《She Is My Smile ✔》2|What's this feeling?
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The sharp rays of light pierced through the curtain slit and attacked my eyes.
"Urghhh", groaning, I flipped to the other side and soon collided with something hard like really hard.
"Oucchhh", my head hurts. I opened my one eye to find myself resting on the cold floor. Ughh, I fell off the bed again. A while later I registered the surrounding, opss I wasn't in that dungeon like store room but a peaceful white small yet cozy room. Ahh, I remembered last night I came with Aunty Parveen here. Thanks to that BIG BOSS, I was here, free from that hell like place.
"Now I can live in peace", I stretched my limbs and got up rubbing my agonising head.
"Zarnish Appi", the kids of orphanage shouted and ran in my direction, they attacked me and knocked me down on the floor. Aww, these cute kids were blessings, they're so full of life, I feel blissful to be around them. They're not fake like that cruel world, let it be I don't care. I brushed away the thoughts and stood up from the floor.
"Zarnish beta (child) what are you going to cook today?" Aunty Parveen asked me emerging out of her room. That lady was a motherly figure I had, her heart was so pure and golden, a role model for me, I love her so much.
"I was thinking to make chocolate muffins for all the kids today according to my recipe", I announced and all the kids screamed in joy, they're so lovely.
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I got dressed in my casual sweatshirt and jeans, putting my revolver in my pocket I slipped in my car. Today I had to find that stupid girl, she hadcto pay for many things. I'm not gonna leave her, she's gonna face my wrath. She had no idea what she welcomed by messing with me, with the big boss.
"I'm coming to you my tigress", I mumbled and brought the engine to life.
I fetched out all the information about that girl and now I was planning to pay them a surprise visit.
KNOCK KNOCK....
I was knocking for the third time and these fu****g people weren't answering, maybe because they're unaware who visited them.
"Wait... whose the impatient person there? Can't you just wait, I'm-" the words died in that same lady's mouth from yesterday, her face turned pale. I smirked mentally. Woah, I can bring the sh*t out of people, I'm winning at this job.
"Well hello lady", I could clearly see her lower lip trembling, a smirk automatically formed on my lips, how much I enjoy scaring others. It feels too good.
I brushed her aside and stepped in that small house.
"Zarnish", was the first word that left my mouth but only my voice came back as echo.
"Where is she?" I asked that lady but I guess someone ripped off her tongue.
"What, cat got your tongue? Where is she tell me", now she was getting on my nerves.
"Whose shouting-" an old man appeared but soon his words also died in his mouth.
"Where's Zarnish?" I asked him but his mouth was also zipped. I saw two more girls appeared out of the room but they all froze in their positions, of course they didn't expect a visitor like me.
"I want Zarnish, where is she?" I again asked them but their fu****g mouths were shut.
Now it's the only way, I pulled out my gun and fired on the ceiling, they screamed a little, the girls ran to their mother I guess, they looked the same age as Zarnish.
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"Sh... she's go..gone", the lady stuttered.
"What gone, where gone? Where is she?" I questioned again.
"We do... don't kn...know", the old man now spoke.
"What do you fu****g mean by that? Where is she? tell me", this time I screamed.
"We kicked he..her out la.. last night", the old man told me, I stared at him with little wide eyes, Woah they're fast to react.
"Woah..you all are more faster than me, I was thinking to kick her out of this world and you kicked her out of the house already", I loved to laugh at the moment. That poor brave girl.
"But I want her, if I won't be able to find her then you all have to pay", I threatened them.
"No please, we have nothing to do with her, please leave us, just do whatever you want to do with her but please don't do anything to us", the lady pleaded but right now I needed that girl, I'm gonna make her pay for every single word she spoke to me yesterday.
I walked out of the house with the lady pleading behind my back, I dialled one of my man no. and asked him to find the girl.
I drove to the place where she was.
was written on the board of an old house.
I'm coming Zarnish, you must be waiting for me.
The house was more like a maze, I got lost. The alleys were dark in afternoon even. I was walking in the silence when some laughs striked my ears. I walked in its direction. The laughs sounded like that of the kids but one among them seemed a matured one, a beautiful melody like laugh. It was soothing.
I couldn't take my eyes off that mesmerising yet funny view, I never thought my heart would flip that way, it was fluttering with knots in my belly, damn what's happening to me suddenly, no no, I'm big boss, I needed to control myself.
She was standing at one corner in front of the bunch of kids, she was dressed in bunny's onesie, hopping and acting like bunny making kids laugh, she looked funny yet cute, though I never smile but she made me smile at that instant. She took off her mask and I came across her full face, she had a cap on her head with few strands of her golden brown hair falling on her face, she looked like an angel in that bunny avatar even. She giggled out loud and God, that smile took away my heart. I couldn't belive my feelings, why they're erupting this way, I was here to teach her some lesson but she's making me feel some other way.
No no, no big boss, control your emotions, they're not your thing. Place a full stop but how? It's difficult.
"Okay okay, now I'll do the bunny dance and you all will join me", she announced and all the kids shouted in joy. She played some funny track and started moving on the music, it was hard for me to suppress my laughter, people never able to make me laugh but she did, she looked so cute. She made me smile. I was hawking at her like an idiot which I realized after a while. I shrugged my shoulders.
