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"Next up is the song that everyone is talking about, Love Lies by Y/n Y/ln and the queen herself Normani Kordei."

Y/n voice filled the car and I turned to look at her smiling. "This is great Jazzy, that's me on the radio."

"Thanks for clearing that up I couldn't tell," I chuckled taking a bite of my burger. "Your voice isn't that damn raspy, you forced that."

"Oh stop hating and be grateful that your in the car with a celebrity." She rolled her eyes eating one of my fries.

"This celebrity is going to die real soon if you eat my fries again." I glared at her moving my fries to the other side of me.

She sat up in the trunk and blew me a kiss. "Your talking to Quincy later on today right?"

I nodded, gosh I'm terrified to be alone with him. I'll either kill him or embarrass myself by trying to kiss him because damn, that man is sexy. "Yeah I'm actually going over there after we get done chilling."

She bit her lip looking down at my burger. "That's good, I think it's about time you two talk."

I rolled my eyes and held my burger up to her lips. "You shouldn't have ate your food that quick."

She smiled and took a huge ass bite out of my burger. "Love you." She said with her mouth full.

I shook my head. "I'm scared Dino." She frowned. "To talk to him, what if I can't control my emotions."

She shrugged finishing the food in her mouth. "You shouldn't try to control them, if your going to cry then you fucking cry and make him feel like an asshole."

I nodded and sat my burger down, the butterflies swarming in my stomach making me lose my appetite. "Ugh feelings suck."

She chuckled leaning towards me. "Trust me Jazzy I know," she cleared her throat. "Can I-"

"Yes," I said cutting her off. She quickly grabbed the rest of my burger and bit into it. "Are you pregnant? You've been eating a lot lately."

"Oh yeah I am, James Franco got me pregnant, didn't I tell you?" She frowned.

I laughed looking down at my hands. "Idiot."

"Hey," she scooted closer to me. "You'll be fine Jazzy, your the third strongest person I know."

"Who's the first two?" I asked as the car shut off on its own.

"My mom and brother obviously." She looked down taking a bite of the burger.

I reached out rubbing her knee. Her dads been chill for a while but now, he's worse than usual. Part of me thinks it's because Y/n is getting famous which means that the couple of fucked up cops he has on his side can't do shit if Y/n tells the public. I won't tell her what I think though, if I did it'd fuck her up and make her not want to keep making music, I just want her to be happy but damn, her thoughts really fuck her up sometimes.

"They are strong as hell, which means you don't have to stress over them." Thats a lie but, I'll take care of them so she can stay happy. She nodded finishing off the burger and I laughed shaking my head.

"What?" She asked looking at me.

"You were fucking sad Y/n yet you finished that damn burger." I bent over laughing.

She chuckled. "Food makes me happy, don't judge me."

I sighed and sat up straight. "Sorry that was funny."

She bit her lip looking at me. "Your smile is kind of cute."

I raised a brow looking at her. "Don't be gay Y/n."

She smiled softly, glancing at my lips causing my heart to speed up slightly. "Sorry, that was pretty fucking homo."

I chuckled looking down as she laid on her back. "Did you write Love Lies?" I asked as I realized something about the song.

She nodded. "Yeah most of it."

"Sorry if it's hard to catch my vibe, I need a lover to trust, tell me you're on my side. Are you down for the ride?" I sang out looking at her.

She frowned. "Wow you know my lyrics?"

"Is it because of our history? Are you into me?" I smiled. "Who's that song about Y/n?"

She scoffed. "It's just a song."

I leaned down over her and smirked coming face to face with her. "Tell me."

She looked at me. "It's a song I wrote a while ago, and it may or may not be partially about you," she rolled her eyes. "But, like I said most of those lyrics were from a while ago and Normani added some other ones."

I hummed smiling down at her. "How many songs have you wrote about me?"

She looked away and gulped. "I had a huge crush on you Jasmine."

"I already know that and that's not what I asked." I turned her head back to me.

Man it is too fun teasing her.

"Like 6 or 7," she mumbled.

I chuckled. "Are they all love songs?"

"Possibly," she whispered.

"Aww your so cute." I kissed her forehead and sat up straight climbing out of the trunk.

