《She Is My Smile ✔》18|Upset yet caring.
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Her teary orbs reminded me of my sobs, my cries, the pain I went through, the moisture in her eyes was sharp, I really regretted raising my hand on her.
THUD!.... opss, my cheek, basically my jaw, it's hurting. Ahhh.
I didn't know when she got on her feet and punched with her small fist. That was hard.
"How dare you raise your hand on me?" She yelled making me dumbfounded. Can you just check her guts.
"Don't you ever look down on a woman, don't you dare raise your hand on any woman, you womaniser", she spat out her anger making me guilty in my eyes. Her voice was shaky. I had never done this sh*t but her words were really agonizing to made my blood boil. What could I have done?
"No woman is a piece of toy to play with, she's not the one to be beaten, she can easily beat the sh*t out of a man", her tone was low this time but full of anger. Why couldn't she just understand me?
"I'm not a womaniser", I spoke with gritted teeth, how could she just make her own judgements.
"Ahhh!! your lip is bleeding", her eyes softened within a second, wow it's so easy to control her but man, she punched me so hard. I looked like a loser, poor Mafia boss.
"Ofcourse, first your words then your punch, you really are a mean woman", I snorted but her lips turned into a pout.
"I'm not mean", her voice came out as a whisper.
"Ohh please, let it be, you're, you only think about you and those kids, can't you just ask me how I'm right now?" I felt sudden anger raising in me. I felt pain amplifying in my shoulder and leg.
What kind of man he's? First he slapped me and now he's yelling on me. I know I said some unacceptable stuffs, I was so ashamed of that, I was seriously regretting but what could I have done, from the time I have seen him, I have been acquitting these guns and fights alot. I was scared, for me, for those kids, for aunty and even for big boss. It's dangerous.
"Get in the car, they'll drop you home", after ordering he turned around and walked in opposite direction dragging his leg, his leg must be injured.
"Big boss?" I called him out.
"Go home", his tone seemed lost.
He was walking away but me being me, I followed him.
"Big boss?" I again called him out, this time he ignored me.
"Mohaib?" Now I called his name and his steps halt. He didn't turn around.
I ran in his direction and stopped right in front of him, he lifted his eyes and looked in mine. He looked angry yet sad.
"Is your leg okay?" I asked him in a whisper, his stare made my heart skipped a beat.
"Why does it matter to you?" He snickered and rolled his eyes.
"Why won't it matter to me?" I basically defended myself.
"And why would it matter to you?" He leaned down to me keeping his face at mere distance from me, his closeness sent shiver down my spine.
"You're my husband, I have to take care of you", I whispered back looking in his eyes.
He was quiet looking deep in my eyes, his icy blue orbs were not cold but intimidating at that time.
"Just go home, I don't need your care", now his eyes turned cold.
"Stop being so stubborn", I showed him my eyes, what else could I do. We both made mistakes.
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"Well I'm less than you", he made a fed up face. I stepped forward receding the distance between us, his facial expression became confused. I raised my hand and put on his chest, he tried to straightened his posture but I grabbed his tie and jerked his body towards mine making his brows frowned. I travelled my hand on his chest and took it to his shoulder, his expressions became shocking, he didn't expect such boldness from me. His brows were now raised. I kept looking in his eyes, my hands when reached his shoulders, I flipped his jacket a little and a loud gasp left my mouth, he was snapped back from his world. His white shirt near shoulder was soaked in blood, the stain was hidden under his coat.
Ohh my God... he's bleeding so badly.
"Big boss let's go to the hospital", I pleaded him but he didn't budge from his position.
"Please, you can stare me later but please let's go to the hospital now", I whined, I had to take him before he lose much blood but that stubborn man was stuck in his position.
She kept winning like a baby, she dragged me along but her fragile form had negligible energy compared to mine. I know my baby has pure and caring heart, she does care for me, her actions are evidence but still her sharp words were painful.
"Okay I will do whatever you'll ask me to do, I'll even kiss you but please come once", she pouted, her confession made me smile. She something. How easy she's. She shouldn't be this naive, well she's not that, she fu****g punched me harder.
"Promise?" I asked her with a smirk.
"Promise", she blushed while showing her pinky finger. I didn't join it and her smile dropped, she needed to know that I was still angry.
During the journey to hospital big boss fell asleep, he was so tired and in pain, I felt so guilty for being a bi**h.
Now it's been an hour and he's in operation room, the bullets in his body had to be removed, how could he be so careless?
I was in the corridor with Fakhir and Fariha, why she always have to come everywhere with us. Huh.
After a while doctor came out giving us a good news that he's fine. I sent silent prayers to God before entering the room along with the other two.
"You okay buddy?" Fakhir asked sitting near big boss who nodded in return. He just ignored me, he's still angry. But it's not all of my fault.
"Take proper care, the bullets left much effect", I heard Fariha spoke to big boss who passed her a small smile. WTH! How dare he? Wait, what I was feeling? No, no, I didn't care, I didn't even like him. Huh, whatever, I just cared for him little little, there's nothing more than that. I was fighting with myself when Fakhir's voice snapped me out of my thoughts.
"Hey bhabhi, where are you lost?" He asked, my eyes went to big boss who was already staring me.
"Ahh...an, no.. I-I w-was...", I stammered and mentally face palmed me. Why I was acting like that?
