Night

There are some moments in your life when you want such flashes of seconds to repeat again without any break just to bring a smile on your face, his nearness and his presence around me are some top-drawer memories of my life. I always thank ALLAH for granting me with a man who's best in the world.

With my head on his chest and his hands protectively around my waist I felt fostered in his arms. With other hand he was gently massaging my head spoiling me more and more.

"When I was in class 6, I met that man who destroyed my life", he spoke in a soft tone and I stayed quiet listening to him.

"I was playing basket ball, I was always great in that game though, without my knowing I was being watched. When the match was over I witnessed my principle standing along with a man hawking me intently. I walked to them and the principle introduced me to him, he appreciated my skills in the game, I felt good after receiving huge compliments. I got home and told my parents, they were elated by the news as they were always supportive", his voice sounded a little jubilant on the mention of his parents, he surely loved them.

"Well apart from sport I was also bright in class, good in studies and my parents were pretty much satisfied with me. We were happy unless I got an offer and accepting that deal took my life to the deepest of fear and regret", I felt sudden melancholy in his tone.

"It was afternoon when the door bell rang, dad opened the door and there he was again but I felt little too excited to see him", he continued.

"Yes?" Dad asked him.

"Sir, I'm Danish Xaidi and I'm the owner of the basket ball club", he introduced himself and I almost ran to the door shaking hands with him. I told dad that he's the same man who appreciated my skills, dad seemed gleeful.

He was invited in and we had some talks, he alleged me to join his club, they also send kids on international level to play. We asked him for sometime to decide when he left after some little talks.

"Dad please, I want to play", I pleaded dad as he was not so sure what to decide.

"Yeah, allow him, my kid is so good, he'll surely smash the field", mom said and I hugged her, she's the best.

"Okay fine but you have to be loyal to your studies", dad said and I nodded a big yes.

"Ofcourse dad, studies are also important", I sat beside him and then I got a positive response from his side which made me flew on the cloud 9. Yay!

"Okay boys", I heard Mr. Danish who came and stand in front of us. There were many boys of my age, dozens of and everyone looked sharp and bright.

"Well my name is Danish but you all have to call me RDX as I love to be called that", he said and we all nodded.

"So you all boys are the best gems I have collected from the country and I have to train you all to be the best of all", he said and I smiled. He's an awesome man.

"You all are my boys, though I'm so young to call you all my kids hence I'll treat you all as my little brothers", his tone was as sweet as sugar. I was already his fan.

"The purpose to gather you all here is not only to train you for basketball but to bring out the fighter from you all", he continued and we listened to him intently.

"As you know what is the condition of our country, we have to save our motherland and as you all are the future of our homeland so that's why you all have to be a great fighter to stand for your identity, your nation", he started his motivational speech and our spirit raised more and more.

"So will you all be by my side just for your nation?" He asked and we passed him a big yes with enthusiasm.

The training days started and we did use to play basketball but very less, in most of the time he used to train us, we undergo some toughest exercises and work that our body used to pain. We were being trained like an army officers. I had no idea why he was doing that but all I knew was that I used to enjoy alot. We acted like his dogs, the worst one but we used to follow his orders with full faith and loyalty. His motivational words and appreciation amplified his respect in our hearts, he was a great teacher but little did we knew what he was preparing us for.

I used to tell mom and dad about my each day but they seemed upset with the feedback. Twice dad asked me to drop the session because we were not being trained for what we were told but it was like an addiction and I failed at keeping me away from that place.

Dad said he would inform the cops about this illegal activity, I was upset on his useless attitude and did an immature act. I informed RDX about all this as I wanted to be his best apprentice.

"I'll talk to your dad, don't worry", he said and I got simmered down.

But when I got home my world seemed to crashed down on coming across his real face, that day was like a dooms day to me, all black and sorrow.

He took away my sister and threatened my family the worst, I fought with him but I failed at saving my little innocent angel from his devil side. That day I realized his truth. I was tricked badly. But even then I didn't stop, I found my little sister but she was all worn out and I was the only reason behind that, I was the blame worthy, the criminal here.

"I shot that bastard but he didn't die, my mom and dad didn't even use to look at me, they hated me from the core of their heart, their hatred was right, I deserved that but I was just a kid, I got fooled", his voice was heavy, full of pain.

"I saved my little baby sister from his evil shelter but still I failed at keeping her pure", now his voice cracked down, he was crying and I remained immobile on his chest trying to fight the tears back but they were recklessly falling out making his skin wet.

