"And Xbox is better than PS4." Quincy said through my phone.

"Fuck You PS4 is wayyy better than Xbox." I rolled my eyes twisting in my chair.

"Debatable." I heard from behind me.

I quickly turned around and froze. Oh my God, it's her, it's fucking Saiyr. Vanessa, Jasmine, and Summer who?

"Um Quincy I'll um c-call you back."

"Is Saiyr there? Don't fucking hang up Y/n-"

I hung up and put my phone on the table.

Lily chuckled closing the door behind her. "Like I said, she's a huge fan."

Saiyr chuckled and walked around the table as I quickly stood up. "Nice to meet you Y/n, your not the only one that's starstruck."

"You? Starstruck because of me?" I smiled shaking her hand.

She shook her head. "Oh no, I mean Lilly's starstruck over me." I scoffed and she chuckled. "Kidding but seriously, I love your music, shit I love your voice."

"Right back at you, plus your YouTube videos are..."

"Oh yeah, the ones where me and my sister twerk or..."

I shrugged smiling. "Oh all of the above."

She chuckled. "I like you Y/n."

Oh shit.

"Okay ladies, let's talk." Lilly said sitting on the opposite side of the table.

I pulled out a chair for Saiyr and she smiled taking a seat. "Thank you."

I sat next to her as Lilly started to talk. "Okay so, basically what you two will be doing is a sort of PR stunt-"

"So we have to fake date? I'm totally down." I smiled looking at Saiyr who laughed and shook her head.

"No Y/n, you two will just hang out and make music together-"

"Like music in bed? I'd be down for that." Saiyr glanced at me.

I chuckled and pointed at her. "Oh my gosh."

"Okay, maybe introducing the two of you wasn't such a good idea," Lilly smiled shaking her head. "Y/n, after your interview with Ellen you'll get very popular and Saiyr here will help boost that popularity. Her fans will become your fans and your fans will become hers. Saiyr since your going solo, a couple of collabs with Y/n will help people see that your going to be on your own and eventually you'll start making your own music. You two will go to award shows together and Saiyr you'll have a solo tour before Y/n and Y/n you'll be the opener."

"Fucking dope," I nodded. "So will we start making music right after my interview or will we wait a while?"

"I want you guys to start tomorrow, the sooner the music comes out the better."

Saiyr nodded. "Awesome, I can't wait to work with you Y/n."

"Same here."

"Great well, you two go and get to know each other and Saiyr I'll be meeting with you tomorrow."

We all stood and said our goodbyes. Me and Saiyr walked out of the meeting room and towards the elevator. "Hungry?"

She smacked her lips. "Of course."

-

"Yeah so, you can tell I'm very energetic." Saiyr laughed taking a sip of her lemonade.

"I fucking love that."

"Hey you two ready to order?" The waiter, Will, came up and asked us.

"Um yeah," I glanced at Saiyr who nodded at me to go first. "I'll have ohhh, a steak burrito without beans, add sour cream, and queso on top."

"Alright, and for you?"

"Yeah can I get the Vegan Paella?"

Vegan?

My eyes widened. "Oh shit, you are vegan aren't you?"

She nodded. "Yeah I am."

"Well um," I looked at the Will. "Can you erase my order?"

"Of course, what would you like instead?"

"Y/n you don't have to do that."

"Yeah but, I want to," I shrugged. "I'll have what she's having."

"Alright," he nodded. "I'll get that right out to you."

"Thanks." He walked away and I looked at Saiyr to see her smiling at me.

"That was cute."

I raised a brow. "Ordering something else?"

She nodded. "Yeah, you wanted to respect my lifestyle, your pretty cool."

"Thanks I try to be," I chuckled. "And oh, I should warn you, don't fall in love with me."

She laughed. "Cocky much?"

I quickly shook my head. "No, it's just, every female I meet either falls in love with me or I fall in love with them and honestly I would like to just have a friend."

She chuckled. "I felt that."

"Yeah it sucks not having a female to talk to about my "relationship" problems."

She nodded. "Don't worry about it, I kind of already friend zoned you."

I pouted. "Ouch."

"Don't take it the wrong way," she reached out and rubbed my arm. "I mean, we're definitely going to sleep together at least five times because damn, your sexy." I laughed. "But, you just don't seem like my type."

I nodded. "Cool, just don't catch feelings later on down the road and make my life more difficult."

"Right back at ya," she winked. "So spill, what type of "relationship" problems are you having?"

"Fuck, where do I start?"

"At the most interesting part."

"It's all pretty interesting, um this one girl lead me on for a long time."

"Okay i'd like to hear about that one." She rested her head on her hands.