"Okay Zarnish, stop with it, you haven't even had your breakfast, come on, first eat and then rest for a while, look at your face, you look worn out", an old lady came in the room and said to Zarnish.
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"But I'm enjoying with my babies", she pouted, could she just stop being any cuter? Stop it Mohaib, what's up with you, stop your feelings.
"Kids you don't want your sister to worn out till the end of the day?" The lady asked.
"NO", the kids shouted back.
"Okay so ask her to eat and take rest", the lady again spoke.
"Yes yes... appi sleep and eat", the kids sang togather, she giggled on their cuteness, but for me she looked cuter. Ohh man, what's happening to me. I hate it that I was not disliking those feelings.
"Okay kids get to your room, till then I'll take off my costume", my Zarnish talked to the kids, wait what did I just said MY ZARNISH, yes I said that because I couldn't control my heart now. No I couldn't let it flutter for the girl who insulted me, I had t make her pay.
"Woasshh, man I'm so tired", she opened the zip and stepped out of the costume. She looked tired, I so wanted to calm her down.
Stop it Mohaib! Just stop.
"Mom and dad, you both are watching me na, you know I'm so happy, I'm so happy to be out of that hell" She talked facing the ceiling, she looked so cute yet sad at that moment.
"And your Zarnish promise you that she'll make everyone happy, no matter what she has to do, she will make you proud, she'll always let other smile" I saw little moisture covering her eyes, her nose turned the shade of pink, my hands were itching to wipe off her tears. I couldn't see her even cry then how could I revenge this girl, her soul's so innocent and pure, her intentions' so lucid. How could I even think to pain her? But why I was becoming weak for her? What's this feeling? Was it any kind of likeness? I shifted my gaze back to the room and found it empty. She's gone. No I couldn't let her go. What's happening to my heart? This feeling wasn't good man but why it feels so good? Why?
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I still couldnt take her smile or eyes off my mind. She was stuck in my cerebral hemispheres. Her laugh was sounding in my ears making me smile like an idiot. What effect was she having on me, I still couldn't figure it out properly.
The girl who offended me in public, the girl who constantly talked back to me, to the BIG BOSS, the girl who had no fear in her eyes when she looked back in my eyes, that girl has such innocent and pure soul. Why was she the angel among this world, well she wasn't good to me but she looked so happy with those kids. Do they make her happy? Does she find peace among those little angels? Maybe because she's so like them, naive and pure.
"Urghhh... man", I kicked my pillow off the bed. The sleep was far away in space. I couldn't sleep, well it's not something new for me but this time I had some other reason.
Morning.
I slipped into my suit, today I had an important meeting with some of the delegates from China, today president would also be present there, it's something on economical scale regarding the whole country.
Well that girl didn't let me sleep last night in peace. I even had short dream about her.
"What's that smile for?" I heard his voice, my best buddy, Fakhir. I noticed I was smiling like an idiot, his voice snapped me out of my stupid lover boy thoughts. I felt embarrassed.
"Well as long as I remember, BIG BOSS doesn't smile, then what.is. that?" He smirked. I so wanted to punch off that smirk but I couldn't, he was like my little brother, the only man I could trust on this mother earth.
"Ohhh! come on, it-it's nothing", dammit why did I stutter? Why I felt shy? Control big boss.
"Ahh! look look, the big boss is nervous, I wonder the reason desperately", he acted like a cliché female actresses from some drama. Stupid.
"Shut up before I let some bullets inside your head", I threatened him but I knew he wasn't scared, yeah of course perks of being the BIG BOSS best friend.
"Ohh come on and yes I'll not spare you, will ask you later, for now let's go we're getting late for the meeting", he whistled and walked out of the room. I felt my ears hot. Big boss, control it. Take deep breaths and control it.
Afternoon
The meeting was an immense success. I was feeling so warm and good. Once again her face crossed my mind making me smile. I shook my head before being again caught by my spy yeah none other than Fakhir.
"Oooo, you're again smiling" his head popped out of nowhere.
Sh*t! I was again caught.
I collected my files completely ignoring his presence. I walked away from him but he got stuck to me constantly budging about my secrete smile. Damn this boy is sometimes pain in my neck but what could I do, I love him like my brother.
We were in my car and he didn't stop still, I raised the volume of the song to suppressed his constant blabbering but instantly my feet hit the brakes. The person I witnessed again fluttered my heart. I saw her again. My heart skipped a beat. I felt that. What's this feeling? Opss.
She was standing at the entrance of the public park and had many kids behind her back in a long straight queue, she was in the same dress from the day I first laid my eyes on her. Okay! I still remember her dress, what happened to you Mohaib.
Looked like she was giving them a tour, she had a hat on her hijab, that's cute. She's giggling as usual making other laugh and me smile. She was really filling the purpose of her life. A throat clearing sound snapped me back to reality. I turned my head away from him feeling embarrassed as hell.
"So she's the reason", he chuckled.
"The BIG BOSS is in love", he sang making me what blush.. are you mad I'm the fu****g big boss, I can never do this blushing shit. But whom I was kidding. I couldn't lie to myself.
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