《She Is My Smile ✔》29|Past and Present.
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I smiled still holding my phone, she would be so happy when I would enlighten her with the news. I was able to do something good for her this time. I leaned to her sleeping figure and pressed my lips on her forehead, she looks so adorable while sleeping. I ran my fingers through her soft hair, they're really soft like cotton, I put my head on hers and closed my eyes feeling the warmth of her closeness. She let out that moan which she always do whenever she wakes up and makes me feel something if you know what I mean.
She slowly opened her eyes and looked in mine, her lips curled in a small smile.
"Morning Princess", I kissed her nose and her smile widened. She wrapped an arm around my neck and tossed to other side pulling me into her.
"Why my pillow is so hard?" She mumbled in her sleep, oh so she was still not totally up.
"Does your pillow talk?" I nuzzled my face in her neck caging her in my arms and smiled like a love sick puppy.
"Only when it gets stupid like my big boss", she mumbled furthur making my brows frowned, damn she has got guts.
"So is your big boss stupid?" I asked her placing a soft kiss on her jawline.
"He's the biggest fool", she talked back, I wondered if she's really sleeping or just pretending, well she's playing very well.
"Why?" I kept my question small.
"Becuase he loves me so much", she said in a whisper.
"And luckily I have fallen for that fool, he's my life now", she spoke out softly and made me smile, I was now on cloud 9.
"How much do you love him?" I questioned her but she just groaned and didn't mumble this time, maybe she had gone back to sleep again. Well she made my day. I nibbled her earlobe and kissed the side of her lips before pulling her more into me. I had to enlighten her with this blasting news soon.
Something sharp pierced my eyes, ughh, sun rays. The sun was now on the top and it was all glowing, she was still clinging to me, well I didn't even let her go. I moved my hand on the bed and picked my phone, I barely opened my eyes more like I peeked on my phone's screen. 1 30, ohh shoot! my meeting. Damn. I tried to get up but my tigress was sleeping soundly and I had no intention of disturbing her but I had to get up.
"Zarnish", I called her out and she again moaned, Uhhh! She should stop doing that, it's hard to control, man.
"Hmm", she opened her eyes this time, a while later her eyes widened as if they would plopped out of her sockets. All I could remember after that was a loud shrill, more like an injured amenity and I collided with something really hard, Uhhh, the floor. I fell off.
"Gosh, Zarnish, what was that?" I rubbed my back, Uhhh, it hurts. Damn.
"What was that?" She repeated my question emphasizing more on her words.
"What what?" I questioned her while trying to get up but failed at the attempt. Uggh man, it's paining.
"Are you hurt?" Her eyes suddenly softened, such soft heart.
"Ofcourse I'm", I kinda scolded her, she walked in my direction slowly and stretched her hands, unfortunately they started trembling dragging me into confusion. I eyed her intently, she closed her eyes as if trying to warm up herself, why, what happened?
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"Zarnish", I called her out and her eyes shot open and she backed off.
"Uhhh..I-I wa-was just-", she stammered, making my heart felt her pain. I knew the reason, she's still not over that incident, she's still scared of touching.
"Hey hey, relax it's ok", I managed to got up because her pain was more intense than mine. I took her arms in my hands when she almost ran back two steps leaving me dumbstruck.
"I'm so-sorry, do-don't take me-me wr-wrong", she was now shivering, I was just staring her feeling my heart gone heavier.
"I-", she tried to speak but I cut her off.
"It's OK.. you can use the washroom, I'll go in after you", I smiled to her and she just stared me for like two minutes but she looked lost, she nodded her head and walked quickly inside the bathroom.
I just let out a sigh and ran my fingers through my hair recklessly. I had to mend her broken soul now. The tears were pricking my eyes but I just fought them back, man up big boss, man up!
The bathroom lock opened and she walked out slowly giving me a small smile, that was forceful I knew. I just smiled back and picked my dress. She had no idea how much I cuddled with her in the sleep, now I had to do romance with her in her sleep only. *sigh*
I walked down the spiral stairs and witnessed her back towards me, she was doing something on the table may be setting it. I straightened my tie but the shoes clinking grabbed her attention, she turned around.
"Come have lunch", she offered me with her evergreen smile, but the aura was little awkward around us.
"Nah I'm getting late for the meeting, I'm already late, will do it later okay", I replied gulping in the glass of juice.
"Have a good day", she was acting so formal and I hated it seriously. I just stared at her and she got instantly nervous under my gaze, I didn't like that at all, I wanted my ferocious tigress back.
"No hug or kiss", I bluntly spoke when she flinched on my words, I saw her gulping harder, now I was making it hard for her, I should have controlled myself.
"Why not", her voice was shaky, I just placed a light peck on her forehead, she was not in right condition and I couldn't push her more. She smiled and I smiled back. After I bid her bye I walked out of the mansion. It's going to be tough man, Uhhh, hope I could cope up with all of it.
I saw sadness in his eyes, it's like that he felt dejected, but what could I have done, I felt so scared, I couldn't take that incident off my mind, I felt to puke whenever someone comes near me, last night I let big boss to do his job becuase I wanted him to clean me but now I was not ready for any cuddling.
Whenever someone touches me I feel his disgusting hands on my body, he forcefully used me but I didn't let him cross his limits, that limits which could destroy my life and my existence but whatever he did was so much for a girl. I blinked back the tears that were brimming my eyes. Big boss would understand, I saw his eyes, he got my situation. He would be by my side. I needed him to understand.
