"I'm super fucking nervous," Jasmine whispered as we sat in the doctor's office. "Y/n what if something's wrong or-"

"Shhhh," I reached out and gripped her knee. "Your good and our baby is amazing," I kissed her stomach. "Don't start stressing now."

She let out a shaky breath and nodded. "Your right, everything's fine."

I smiled up at her softly as she rubbed her stomach and closed her eyes.

Man, I'm so in love...wait what? I knew I had feelings for her but...okay Y/n don't panic it's just the hundredth girl you've caught feelings for this month... You know what, I think it's time to focus on one girl. The question is who? Who do I love the most? Who do I think will love me the most? Who won't hurt me? The perfect choice would be no one. No matter how I look at it, out of the two...three? Who knows but, out of my potential wife's, nobody falls under each of those categories. But maybe, maybe I'm willing to make an exception for one of them.

Jasmine opened her eyes and met mines. I gulped as she smiled and then I let out a deep breath.

It's obvious.

"Hey Jazzy can I um-"

There was a knock at the door cutting me off.

"Hey guys, my name is Doctor Killion, how are you?" A woman walked into the room and shook both of our hands.

I leaned back in my chair and sighed. I'll wait...I guess.

"We're doing great." Jasmine smiled brightly.

"Good good so, this is your first doctor's appointment, yayyy." We chuckled at her perkiness. "Since this is your first visit, what we will do today is run an ultrasound to see the fetus and then we'll do some work on mom to make sure she's healthy."

"What kind of work?" I smirked at Jasmine hoping she'd draw blood.

"Well, today we'll do a Pap smear, full pelvic exam, and draw blood."

Jasmine shivered and I frowned. "What's a Pap smear?"

"Basically just a test for infections and or diseases."

"She better not have a disease because I was allllll in that-"

"Y/n!"

"Sorry."

Doctor Killion smiled at us while shaking her head. "So you can stay for the Ultrasound and Jasmine," she turned to look at her. "If your not comfortable with her here for the Pap smear and pelvic exam then it'll just be you and I."

"Umm, I wanna see a Pap smear-"

"Nope." I smacked my lips and crossed my arms.

"You two are adorable." I glanced at Jasmine to see her smiling softly.

Maybe that's a good sign.

"So let's get right to it, Jasmine if you could lay back and lift your shirt."

I quickly hopped up and stood next to Jasmine grabbing her hand. "Okay Dino, I'm getting an ultrasound not having the baby."

I nodded looking at the screen. "I know."

She chuckled and kissed my hand as Doctor Killion rolled the computer over towards us. "Here we go," she uncapped a bottle. "This may be a little cold." Jasmine tensed as the jelly met her stomach. "Let's see what's going on in there," she rubbed the thingy on Jasmine's stomach and we all looked at the screen as she pointed. "And there's your baby."

I could barely see her but, there she was. My heart swelled as I realized this was actually happening. Looking down I spotted Jasmine already looking up at me.

"Oh shit." I said with wide eyes.

She laughed and looked back at the screen. "Oh shit is right."

Doctor Killion nodded and looked at us. "You'll be a month pregnant when?"

"Um tomorrow."

"Well then your baby is doing amazing, perfect size."

I let out a sigh of relief. "So where are her feet and everything?"

Doctor Killion smiled. "Well they don't have feet right now."

I blushed as Jasmine shook her head. "Sorry, I didn't really pay attention in health class."

"Yeah I know." Jasmine mumbled.

I rolled my eyes as Doctor Killion wiped off the jelly. Jasmine sat up pulling her shirt down after I let go of her hand.

"So, during your pregnancy, starting today, you should eat and drink a lot of dairy products, um dark vegetables like broccoli, lean meat, etc. I'll write it down for you."

Jasmine nodded. "Is exercising and dancing a good idea?"

"Oh that's a great idea, you get up and stay active while also keeping your heart strong."

"So sex is-"

"Y/n I am going to smack you so hard."

Doctor Killion chuckled. "If you two do have sex, just be careful which positions you use."

I nodded and created a mental note. "Got it."

Jasmine rolled her eyes and Doctor Killion clapped her hands. "Let me go get a room set up for your Pap smear and I'll be back in a bit."

"Thanks."

She left the room and I grabbed a chair pulling it closer to Jasmine. "How do you feel?"

"I'm great," she smiled. "Finding out I was pregnant was honestly the worst thing ever but now, I'm kinda excited."

I nodded sitting down. "I am too," clearing my throat I placed my hand on her knee. "So, I need to talk to you."

She looked at me and nodded. "What's up?"

"Well I-I've been thinking a lot and um, Jazzy I love you."

She frowned. "I love you too?"

"No dummy, I'm in love with you."

Her eyes widened and she quickly shook her head. "Wait Y/n-"

"No listen, I was so confused because I had feelings for so many people at once but then I realized that you're perfect, well not perfect because everyone has their flaws but-"

"Y/n-"

"But, I'm in love with your flaws too so that means in my eyes your fucking perfect and-"

"Y/n quit-"

"Wait, just let me ask you something, can I take you on a date?"

Boom, I just dropped a love bomb on her noggin.

"Dino I don't- I'm not- I'm sorry."

Wait what?

I frowned. "Why are you saying sorry?"

"Y/n I don't want to um...be with you."

Welcome back heart, I'm sorry I keep giving you to people who don't want you...we'll find you a home though, I promise.

"Oh, I just thought the feelings were mutual."

