her begging me is the only thing I can think of right now, it angered me how she thought being on her period was gonna push me away.

I groaned as my dick throbbed and hardened wanting to be inside her again, this is how much control she has over me! the mere thought of her turns me on.

I closed the water and stepped out of the shower because what's the point of finishing it if I will have to take another one after claiming her.

I wore the pair of grey sweatpants not bothering myself with the boxers. grey became all I wear because it resembles her grey eyes.

I walked to the counter where my phone is to see the footage of the bathroom, I installed cameras there to watch her when I'm not around.

she's probably in the shower crying as usual, I hate it but she brought this upon herself, all she has to say is yes but she's playing hard to get.

I clicked on the camera app and then the bathroom footage.

watching her shower and wince as water goes down her marked back always drives me crazy, but then she starts washing her body and the reason behind it is what pisses me off.

it is what makes me do more every time I see her. she tries to wash my touch away.

I pushed away the thoughts and looked down at my phone but to my horror she's in the bathtub with red water surrounding her and her eyes closed looking pale.

panic rose in me and I ran out of the bathroom and then out of the room, I quickly unlocked the door of our bedroom and got in then the door of the bathroom.

I ran to her and wrapped my arms around her as my hand shook her a little and I called out her name.

the smile on her face is both scaring me and angering me.

"amber! stay awake, don't close your eye." I said more like ordered panic clear on my face.

she looked at me her grey eyes a little darker and said " you said my blood turns you on, now you can fuck yourself thinking of my bloody body in this bathtub. I hate you carlos, I really do." before closing her eyes.

I clenched my jaw and shook her body furiously, she cant fucking leave me. not even death can take her from me.

I quickly put my other arm under her knees and carried her bridal style to our bed that is now clean, probably one of the maids did it. they have the key.

I clicked on the button next to the nightstand that will alert the doctor of my need.

I have a doctor for her here, knowing her personality I knew I would need a doctor from time to time to heal her wounds a little because she always drives me to the edge by her stubbornness.

I looked down at her naked blooded body and down at the white sheets that I chose to see her blood stains on after I claim her but I am not a fan of them now.

she's loosing so much blood!

I clicked on the button again and again for about a minute before the doctor came in with her briefcase looking calm as usual but it faded away when she saw that it's not whip wound she will be cleaning today.

she looked at me with wide eyes only angering me at the time she's wasting.

"STOP WASTING TIME AND DO YOUR FUCKING JOB!" I yelled irritated, she practically ran to the other side of the bed and checked the pulse of my baby.

she looked at me and said " the pulse is weak and from the look of it she lost so much blood, not to mention the blood she lost in the last 3 weeks from the.. wounds.".

I balled my hands into fists and punched the wall trying not to kill the doctor because that's what I want to do.

I watched as she got an IV and attached it to my baby's hand then added heart monitors and an oxygen mask after cleaning the cuts and aiding them.

she did some other things but all I thought of is my baby's words..."I hate you carlos, I really do.".

"how long will it be before she wakes up?" I asked, the doctor adjusted something on the heart monitor and said " I don't know... it could be 2 days or a week.".

a week? a fucking week till she wakes up?

"in some cases it could lead to a coma, it just depends on her state and how well or bad it gets." she hesitated.

"SHE HAS ONE WEEK TO WAKE UP! IF SHE DOESN'T YOU FUCKING DIE! NOW DO YOUR JOB AND MAKE HER BETTER." I yelled once again loosing my shit.

I need a distraction, I need someone else's blood on my hands, I need to kill.

I walked out of the room and into the basement of the mansion where I keep people to take my anger out on.

it helps and I always come down here after every single encounter we have because she always leaves me raging.

I always kept my anger at a certain level around her, that's why I never really hurt her very much.

I was about to get in a cell when a guard approached me looking scared and hesitant.

"boss... someone covered the fire, the men you sent to deal with the police were excused and the police announced it was a gas leak." he practically choked out.

he's talking about the fire I started, the house that had that asshole nathan and her friends in.

"who?" I asked thinking of anyone who would cover that, not a lot of my allies are here. there are only 2, one was laim my baby's father and the other is kai but he doesn't know about the fire because it's simply a personal matter.

the rest are out of the states which means whoever this is, they're either preparing for an alliance with me or planning a plot.

"we don't know, but we know the person is of a great power because a letter from them took care of what would've taken the men a week to do." he said in a shaky voice.

I processed what he said carefully and said " I need the letter", he cleared his throat and said "the men you sent asked for it but the police refused even after threatening them.".

"get the letter or die, you have 2 days." I said before entering the cell and facing the man on the chair.

an image of her blooded body crossed my mind making me burn in rage at her audacity of wanting to leave.

I took a knife from the set of tools I have on the table here and threw it at the man's stomach not caring about his scream.

how dare she! how fucking dare she look me in the eyes and tell me she hates me.

I was too easy on her and let her disrespect me, I wanted her to say yes but I can't give less fucks about her answer now.

we will get married in front of everyone even if I have to tie her to a wheelchair and have someone push her down the aisle.