Afternoon
He was laying all drained in crimson coloured liquid, his bruises and blood were giving me pleasure, I was feeling light, a big burden I felt lifted off my heart. I wanted him to beg me to kill him, he just woke the beast inside me which he trained himself.
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"Punch harder", he shouted and I almost killed the stone block into many pieces, my knuckles were hurting but it's all the part of my training.
"Good job boy", he ruffled my hair and I smiled like a fool, whenever he compliments me I feel so good.
"Now run till you reach that red light, grab the flag and come back", he ordered all the boys under training. We all nodded standing in our positions.
"Whoever will be the first to come back will accompany us to the next mission", he said and my spirit raised. I have to win it, I have to be the best in his eyes, I have to be the one to accompany them, I have to run faster, I have to reach first, I have to be back first and I have to win it. Yes I would do it.
Run, run, run, run, run keep running, I was giving my best and yes I was the fastest of all. It was such a long distance, my muscles were fatigued but I had only one thing in mind, I would be first.
"I just knew you'll win it", he again ruffled my hair and this time I smiled like a maniac. Yes yes yes, I did it.
"Tomorrow morning you'll leave with us", he said and I nodded in respect.
"Go back home", he tapped my cheek and I made my way home. I knew today also dad and mom won't talk to me. They're not doing since he came and took me. They just ignored me, they didn't eat food with me, whenever I came home they just disappears to their room, they hate me but don't worry mom and dad, I'm being trained just to protect you guys and my Annie and my Zayn, I'll protect you all. One day you all will understand me.
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"NO.... what are you doing?" He slapped across my face, really harder, I fell on the ground hitting my head hardly.
"Bhayya..", Annie screamed but he took her away, all my strength went in vain. I tried to get up but I failed at the attempt, my body was aching. I heard mom's loud cry, dad pleading that monster but he just kicked his stomach, dad was growling in pain but I couldn't do anything, I heard Zayn loud sobs, no no this couldn't happen. He could never do this to me. I trusted him as my teacher, my mentor and that's how's he's treating me.
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"This all is happening because of you", another slap but this time it was my dad.
"I'll kill you with my bare hands, if anything happens to me daughter", he was angry but was crying. I was trembling in fear and pain. Ya ALLAH why me? Please help me, do something.
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"Leave her", I yelled pointing a gun towards him, being only 17 I was standing tall in front of that 30 years old heartless bastard.
I have trusted him enough, I have fooled myself enough, not anymore, he cannot put hands on our esteem, I won't let him. I'll fu****g kill him if he do anything to Annie.
"She's not here boy, go have a look in the room on the upper floor", he snorted and then let out a an evil laugh, other fu****g bastard joined him in his manerless laugh. I ran upstairs and felt the ground ran away underneath my feet, I was shivering badly, didn't know in fear or anger. Her sobs were painful, I lost it, I lost everything, they would hate me more, why I let him fool me so easily, why I fell in his trap? Why Allah, why? Why am I such a loser?
I ran downstairs and shot the gun near his chest, I just wanted him to feel the same pain as me. He was frozen in his position. Other men pointed their guns at me, he collapsed on the floor, I shot him again and felt the bullet pierced my skin near my arm. I was also shot but that pain was nothing. I shot another bullet right between his chest, he must be dead by now, I felt a sharp pain in the back of my head, a thick metal rod made contact with my skull, it must be broken by now. I fell to the ground and the darkness consumed me.
"It's enough for today big boss please", I heard one of the cops, I was zoning out in my horrifying past, I saw his almost unconscious body on the floor, tomorrow he would encounter more pain.
There was blood on my shirt, I couldn't go home like this, I ordered my man to bring me a dress, while I just walked into my suite. He had to pay for every penny, there's so much he had to pay.
I was damn tired, I collapsed on the bed, some sleep would work.
A loud buzz made me groaned, it was my phone, I picked it up without glancing the caller ID, her soothing voice made contact with my ears. She sounded worried, I just smiled.
"Where are you? When are you coming back?" She asked like a typical wife.
"Why, are you missing me so much?" I was smirking.
"Why are you sounding so tired?" The worry amplified in her tone. Ohh sh*t, I just hoped that she won't think that I was with some mistress.
"Yeah I'm tired, loads of work, I'll be back in 10 mins", I said but she only hummed in return.
"I love you", I blurted out but she didn't respond, I waited.
"Love you too", she sounded as if she was blushing, I felt great, like really awesome. She hung up, Uhhh, she's more girly now, I had no idea whether I liked it not but it's Zarnish so I must love it. Huhhh, I had gone mad in love? Thinking about my madness I barged into the bathroom.
"Don't scream and don't you dare shout, it's a surprise we have to give her", I instructed them and they all nodded their head as if they would listen to me.
I knocked, for the very first time I knocked the door of my house, I have never done this. I heard footsteps, I badly wished it to be my tigress. The door opened and there she stood with little wide eyes, her innocent black orbs had so many emotions dancing, her eyes were darting between me and them, soon they filled up with tears, Ahh, sensitive heart. She mouthed a thankyou when my heart took a leap. I just stared that beauty in front of me when without my knowing they ran in her direction knocking her down on the floor, I just knew it, dare they hurt her, I would sue them all.
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