"Ahh, it's ok you must be worried about your lover boy", he gave me a teasing smile, I wanted to punch off that smile, no smile reached big boss eyes, he was looking like a wild statue giving me goosebumps.
I didn't reply.
"OK... Let's go home", Fakhir said and brought a wheelchair from outside.
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"I can walk", big boss tone was deep and stern.
"No you can't, your leg is pretty much injured", Fakhir's tone had scold in it. Big boss passed him a cold glare.
"Come on Mohaib, stop being so hard", I heard Fariha said but I remained quiet, the words weren't reaching my mouth.
"I said na I can walk", he semi yelled.
"Stop being so stubborn and sit on it", now I spoke keeping my tone as tough as I could, his head snapped in my direction and he raised his brows. I walked in his way and stood in front of him, I grabbed his arm but he jerked away my hand, oww.
"Don't pretend", he spoke with gritted teeth and helped himself to sit on the chair. I felt confusing gaze of Fakhir and Fariha but I didn't look in their ways. Big boss settled himself on the chair.
"Let's go Fakhir", he said to which Fakhir nodded and they walked out of the room without giving any glance. I stood there like a dumb. I felt as if I had been kicked out. Why the feeling was reaching my heart? Why I was feeling so bad? Why i felt kind of rejected?
I remained in my position when I heard a knock on the door, my head snapped in its direction.
"Bhabhi, where are you again lost? Come already", it was Fakhir. I nodded and walked with him.
"Has something happened?" He asked scratching the back of his neck.
"He slapped me", I answered bluntly.
"What?" He sounded shocked.
"But I also punched him", this time he let out a loud laugh. Why he's laughing stupid?
"You're the best one to tame him", his tone had tease, I passed him a glare and he sheepishly smiled.
"Well if there's fight between you too, be alert, the angry man can lose his mind anytime, he's a beast you know", he said and wishpered the last part. I shivered.
"I-I'm not scared of him", I defended myself to which he gave me an approving look.
"Yeah you shouldn't be, you have to tame him more and more", he again had tease in his tone but before I could say anything he took long strides and walked faster. Stupid.
We reached the parking lot to find big boss and Fariha in some deep conversation. She was standing close to him, huh, b***h.
Our arrival grabbed their attention, did he just rolled his eyes on me? How dare he? Huh, whatever I didn't even give damn.
We were about to get in the car when a little boy came rushing in our way and hand me a chit with one red rose. My brows furrowed in confusion but still I grabbed it from the kid's hand.
"Awww!! thankyou so much", I bent on the floor and kissed his cheeks. He smiled wide, such a cute baby.
"Who gave you this?" Big boss voice striked our ears.
"Ohh!!that uncle", he pointed towards a tall tree but no one was there. My heart skipped a beat, big boss got on his feet and snatched the chit from me, he was standing really close to me. The kid ran away before we could stop him.
"Dammit", I heard him cursing, my hands started trembling. Ohh sh*t. RDX was here and what he meant by all these things. Now my heart was beating wildly. I felt so scared. I tried to take the note from big boss hand but he crumpled the piece of paper and didn't let me read it, I look in his eyes and they were soft.
"Get in the car, we need to head home", I heard him, I felt myself going in the trauma. I was beyond shocked, it's just the start, much more drama had to come in my life and I was already scared of those horror clips.
The car was running on the deserted road accompanied by his guards. He held my hand and didn't let it go, maybe he was trying to console me. He knew I was scared. I felt his gaze time to time but I kept mine on my lap. I gulped harder feeling my head spinning, same pain reached my head, now my neck was also aching. I felt tired suddenly, I needed sleep. I felt drowsy, I would sleep as soon I would get home.
We reached home after a while and big boss let go off my hand suddenly.
I looked in his direction but he got off the car, I was still in my position feeling all the energy drained out of my body, those words of RDX were imprinted in my mind, they scared me.
"ZARNISH?" I heard his cold tone, lifting my eyes I found his hand spread towards me, I needed that. I grabbed it and clutched it tightly. He was standing, no he's supposed to sit. His leg would hurt.
"Please sit", my voice came out as a whisper as I got off the car, he looked in my way for a while before dragging me inside, Fakhir and Fariha had already left.
"Please, you leg will hurt", I pleaded when he jerked my body towards him, I collided in his chest, he hold my both arms clutching them tightly, faces at mere distance. My eyes were now covered with moisture.
"Why does it matter to you? Why? When you cannot even have a control on your tongue", anger was dripping from his voice.
"I'm scared", my voice was barely audible and with that I broke out, my legs were wobbling and head spinning, tears were streaming down my cheeks.
He hugged me to his chest, I cried my heart out in his embrace. He tightened the hug and my sobs grew louder. He stroked my hijab.
"Trust me when I have promised to take care of you then I'll till we breath last", I heard his soft soothing voice. I nuzzled my face more into his chest. I wanted that warmth.
"I'll, trust me baby", his voice came out as a whisper. I trust you big boss. I do.
He took my face in his hands and wiped my tears from his thumb, his touch sent some chills. I looked in his eyes, his icy blue orbs were soft yet welcoming. I felt him leaning when he gently captured my lips. I didn't back off, it soothed me, our lips were moving in sync, he kept the kiss gentle. His soft lips were warm yet sensual. I liked that contact. He gently backed off and pecked my forehead taking me in an embrace again.
"I love you baby", he said giving me goosebumps once again. I smiled with tears against his chest.
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