The contact was still not broken, the sudden action took each person in the room off guard, even that girl was frozen in her steps, she was unable to register the situation, she felt numb under his grip, other people's eyes were popping out of the sockets, they were cursing the innocent prey who was in hand of that wild predator. He slowly backed off breaking the contact, her eyes were still closed, he felt pleased, he found peace in that, he felt light headed, he felt great. That contact was different, though he had done it so many times but none gave such sensual effect, the lingering sensation was still imprinted on his lips, he felt good different may be because he felt the soul of his woman, the lady made for him only, who's his world, his everything.

He scanned her face, her eyes closed, eyelashes resting on her rosy cheeks, that angelic face made his heart miss a beat. She was standing like a statue clutching the end of her shirt tightly in her small fists. His hands dropped to his sides but eyes never leaving her face. She slowly lifted her eyelids making his icy blue orbs to accquint her deep black ones. She kept staring back still unable to get out of that trance, she heard some murmers at the back but they faded when a loud thud echoed in the room making some gasps to erupt in the surrounding then there was a pin drop silence, even the breathing sounds were inaudible. A sting erupted in his left cheek where her small hand made a hard contact while the pain reached to her head, the same pain, she closed her eyes for millisecond, and when she opened it she found his dark eyes hawking back at her. He moved his hands in blink of an eye and clutched the back of her neck pulling her into him.

"How dare you?" He whispered with gritted teeth, his lips brushed against hers. She saw a scary animal in those blue eyes, she felt scared but what he did was unacceptable for her.

"How dare you?" She questioned back in the same tone looking back in his eyes showing all the bravery.

He let out a humourless chuckle.

"Did you slap me for kissing you?" He wishpered in low tone but his voice was as deep as ocean.

"Yes", she replied looking back in his orbs, she felt like to ran away from him, his nearness was not pleasing her. She felt ashamed of being the centre of attention where that man did something which he shouldn't do in public. His eyes were still dark and she couldn't really able to think what's going on in his mind. Her pain in head was intensifying because of his cold gaze that was piercing her soul.

"Mohaib?" A cold feminine voice came to them. He turned his head towards the fuming Fariha, she failed at hiding her anger.

"What you just did?" She spoke with gritted teeth clenching her fist.

"Excuse me?" Mohaib raised his brows.

She felt stupid to react but to cover it she instantly came up with excuse. She darted her eyes towards the office staff who witnessed that sensual scene, she gestured him with her eyes that everyone was watching them. Mohaib eyes shifted to his staff who quickly retreated out of his room with his one glare. Fariha was on the edge to kill Zarnish but she knew she had no right to show her anger, Zarnish was Mohaib's wife and they could do whatever pleases them. She didn't want to sound stupid in front of him. Mohaib took back his gaze to Zarnish's face who was still passing him a glare. He took her by her wrist and dragged her along out of the room where she kept wiggling under his grip constantly. He was really angry. Fariha like a dumbfounded person kept staring their retreating backs in the elevator. Her face was red with anger.

"She has to pay," She mumbled before grabbing her bag and stomped out of his office.

He was dragging me out of the room as if I was a worthless thing, he's such a shameful person, how could he do such thing publicly, everyone watched us, what they must be thinking about me, am I his any new mistress or a wh**e who's crazy for his money and looks. F**k their thoughts, I'm not any other bitch who fell on her knees pleading for a pleasure from him, I just hate this boss. I hate him.

He threw me inside the elevator but his grip around my hand didn't loosen.

"Stop it", I growled on his face but he only glared back.

"Lower your volume", he grabbed my chin and pulled me to him.

"Where's your love for me now? Has it gone? Was it just timely pleasure? Are you done with me now?" I said in loud volume and then I noticed his stern expressions drained away, a soft look covered his face, something happened in my heart. His grip instantly loosened and his hand on my chin dropped to the side, he suddenly backed off with something flicking in his eyes, my heart felt something, why? What's that?

He turned his head away from me, now I couldn't see his face, his grip around my hand didn't loose, I found him lost somewhere. I didn't intrude but the ding of elevator snapped him back to reality, this time he didn't drag me but just made me walk with him, I felt weird. Did he love me this much to get affected by my words? Why he reacted this way? I was confused.

We walked to the parking lot and he opened the passenger door very gently still not looking in my way, why he's not looking in my eyes? I didn't feel good. I slowly slipped in the car and he shut the door. He entered the car and settled himself in the driver's seat before bringing the engine to life, the journey to home went in silence, he didn't speak nor did I interfere.

He steeped out of the car and went inside the mansion without saying a word leaving me behind, I saw him gesturing one of the guard who came rushing in my direction and opened the door for me. What happened to big boss? Why he's reacting such way? Was there something? The questions were giving me headache but why was I caring so much? I just shrugged my shoulders and went inside.

