《She Is My Smile ✔》44|My smile.
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"Zarnish?" She called me out and my steps ceased. How did she know me?
"Yes?" I asked her confused.
"You don't remember me?" She asked with a surprise in her tone.
"Umm, sorry I don't.", I passed her a sheepish smile when her eyes simply widened. There I noticed another girl, her twin came and stood along her. They both were way too gorgeous. Any guy would loose his heart to them.
"Are you sure?" She sounded so surprised.
"Ahh.. yeah", I replied but before any furthur talk here came big boss.
"Zarnish", the authority in his voice was enough to sent shiver down my spine.
"Come back here", I detected anger in his tone. I swivelled my head in his direction to witnessed his nostrils flared. He stormed in my way and pull me to him, far away from the two girls.
I saw them stepping backward a little, there was a hint of fear on their faces.
"Go back to hut", he ordered me clutching my arm.
"What? You're hurting me", I wiggled under his grip but he made me turn and now I faced him.
"Just go back", he scolded and pointed to the house. I didn't like his attitude, I couldn't stop the tears pricking my eyes.
"Just go", and now he yelled making me cringed in fear.
He looked like a monster but why he's acting such way? I snatched my hand from his wild grip and almost ran to the hut with tears recklessly escaping my eyes. I wouldn't talk to him now.
I heard some loud shouts behind me but I simply ignored and ran to the room before locking myself inside. He just insulted me in front of everyone.
Who were those girls? His mistresses? His past? Who were they that he treated me so miserably. I hate him, he's a monster, I wouldn't let my heart fall for him anymore. Ughhhh. I kicked the pillow and crashed into the bed sniffing against the duvet.
The time passed by but he didn't show up. Why he's not coming to apologize? Did he think that it's my fault to talk to them? I didn't even know them.
A knock on the door distracted the train of my thoughts from its track.
"Zarnish", his soft voice pierced the door and came to me. No, I wouldn't open.
"Hey, listen, open it", he again tapped it but I didn't reply.
"Atleast say something tigress", no I won't say anything nor I would open the door.
"Okay I'm sorry", he apologized with so much softness in his tone that my heart clenched and I cried louder, I couldn't help it.
"Hey hey, open the door Zarnish", this time he hit the wooden door harder and seemed panicked.
"Zarnish please", he continued his effort but I didn't budge.
After a while the sound died and I felt alone. Okay so he's gone, so soon? I heard tapping on the window and my head turned with a jerk that my neck bones almost broke, he hooped inside through the window dusting off his hands. I turned back my face and rubbed my puffy eyes feeling him advancing to me.
He sat cross legged in front of me on the bed and took my hands in his, I tried to protest but my efforts went in vain as his metallic grip was so strong.
"Look at me", he whispered but I kept my head low and eyes closed. I nodded in NO when I heard his sigh.
"Okay I'm sorry please", he kissed the back of my hands making me shiver with goosebumps all over.
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"Atleast look at me", his mumbled leaning to my height but I broke into more tears.
"I don't like you", I blabbered out the lie along with my tears when I heard his manly chuckle, okay that was sexy. Stop it Zarnish.
"Because you love me", he sounded husky as he leaned more.
"No, I hate you", I yelled on his face but soon my voice died when I felt something soft on my lips, OMG, he was kissing me, after whole one month I was feeling the same sensation raising inside me. Ohh shoot. My heart did a back flip and my stomach churned in response. I kept my eyelids closed when he deepened the kiss. The contact broke after a while and I inhaled sharply.
"Look at me", he spoke and I lifted my eyes to look in his where the love emotion was dominating all others.
"I'm really sorry but I just lost myself", his tone was low and voice soft. He caressed my cheek with his thumb.
"She's a bad memory and I don't want you to remember that", he spoke running his fingers through my hair and I just stared him back quietly.
Bad memory?
"You went through alot because of those sisters and I don't want you to recall anything such like that which will pain you again", this time his thumb was caressing my jawline. I just nodded back.