She sat up quickly hitting her head on the top of the trunk. "Ow fuck!"

I laughed. "You fucking giraffe, come on so I can have this talk with Quincy ." I grabbed her hand and helped her out of the trunk.

She rubbed her head and pushed me away. "You don't even care."

"Awww Dino, of course I don't."

-

The door opened and Quincy smiled. "Hey, come in."

I slowly walked into the house taking a deep breath. "Alright I'm ready."

Quincy chuckled. "Do you not want to sit down?"

I nodded gulping. "Right let's sit down," I walked into the kitchen and sat on a stool.

Quincy followed me into the kitchen and sat next to me making me tense up. "Please relax."

I looked down. "I'm sorry Quincy I just, don't know which emotion to let control me."

"Hopefully the understanding emotion," he leaned closer to me. "Jasmine I'm so sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for using you because I was confused, I regret making you cry everyday."

I looked up at him biting my lip. "You know I've never been in a relationship before you? Did you know that you were my first love?" I shook my head. "I fell in love with you the first time Y/n introduced us and you fucking brainwashed me," I scoffed. "I couldn't move on from you and I couldn't feel what I felt...feel for you for anyone else. Yes there's been people who made my heart speed up and people who gave me butterflies but, nobody was like you." Looking down I sighed getting mad at myself for missing out on so many opportunities just for him. "Dammit Quincy your broke my heart, why use me out of all people?" I asked my eyes starting to water.

He frowned taking in a deep breath. "I had feelings for you, and it doesn't make it better but I asked you out because I thought you would help me figure out my confusion." He reached towards me but I jumped away. "Jasmine there's nothing I can say that will make you forgive because there's no excuse for what I did. I just need you to know that I am genuinely sorry for breaking your heart."

A tear fell and I quickly looked down. "I hate you."

"Please be lying," he frowned.

I shook my head. "Dammit I wish I wasn't lying, I want to hate you but I can't because I get it."

He smiled softly. "Do you want to hit me again?"

"No, I just want to, yeah I kind of do." I chuckled wiping my nose.

He tapped his cheek. "Come on, right here."I reached up softly smacking his cheek and he frowned. "Ouch that hurt."

I rolled my eyes smiling. "Whatever."

"Can I hug you now?" He asked softly.

I nodded and quickly wrapped my arms around him. He wrapped his arms around me and I smiled. I'm pretty sure I'll always love him, but maybe I won't always be in love with him. I'm still getting that warm feeling I always get when he holds me but now, I don't feel those sparks running throughout my body. Maybe I'm over him or maybe I'm still pissed but, I'm sure I'll figure it out.

"I love you Jaz." He whispered in my ear.

"I love you too Quincy." I said.

He pulled back and cleared his throat. "Wanna hang out for a while?"

"Only if you make me some chicken alfredo." I raised a brow wiping my face.

He chuckled and nodded. "I got you, go find a movie."I stood and walked into the living room.

I'll be fine.

-

"Y/nnn I'm back!" I yelled walking into my house and upstairs.

"How was your talk?" She asked walking out of the bathroom.

"It was great." I smiled flopping back onto my bed.

She chuckled. "I bet, you stayed for like four hours, did y'all fuck?"

"Sadly no, but seriously, I feel a thousand times better," I sat up and raised a brow at a shirtless, wet Y/n. "Why are you half naked in my house?"

She rolled her eyes. "Because I'm spending the night."

"Doesn't really answer my question," I stood kicking my shoes off. "Why are you half naked?"

"Don't act like you don't love my dripping sexy body." She smirked walking up to me.

I smiled. "Ew, don't talk like that."

She grabbed my waist and pulled me into her wet body. "Love me Jazzy!"

I giggled and pushed her away and then I gasped and froze. "I just fucking giggled Y/n what the hell?"

She laughed and leaned back. "Weirdo, anyway because I thought you'd come home crying I kind of set something up for you in the backyard."

I smiled. "You set something up for me because you thought I'd be upset?"

"Duh," she rolled her eyes. "But we can still go back there since your happy right?"

I stared at her and bit my lip. Am I- is she? No, I'm not there's no way, she does stuff like this all the time. I think I'm just vulnerable tonight.