"But that was not the end, he came again and tore every part of my soul into trillion small pieces without having a fu****g sympathy in his stone heart", his sound was now tense but I didn't lose grip around him.

"He took them away from me, in front of my eyes and I failed at saving my lives, my family from him, I lost them and I was the blame worthy, the loser and the criminal", he was grinding his teeth, I wanted to lift my head and glanced his face for once but I couldn't do that.

"I apologized my parents alot, after all I was a kid and everyone makes mistake but they never understood me, they just hated my existence after whatever I involved myself in and after Annie's incident I lost their trust, they hated me more. I could see the fear in eyes of my little siblings for me, those who used to play in my arms were now terrorized by me and that pained me more, I was so broken Zarnish, so broken", he started crying and my heart clenched, I got goosebumps and felt short of breath, it was so agonising to see him in this vulnerable condition.

I lifted from his chest, his eyes were blood shot and puffy, I took him in a hug and he nuzzled his face in my neck weeping like a little baby making me cry harder but I bit my lips to control cries coming out of my mouth, however I let him cry, I wanted him to release all his pain on my shoulders. He was sniffing but didn't break the embrace.

"I begged for their forgiveness but they just dumped me, they used to curse me and kept threatening me to get lost from their lives but I loved them with all my hearts, who doesn't love his parents, I did love them but they didn't recognise my love for them.

"You're a curse for us, a bad omen", mama shouted making my world collapse, how could she say something for me, for her child?

"Mama", I sobbed and walked to her but she backed off and gestured me to stop in my tracks, my steps halted and I cried harder.

"You have destroyed our lives", she yelled with rage in her voice but she was also sobbing.

Annie was in dad's embrace all scared and Zayn was hiding behind dad with so much fear reflecting from his face.

"Why you went there when we stopped you, why?" She screamed with so much pain in her voice.

"I'm sorry mama, I won't do it again, it was a mistake please forgive me", I begged and slumped on the floor.

"No.... it's too late", she threw a vase towards me which hit my head, that the first time she hit me. I was worn out.

"Get lost from our lives", this time dad yelled, now I couldn't speak a single word. There was unbearable pain in my chest and body.

RDX had done his job, he had destroyed my life. I would bring his life to an end, a dreadful end. I made up my mind.

After a while of long silence there were gunfire, I ran to mama to hide her but she ran away from me towards dad, away from me. I ceased in my tracks. The door flew open and there stood the fu****g bastard, in front of my eyes he made them taste death. I fought with him but in return I got beaten badly, I was unable to move a bit, all wounded and covered in blood. But I stood up and ran to their lifeless body, I cried and cried harder, I tried to wake them up but they didn't open their eyes ever and it was the end, the end of my HAPPINESS and HOPES. A painful end.

He narrated whole story by keeping his head on my shoulder, his voice was laborious and grievous. He was in so much dire.

"Why RDX trained all the boys?" I asked in my heavy voice speaking after a good long time.

"Ofcourse for his purpose, he was training us to attack the minister's house for a big and thick roberry, and obviously we had to fight the huge number of guards and cops so we had to be the best one. He made us greedy for money and we couldn't deny instead we gave all are strength in training. After that we had to flew to different places and do all roberries things and live our life on his accord, he was training us to be the professional robbers", he pulled me to his lap tightening the hug furthur. I gently rubbed his back.

"But you know everything happens for a reason and if this wouldn't have happened then I wouldn't have became this big businessman and I wouldn't have met you", he backed off a little and looked in my eyes, the icy blue shade of his eyes was faded behind the blood red colour and moisture.

My lips curled in a smile when I just pressed them on his, he responded and made the kiss more intense, though I felt short of breath but I didn't break the kiss, he was enjoying and I wanted him to enjoy every moment of his life with me. After some seconds we were panting hard with forehead resting on eachother and nose tips touching.

"And I wouldn't have this tasty kiss", he said with a tease making me blush and I loved that. His voice was still heavy.

I kept staring at him and he was looking back in my eyes but seemed lost. I took him in a hug and he nuzzled in my neck sending electrical sparks all across my body.

"Let's sleep my love", he mumbled and now we were under the blanket in eachother's arms feeling eachother's warmth and being joyful with the moment we were sharing because I love my bae as he's the best. I pecked his lips one last time and then the slumber took me with it but I remained in his arms for sure.

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