"Seeing her suddenly made my blood boil and I went more insane on seeing you talking to her", his head dropped when he again took my hand in his caressing my knuckles gently giving sparks all over my body.
"You're getting what I'm saying?" He then asked and I nodded back.
"Thankyou", he pecked my cheek making me turned crimson red.
"So am I forgiven?" He asked with so much hope in his eyes that I smiled.
"Not so easily", I flipped back my hair and crossed my hands over my chest.
"Okay ma'lady, what's my punishment?" He asked and I couldn't help but giggled out on his cute style.
"Umm", I tapped my cheek and gave it a thought while he kept staring me shamelessly. Honestly I didn't mind that, okay I was going crazy.
"You have to make lasagna for me", I said and he bowed his head.
"Anything for you my love", and I again laughed out loud.
"Are those girls gone?" I asked him after a while.
"Yeah I threw them away, let's grab something to eat, then hit the water and at night I'll make lasagna for you back at home", he presented the schedule and I nodded with a wide smile.
Being shirtless, his abs and muscular torso was enough to make me wet. I was clinged to the stool on the opposite side of the counter while he was on the other side doing his business.
A heavenly aroma of food raised in the air making my mouth watery. I kept staring him shamelessly, okay he's my property.
"Okay so you're like a man in case of staring", I heard him spoke, my cheeks turned the darker shade of red.
"Without any break", his loud laugh erupted in the air and I went insane. How could he be so perfect? Uggh, my heart.
"Well I can stare you whenever I want", I replied to him resting my chin on my palms placing my elbow on the counter.
"Yeah that you can do and anyways I enjoy your stares", he winked and I turned red again.
"Me too", I mumbled when he gave me a smirk, okay was I tomato now? Yes I was.
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"Here is you order madam", he placed a neatly decorated plate in front of me, Uhhh, it looked yummy. I licked my dried lip and ducked into the savouring food.
"OMG.. it's heaven", I mumbled with mouth full while he just chuckled loudly. He leaned down and placed a lingering kiss on my cheek before pinching it.
"Adorable bebe", he mumbled while gathering the stuffs and dumping them in sink.
"Taste it", I stretched spoon to him and he took a bite making a proud face.
"I'm so damn good", he spoke while munching and back patted himself.
"That you're", I replied then suddenly stopped, I lifted my eyes and saw him staring down at me with a smile and love reflecting from his eyes. I blushed harder and halted my eyes to the plate gulping in the food.
"I love you Zarnish", he pecked my side head and gave me a side hug before leaving the kitchen.
I was stunned and frozen, his confession made me crazy but why he sounded so sad, it's like he's missing something. Should I go and check on him?
I trialed down the water in my throat and jumped off the chair. I made way out looking sideways but he was out of my sight.
My feet took me to the backyard and there he was near the fountain. I walked to him, he was staring out in space with legs half immersed in the water. I sat adjacent to him, really closed. His head snapped to me and I noticed his puffy eyes, he was crying. He instantly rubbed off the tears and sniffed. I took his hands in mine.
"What happened?" I questioned very gently.
"Uhhh, nothing", he lied and I didn't like that.
"Don't lie to me ever", I scowled at him and he smiled sadly.
"Okay boss", his eyed were glued on our interlocked hands.
"So tell me", I kept my eyes on his face.
"Just missing my parents", he mumbled in an upsetting tone making my heart clenched. I missed mine too.
"Me too", I replied while hugging him from side resting my head on his shoulder. He wrapped and arm on my waist and pulled me into him. I was feeling sparks all over my body but I felt really good in his arms.
"Can I tell you something?" I asked him a while later when he only hummed. I lifted my head off his shoulder and his eyes met mine. Now I had to confess.
"I love you", I said feeling my tongue paralysed but I managed to utter.
He smiled, the genuine one, the one that managed to flipped my heart. Moisture covered my eyes.
He kissed my nose tip gently and I smiled with a blush.
We sat there for GOD knows how long where I kept enjoying every second of his closeness. Honestly he's such a sweet heart.