She shook her head slowly. "Y/n I do love you, a lot but, I don't want-"

"What about our baby?"

"What about him? We don't have to be together to have a baby."

I nodded and looked down. "Yeah, I was just trying to convince you," I chuckled drily. "Gosh I'm acting so desperate I'm sorry."

She sighed. "Bab- Y/n...Y/n please don't do that, when you apologize for no reason I know your hurting and I didn't mean to hurt you I just-"

"It's okay," I stood. "I'm sorry for making you feel bad."

"Y/n-"

"But the sex, I'm not the only one that felt something when we kissed and touched, am I?"

She shook her head. "Honestly the sex meant nothing at first but no, you're not the only one that feels something."

"So that means I still have a chance to make you fall in love with me?"

"You don't understand Y/n I am-"

"Don't, that's all I needed-"

"Y/n stop fucking cutting me off," she sighed. "I'm not going to lie to your face, I have feelings for you, fucking huge feelings Y/n. They're so strong that I sometimes-" she stopped and shook her head. "Dammit Y/n, why did you have to tell me that?" She sighed. "Look I'm sorry but, I can't be with you."

I shook my head. "You not making sense, you have feelings for me but, you can't be with me? Why not?"

She shrugged. "I don't know Dino."

"That's not a real answer!"

"I know." She whispered looking down. "I'm sorry, it was my goal to never hurt you but, I fucked up already," she scoffed. "I'm just scared okay? I'm scared to be with you and it wouldn't be healthy for us to be together."

I nodded feeling bad for yelling. "Okay Jazzy," I cupped her cheeks and lifted her head. "It's okay, it's not that big of a deal anyway."

Man was that a lie.

"No Y/n it is-"

There was a knock at the door and in walked the Doctor. "Are you- oh am I interrupting something?"

I dropped my hands and backed away. "No your fine."

She nodded. "Well the room is 43D, you can head on down whenever you're ready."

Jasmine smiled and stood up. "Thanks, I'll be down in a sec."

Doctor Killion smiled softly and walked out of the room.

I looked at Jasmine, realizing how close we were after she stood up. "Call me when you're ready for me to pick you up, or I can just wait for you to get done."

She shook her head. "No I'll um, call someone else to pick me up."

Oh.

"Um cool well, call me when you get home safely." She nodded and looked down. "Talk to you later Jazzy." I kissed her temple and walked to the door.

"Bye Dino." I heard her whisper before the door shut behind me.

Maybe I'm meant to stay single forever. The girl either doesn't want me or already has feelings for somebody else. I mean for crying out loud even the girl who has feelings for me doesn't want to be with me.

I sighed as I exited the hospital. Let me just focus on my career.

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"Damn, well this may sound a little insensitive but, maybe you should use that heartbreak to make a song." Saiyr rubbed my shoulder and nodded towards the booth.

I bit my lip and stood up. "Let me hear a beat."

She quickly grabbed her laptop and tapped away before the music started to play. I closed my eyes and thought about how I felt. Honestly I really just thought about Jasmine. She has feelings for me but, she's scared. That makes me feel shitty and kind of makes me mad at Quincy. What if she's so scared because he fucked her up? Ugh, maybe I shouldn't have had sex with her in the first place...sex...love...hmmm. I snapped my eyes open and quickly pulled out my phone typing the lyrics before running into the booth.

Humming to myself I looked up a Saiyr and nodded. "Connect it to the booth."

She jumped up with a huge smile on her face and connected her laptop. She gave me a thumbs up and started the music as I put on my headphones. I let the beat play for a while before starting.

"You said it meant nothing. And I should've kept my silence, but I guess I'm too attached to my own pride to let you know. That all these words meant nothing. And I've always been this heartless. And we were just having sex no I would never call it love, but love. Oh no, I think I'm catching feelings. And I don't know if this is empathy I feel, just hold on.

Remember why you said this was the last time?"

She stopped the music and nodded rapidly. "That's fucking it Y/n."

I shook my head and took off the headphones walking out of the booth. "Yeah but, that's all I got."

She shrugged. "All you got is perfect," her smile slowly fell when she noticed my face. "Stop being all sad," she stood and grabbed my hands. "Look at it like this, that girl is in love with you no matter what she says after. If you two got together but had a falling out or someone fell out of love or anything like that, it could fuck up your relationship forever, especially since your having a baby. She has the right to be scared and you have to give her time and let her process what you told her."

I sighed and nodded. "Yeah it's just, what do I do now?"

"You wait for her or move on." She shrugged.

"What do you think I should do?"

"Honestly? Wait for her, unless there's someone else it'll be pretty hard to move on and it'll hurt like a bitch for both of you. You know what? Just chill on relationships for a while and at least sell your first album before you decide to settle down."

I nodded as we both went to sit on the couch. She's right, there's no reason to rush it. I just really love that girl and to kind of get rejected by her sucks ass. "Yeah I'll wait, maybe I just need to find a couple of flings."

Her eyes widened. "Umm no, that's not exactly waiting."

I chuckled. "I'm joking."

Am I?

"You better be, don't turn into a fuck boy and accidentally get five other girls pregnant."

I nodded. "Yes ma'am."

She chuckled and nodded towards the booth. "Wanna continue?"

"Of course."

She hopped back up as I sighed. Seriously though who knows, maybe all I need to get my mind off of Jasmine is ten other girls. No feelings just sex. I am getting more popular after all.

Hmmm...maybe I could finally use Kehlani's number.