"Well, I was, am in love with her best friend and I guess I kind of settled for her because her best friend was with this douche," I rolled me eyes remembering how fucked up Vanessa is because of him. "Anyway, I actually caught feelings for her like, fucking real feelings and everything was going great until I tried to tell her that I loved her, she would always stop me before I could say it and I'm not gonna lie, shit hurt. So, a month or two later it's my birthday and she breaks up with me, I guess you could say since I was supposed to ask her to be my girlfriend that night but, nope. She told me she was leaving for five months to allow me to move on because she never had feelings for me."

"Seriously?" She smacked her lips.

"And here we are," Will came up to the table and sat our food down. "Enjoy."

"Thank you." Saiyr smiled at him before turning to me and glaring.

"What?"

"Are you dumb? That girl was obviously lying to you, she's ducking in love with you."

I smiled. "Aww did you just say ducking instead of fucking?"

She blushed and rolled her eyes. "I tend to substitute other words for curse words."

"That's really adorable."

"Nobody asked you." I laughed as she continued. "I've done what that girl did to you before."

I frowned. "Tell me about it."

"Well I was really in love with this guy but at the time I was a dumbass. I was scared that he'd break my heart if I gave him the chance so I decided to break his first."

"Well that's not very nice." I frowned and looked down at my food.

I should've got my burrito.

"Yeah not nice at all but, that's besides the point. I lied and told him that I never had feelings for him and I was just using him for fun, he believed me and I haven't talked to him since," she shrugged and picked up a spoon. "I regret it because I know he could've been perfect for me but, I was too scared to get my heart broken again and now, I'm single as fuck," she shook her head. "Anyway, that girl did the same thing to you. She was either protecting herself or you and yeah, it's a stupid thing to do but, loves scary and when it becomes too scary you don't tend to think about the outcome you just do what you think is best."

I nodded and bit my lip as she ate a spoonful of her food and moaned. "This is great."

I chuckled and picked up my spoon. Was she really lying and if so, am I really that stupid? Was she protecting herself or me? Even if she was lying, would I still want her?

"Hey stop overthinking, eat your vegan dish."

I smiled and scooped up some of the food. "This better be good."

"Trust me it's amazing."

I ate the food and closed my eyes while chewing. "Damn."

It's actually pretty good.

"Yeahhh, it's good right?"

I nodded. "I though vegan food would taste like styrofoam and air."

She laughed and shook her head. "No asshole, vegan food can literally taste just like so called regular food."

I nodded and ate some more of my food. "I might have to go vegan," I looked to my right and saw a man bite into a burrito. "Yeah no, I couldn't do that."

She laughed. "Yeah I didn't think I could give up pizza and fried chicken but, when you see meat go through factories and realize what that shit does to your body, you kind of snap out of it."

"Well don't ruin it for me," I shook my head meeting her eyes. "I wanna eat as much food as I can before I get old and I can't chew my food anymore because my dentures are ass."

She shook her head. "I'm pretty sure by time the time you get that old they'll have some type of fancy technology that grows your teeth back or something."

"I could only hope so," I shrugged. "By the way I love the tattoo of your face."

She smiled and held her arm out. "Thanks, you should get- never mind."

I frowned leaning forward. "Don't say never mind, what?"

She chuckled. "I was going to say you should get a tattoo of your face but then I realized your head is ducking huge so..."

I gasped. "Wooow, you didn't even try to sugarcoat that."

She bit her lip and shrugged. "Oh baby, the longer we hang out the more you'll realize that I don't hold shit in."

"Really?" I raised a brow and continued to eat.

She nodded copying my action. "I have no filter and sometimes that gets me in trouble."

"Well I won't come to you when I feel insecure."

She frowned. "What the hell do you have to be insecure about?" I scoffed and shook my head. She scoffed too and threw a bean at me. "Tell me."

I chuckled. "I just let people's words get to me."

She hummed. "Well let my words get to you." I looked up and met her eyes. "Your really cool Y/n so I doubt your insecure about your personality, right?" I nodded. "Exactly and I know for a fact your not insecure about you looks, right?"

"Well..."

"Oh my God- your literally the hottest person I've ever met, and that's saying something because I'm really in love with myself. What part of your looks makes you feel insecure?"

"Not really my looks but, my body." She raised a brow. "Oh you don't know, I should probably just tell my fans before people try to guess and make me feel worse. I um, I was born with a dick."

She nodded slowly and put her spoon down. "Okay then I take back what I said." My heart dropped. "People are assholes so I can understand why that would make you insecure." I let a sigh of relief. "You can't let people get to you, your literally every bi sexuals person wet dream," she smiled as I chuckled. "There's always going to be people who don't like you and there's always going to be rude dumbasses. But the thing is, now and days people can't say shit without other people coming for them so I'm assuming your insecurities are all on you."

I frowned. "What do you mean."

"I mean, your allowing yourself to stay insecure, you can't be insecure because of what other people think, you can only be insecure because of what you think. Whether it's being insecure because you were born "different" or because you have a booger in your nose. Insecurity happens because of your thoughts. If you don't think anything is wrong with you then you won't be insecure because fuck everyone else's opinions, it's your life and what you think, no what you know, is the only thing that matters," she paused to eat more food.