"I'm sleepy, let's go in", he said and I nodded with sleepy eyes.
"Come", he swivelled me around and in blink of an eye I was in his arms. He scooped me up. Ohh GOD, I blushed harder and hid my face in his neck receiving his chuckle.
I yawned along with the alarm, damn, who set the alarm. Rubbing my eyes I darted them in the whole room but found it empty. Big boss, where are you?
I motioned to the balcony when my eyes halted to the backyard, there he was in his tracksuit jogging around the whole lawn, he had headphones on. He was drenched in sweat but trust me calling him only HOT would be an understatement as he was looking something more than that.
I backed off and after doing important business I cascaded down the stairs where I saw Fakhir coming out of the kitchen in his tuxedo.
"Morning bhabhi", he greeted me and I smiled back.
"Going somewhere?" I asked and he smirked.
"Date", Ahh, he actually blushed.
"At this time?" I was surprised.
"Yeah, she's a morning bird and then I have to meet her dad", he fidgeted his thumbs looking a little nervous.
"Ohh it's okay, I know you're gonna smash it and she'll definitely fall more for you", I tapped his shoulder and he smiled widely.
"Thankyou", he straightened his tie and I passed him a thumbs up when he turned around and walked to the door.
"And yeah, your man is in gym", he smirked in my direction making me blushed and then he himself left.
I made my way to the gym and there he was on some kind of machine doing his stuffs. I leaned against the door frame keeping my gaze on him observing him intently. After a while he averted his gaze and met mine through the mirror. He winked and I blushed harder.
With slow steps I ate up the distance between us and stood at mere steps from him.
"I'm stinking, you shouldn't be here", he smirked and I scrunched up my nose.
"Eww", I punched his shoulder and his body vibrated along with his chuckle.
I wondered how could someone's laugh be so mesmerising?
In a swift motion he turned around and started his pushup.
"Just few more minutes", he said in between his exercise.
"What if I lay on top of you?" I asked while pulling off my dupatta. He raised a brow.
"I'm not heavy okay", I rolled my eyes when he smirked.
"That I know only", that signature smirk of him widened. How dare he called me fat?
"Whatever I'll still lay down", saying that I crawled on his back and laid down straight, with my chest touching his back. He resumed his exercise without any difficulty and I enjoyed my ride wrapping my hands around his torso tightly.
"Look I'm not fat", I said in his ears.
"I can't guarantee", he whispered back in between his pants, he was deliberately panting, I knew.
"Shut up", I ruffled his hair and rested my head against his feeling really good.
"So should I stand up if you have enjoyed enough madam?" He asked and I giggled.
"Okay", I kissed his cheek and got off him.
He let out a sigh before gulping in the water.
We were currently sitting in the mountains region big boss had artificially made at the far corner of his area. It was a wonderful place to spend time in search for peace. The sparkling moon on the black sky with blanket of stars making the earth glow up. It looked ravishing.
He was leaning against the tree and I was leaning against him, my back in contact with his chest. His one hand on my waist and with other he was massaging my head. Ahh, I felt great.
"Zarnish I love you", he wishpered in my ear and made me blushed.
"I love you more", I wishpered back.
"I love you most", he again said.
"But I love you to the square of infinity", I showed him with my hands how much I loved him and chuckled loudly followed by his.
"One more time we played this and you did the same", he kissed the side of my head and pulled me more into him. I guess he was talking about before my memory loss. I could feel his soft kisses on my skin making me go crazy but honestly I loved each and every thing he did to me. Ahh, man, I love him soooo much.
I truly wish that memory loss incident wouldn't have happened but you know ALLAH always does best for HIS people and so HE did best for me too. Mohaib mentioned about some bad memories which had pained me alot so I'm grateful that they're not part of my memories anymore. Only good and this man made them best.
I thanked ALLAH for blessing me with him while I kissed the back of his hand when he smiled and my heart went crazier.
And I wish that our happiness would last forever. Ameen.
THE END.
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