down as Travis picked up mom's necklace. "I don't know how that came off."

I'll take that as a yes.

-

"So Jasmine huh?" Jasmine sat up on the bed as I came out of the bathroom.

"Wow first thing you say huh?"

She shrugged. "Yup."

I chuckled. "When I left she was a girl I met but I literally only knew her for a day."

"Y'all fuck?"

I smiled rolling my eyes. "No, we didn't fuck."

"Mhmm that's why she was giving you that look, you must have left her hanging."

"She was giving me a look?"

Jasmine rolled her eyes. "Your way too oblivious."

Apparently so.

I grabbed my lotion and walked to the bed. "Yeah yeah, put lotion on my back?"

She chuckled and held out her hand. "Trying to change the subject?"