"Just think of it like this, you spend your entire life in your head, make sure it's a comfortable place because if it's not you'll never feel...okay." She picked her spoon back up and continued to eat nonchalantly.

"Okay hold the hell up, you can't just say some deep shit like that and act like it was nothing," I scoffed. "You just really said some shit."

She chuckled. "Okay but, did what I just said make you feel better?"

I looked down and bit my lip. She's right, I can't keep letting people from my past bother me. I wanna be happy and how can I be happy if I always doubt myself?

"Yeah it did, thanks Saiyr."

"Anytime buddy."

-

"Okay yeah, let's meet up tomorrow." I picked up the jar of peanut butter and pickles and headed back upstairs.

"Bet, come to the studio ready to work." Saiyr said.

"Yes ma'am."

She chuckled. "Bye Y/n."

"Byeeee."

I hung up the phone once I reached Jasmines room. "Okay I got peanut butter and disgusting ass pickles."

"Don't judge me Y/n, these pregnancy craving ain't a joke."

I handed her the jars and looked down at her stomach smiling. "Damn, it'll be two months next Friday huh?" She nodded and rubbed her stomach smiling. "Should we do that headass pregnancy thing and take pictures holding food the size of our baby?" I asked laying next to her stomach.

She chuckled. "No we should not."

I hummed and placed my hand on her stomach. "Man it's been what, two days since I talked to you?" I laid my cheek on her stomach as she ran her hand through my hair. "Can she hear me?"

Jasmine smirked. "No, I don't think he can hear you right now."

I rolled my eye and placed a soft kiss on her stomach. "Well I'll keep talking to you anyway," I sighed. "I honestly can't wait for you to get here. At first I was scared you know, scared that I'd turn into my dad but, I realized that I'm not anything like him. So when you are born, I'm going to be the best damn parent ever, I promise you that. Just don't come out here and think you can run me and your mommy because that's exactly what'll happen if you find out how much power you have."

Jasmine chuckled. "Gosh he's going to walk all over us."

I nodded looking back up at her. "Man I swear she is."

She smacked my forehead. "That was sweet."

I smiled softly. "Yeah, I know."

She bit her lip and cleared her throat. "So, did you have fun hanging with Saiyr?"

"Yessss, she literally amazing."

"You could've invited her over, I would've loved to meet her." She said opening the pickle jar.

I gagged and sat up. "Yeah I know but, I wanted to spend time with you two, alone."

She glanced at me and nodded. "Good because I kind of missed you."

I smiled brightly and laid against the bed board next to her. "I love pregnant Jazzy, your so nice to me and you only hit me once today."

She smiled and opened the peanut butter before quickly smacking my stomach. "Your right, I need to be more of an asshole."

I pouted and then glared at her. "First of all, ouch. And second of all, don't you dare curse around my daughter."

"Don't be hypocritical, you cursed like three times since you got here and don't be a baby." She dipped the pickle in the peanut butter and took a bit. She closed her eyes and let out a deep breath while chewing.

"That's fucking gross Jazzy." I rolled my eyes.

"See!"

I chuckled and threw my arm over her shoulder kissing her cheek. "Honestly I'd be surprised if her first word wasn't a curse word."

"I'd literally smack you in the throat."

I bit my lip and laid my head on her shoulder. "Yeah yeah, we have a doctors appointment Monday right?"

She nodded and resting her head on mine. "Yup, 10 am."

I nodded as she re dipped the same pickle back into the peanut butter. "Oh that's just foul, not only are you ruining the peanut butter with a pickle but, you just double dipped."

"Y/nnnn shut upppp."

"No," I sat up on my knees. "Put that down, we have to fight now."

She smiled and rolled her eyes putting the jars on the bed side dresser and sitting up on her knees. "What's up Y/n because I'm getting tired of you acting big."

I gasped. "Just because your pregnant doesn't mean I won't whoop your ass."

She nodded. "Let's go then." She leaped forward and I quickly grabbed her.

She landed on top of me and I sat up smacking her butt. "You could've hurt my daughter, I'll actually fuck you up for that," I rolled her onto her back and lifted her shirt pecking her stomach. "Are you okay baby?"

"Y/n you lips are cold stop." She tried to pushed my head away.

"Why it tickle?" I smirked looking up at her.

"Yes it does." I chuckled and slowly raised my hands up to her sides. "Y/n you better not- ahhh," She started to laugh and push me away as I tickled her. "O-okay stop, too m-much laughing could m-make our baby uncomfortable."

I quickly stopped and looked up at her, feeling myself begin to worry. "Wait seriously?"

She chuckled and pushed me off the bed before jumping up and running out of the room. "Nope, I lied!"

"Oh you bitch!"