I cleared my throat and walked towards my closet. "Of course we can, only if you have snacks," I said opening the closet and pulling out one of her oversized hoodies. "Are you gonna watch me get dressed?"

She sat on the bed and closed her eyes. "I'll wait, with my eyes closed," She smirked.

"Fucking horn dog." I stepped into the closet quickly undressing.

"Awww man, your no fun." She smacked her lips.

I put the clothes on smiling and opened the closet door. "Let's go Dino."

"Hand me one of your- my sweaters please." She said standing up.

I groaned opening the closet again and grabbing a sweater tossing it to her.

She put it on and we walked downstairs and out the backdoor. "Damn Y/n, how long did this take you?" I asked looking around the backyard. "And where did you find the projector and screen?"

"Walmart, they have everything," she grabbed my hand pulling me towards the covers.

I looked down at her hand that was wrapped in a bandage. "What happened to your hand dumbass?" I asked taking her hand in mines as we sat down.

"Oh, I kind of fell hanging up those damn lights." She shook her head smiling.

I looked up at the lights and then back at her smiling. "Thank you for hurting yourself for me."

"Anytime," she winked. "So for our meal I have..."

I zoned out as she named all the snacks she bought. Still holding her hand I looked down and bit my lip, my body warming up as I ran my thumb over the back of her hand. This girl is, perfect literally perfect. Was I really that much of a dumbass to not realize that...she could make me happy.

"So what movie do you want to watch?" She asked leaning forward and grabbing her laptop.

"Um, white chicks?" I asked.

She nodded. "Definitely, I just need my other hand- no what never mind." She chuckled and intertwined of fingers typing on the laptop.

I bit my lip trying to stop the smile. Oh shit Jasmine, okay I'm just vulnerable after that talk with Quincy. Nothing more is going on. My heart is totally at the same normal rate and not speeding up just because Y/n made a cute gesture.

"You okay?" She asked looking at me.

I frowned. "Why wouldn't I be?"

"You have a death grip on my injured hand." She nodded down towards her hand.

I quickly let go and cleared my throat. "Sorry I got lost in my thoughts."

"Right," she squinted. "What do we want to eat first?"

"Cheetos obviously," I grabbed the bag and opened it.

"Basic ass," she grabbed a slice of cheesecake and plastic fork.

"Look who's talking," I rolled my eyes.

She rested her head on my shoulder. "Don't be mean."

"You called me basic." I exclaimed.

"Shhh, watch the movie," She said. I smiled shaking my head and eating a Cheeto.

"Let's get more comfortable," she sat up and laid down on her stomach.

"I'm good right here." I ate another chip looking back at the screen.

She smacked her lips turning around and sitting up on her elbows. "Okay what's up?"

"Nothing," I let out a nervous chuckle.

She came face to face with me and frowned. "Your not as, playful as usual and you keep zoning out."

I glanced at her lips and put the Cheetos down. "I honestly don't know what's wrong with me."

"Talk to me Jazzy," she placed her hand on my thigh.

I looked down at her hand and my stomach went crazy. "I don't know what to say, I think that talk with Quincy fucked me up."

"That's why I set this all up, take your mind off of everything for a while." She shrugged.

"But I cant and that's the problem. It's fucking with me, things that usually never affect me are affecting me now and I have no idea what's going on." I frowned shaking my head.

"Things like what?" She asked.

Things like your touch.

"I can't explain it." I sighed.

"Damn, and I thought I had problems," she mumbled. I pushed her shoulder and chuckled softly. "How about we talk and distract you."

I nodded. "Okay fine."

She smiled looking down. "I can't force conversations so, hows life?"

I bit my lip rolling my eyes. "Its cool, just really fucked up right now."

"Noooo," she groaned out. "Don't bring up right now idiot."

"I'm sorry but, today's apart of my life," I leaned forward just as she looked up causing our heads to bump into each other's.

"Ow fuck," she chuckled rubbing her forehead.

"Your big ass head," I laughed meeting her eyes. "Watch where your going next time."

She smiled softly and bit her lip. "I'm not apologizing."

I gulped and tried to look away from her eyes. Her and that damn look she always gives me. Yup, there goes my heart again, this is crazy.