It's evening but still there's no sign of big boss in the house. It was making me worried but why was I caring so much. May be because I hurt him, did my words effected him so much but I didn't say anything harsh then why? The thoughts were making me guilty in my eyes. I dropped my head in my hands when I heard purring of engine, I didn't know why but my heart relaxed a bit. I ran to the window but my smile flushed when I saw Fakhir getting out from the car. I was about to turn when I saw him dragging someone out of the backseat. My eyes plopped out of my sockets when I saw big boss unconscious body dangling between two guards who were helping him walk to the main door. Was he drunk?

I ran downstairs to found them taking him towards our room, Fakhir saw me and gave me an apologizing look.

"What happened?" I myself detected hint of worry in my tone, why I felt worried?

"He drank so much that he passed out", he ran his fingers through his hair looking apprehensive. We walked to our room where both the guards made him settled on the bed. They nodded and left.

"I got call from bartender who informed me about him, he drank alot, they kept stopping him but no one dared to raise their voice against big boss, he even beat someone there, I wonder what's the reason for him being like this again, he only do such whenever he's so angry or he misses his family so much", he continued making me flushed more into guilt. Did I hurt him so much?

"Please don't fight with him, please take care of him", he gave me a pleading look and I barely nodded feeling like to ran away, Fakhir thinks I fight with big boss on purpose, such shameful moment for me. He then left leaving me alone with this mysterious man. Why my words made him so angry? There's something and I wanted to know. But why was I feeling so desperate, why suddenly I wanted to treat him? Why?

I took off his shoes and dragged the blanket up his unconscious form laying on the bed, he didn't look peaceful in his sleep, his messy hair falling on his forehead. They looked soft, many creases on his forehead made him look worried even in his sleep. I had sudden urge to treat him but I hold back myself. I walked to the bathroom for doing ablution when I heard ISHA AZAAN (PRAYER CALL). I walked to his sleeping figure and blew some supplications on his face. I saw him flinching when I suddenly backed off, he tossed to other side and drifted into slumber again.

Night.

It was passed midnight but still I couldn't be able to sleep. Big boss weird behaviour was ruling my mind. I tried to shrugged away his thoughts but they kept clouding my mind. I was pacing back and forth on the swing when I felt a presence behind, I stood up instantly and my breath hitched to see him looking wild like a beast with disheveled hair.

"What are doing here at this time?" He asked in deep sleepy tone looking back in my eyes. I saw beads of water trailing down his neck.

"Nothing just sitting", I answered while shifting my gaze to my feet.

"Go back to room", he said and turned away to leave.

"Mohaib?" For the first time in forever I called him out with his name, it sounded weird yet good. I saw him stopping in his tracks. He turned around slowly and faced me.

"Are you OK?" I asked looking in his eyes. He didn't speak nor he nodded but kept looking in my eyes. I didn't know why but his stare didn't loath me at that moment. I wondered why.

After a while he gave a small nod and left without uttering a single word.

"Ahh! my head", I found myself on my bed, how did I get here? My head was aching badly, eyelids heavy and I felt nauseated.

Now I remember I drank alot, I let out a sigh and sat on my bed rubbing my eyes.

Her words hit my mind, I felt pain in my heart. Why everyone keeps doubting my feelings? Like them she doubted my emotions, am I not worth gaining anyone's trust? Am I not sincere enough? Why her words stabbed my heart? Maybe because I'm afraid she would also doubt my love for her, does she think same about me like they used to think, my own people whom I loved alot?

These questions were amplifying my headache. I got up and barged in the bathroom. It's midnight and she's nowhere to be seen, I felt worried, I checked kitchen, terrace, library and guestrooms but she was nowhere. I walked out to the lawn and found her sitting on the swing moving back and forth, she was startled by my presence, when I looked in her eyes I found pity there, no I never like when someone pity me. I hate it. With pity there was one more emotion, what guilt? But why, may be she felt guilty for hurting me though she didn't but may be my reaction to her words dangled her in doubt. Ohh my Zarnish, such innocent heart she has.

I wish I could tell her that her words only dragged me to my past, dark and painful one.

My heart flipped when she called me by my name for the first time, it felt so good rolling out of her mouth and then again my heart picked a rythm when she asked me if I was OK, I detected concern in her tone. My heart was fluttering but I didn't show it to her instead I only nodded and left. I knew she must me thinking that I was hurt but I had stopped getting this feeling a long time back. I didn't get hurt anymore. It's only that my heart ached whenever I miss them.

Puffing my cigar I was lost in my thoughts when a loud shrill and a bang hit my ears.

"Zarnish", her name rolled out of my mouth because my heart was sure that it was her scream.

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