"Umm," she looked down at my lips and I tensed, my breathing getting heavier. "Are you um..."

"Get it out Y/n." I whispered.

"I forgot," she whispered back. I gulped and shook my head as she got closer. "Is it just me or are we-"

"Yeah we are-"

"Good because I thought it was only me and-"

"No it's definitely not..." I leaned closer to her, our breath mixing together. She slowly reached up and cupped my cheek causing me to close my eyes. I felt her nose brush against mines. I slightly leaned back but she pulled me closer her lips now ghosting over mine. "Y/n..." I reached up grabbing her wrist and I opened my eyes to see her looking at my lips.

She looked up and raised a brow. "Will you hit me if I kiss you?"

I shook my head. "I don't know yet."

She bit her lip. "I'll take that risk."

She slowly leaned closer and finally sealed our lips. I gripped her wrist and kissed her back. My heart raced and my lips tingled as she sat up bringing her other hand to cup my cheek.

My eyes snapped open and I quickly raised my hand slapping her. Her head fell to the side and she dropped her hands. "Okay, shouldn't have kissed you I'm sorry."

Breathing heavily I closed my eyes again. That kiss made me feel...everything. A kiss from fucking Y/n made me feel everything. I frowned reopening my eyes and looking at Y/n who was looking down rubbing her cheek. Don't do it Jasmine , you know what'll happen if you kiss her again.

Reaching forward I moved her hand and lifted her head. She frowned and gulped. "Are you sure?"

I shook my head and smashed my lips back onto hers. She leaned back slightly and looked me in the eyes. "Jazzy-"

"Y/n just...have me." I said pulling her back into me. I sat up on my knees as she wrapped her arms around my waist pulling me to straddle her. Wrapping my arms around her neck I pulled her even closer breathing heavily through my nose.

I literally think I'm sweating, I think I'm actually-

"Can I take you upstairs?" She whispered against my lips.

I nodded reconnecting our lips as she effortlessly stood up with me in her arms. She started walking blindly towards the door and stopped. I pulled away from her lips and started to kiss down her neck causing her to start walking again.

We made it into my room and she threw me down on my bed pulling her sweater over her head. She hovered over me and kissed me softly before trailing kisses down my jaw. My heart fluttered and I smiled softly as her scent engulfed me making me feel warm. I wrapped my fingers in her hair and let out a soft moan throwing my head back as she slid her hands under my sweater. I didn't have a bra on so her hands brushed against my nipple causing it to harden.

She went down my body and ran her tongue up my bare stomach, leaving a trail of fire behind. I slowly sat up letting her pull the hoodie over my head.

"I forgot about that mole," she smirked kissing between my breast as I let out a soft chuckle.

"Well you haven't seen me naked in a while," I closed my eyes dropping my jaw as she took my left nipple into her mouth. Chills ran up my spine and she dug her fingers into my side taking my other nipple into her mouth while massaging my left breast. She bit down softly pulling back slowly. Coming back up she kissed my lips again and reached down to the waistline of my shorts.

I grabbed her hand flipping us over. I intertwined or fingers placing them on the side of her head and kissed down her stomach, making her shiver. I slowly released her hand pulling down her shorts and boxers. My eyes widened at the size of her.

Somebody grew up.

Biting my lip I kissed her waist and slowly licked up her shaft before taking her tip into my mouth. She groaned as I wrapped my hand around her thickness and started to stroke her while gradually taking more of her into my mouth.

"Shit baby, look at me." She gripped my hair and tilted my head up making me meet her lust filled eyes.

I started to stroke her faster as I took more of her into my mouth sucking harder. Her groans bounced off the walls and I took all of her into my mouth closing my eyes and breathing out of my nose. My throat constricted and I slowly pulled back causing her to moan deeply.

She grabbed my chin pulling me up. "Come here," she connected our lips into a rough kiss and slowly flipped us over. She pulled my shorts and underwear down in one swift motion throwing them behind her. Spreading my legs she kissed in between my thighs.

I felt my self getting wetter as her breath slowly made its way towards my center. "Y/n don't tease me," I gasped out as she bit down on my thigh.

Reaching up and grabbing my hand, once again intertwining our fingers, she gave my center a broad lick.