Han Min knew from the moment Qi Xiao refused to be with him again,he knew that him getting her back will be almost impossible.

He laugh at himself thinking how he is full of himself thinking that as long as everything is cleared up he can easily take her back.

He smile mockingly at himself,she was there within his reach and yet too far to reach.

He is willing to carry all the blame as long as she will come back to him,he will recieve this punishment without complain,he knows she has been through a lot worse,he realized that maybe this is really his retribution for the pain she has been through.

The days go and pass,and in a blink of an eye,its been a year now since her return.

Long Shan is starting to chaise Han Yun openly that makes Qi Xiao giggle.

Qi Yan is already married,Qi Xiao was startled because she didnt know that he have a girlfriend but she found out that it was his white moonlight(first love).

Han Min didnt try to cross the line again,that makes Qi Xiao felt respected.

Sometimes she can feel or catch him looking at her painfully but he never open the topic of being together again.

Then one time at a crack of dawn she recieve a call from him,she thought that he was drunk but his voice seems just woken up.

She ask what is wrong but his answer is very vague and for some reason she felt that he was crying.

And then no more wierd incident anymore.

They hang out and eat out but it will always with group,she gave him a simple birthday gift but she made sure that there will be no other meaning on it.

When Qi Xiao's birthday her eyes widen and her heart ache when she saw Han Min's gift.

It was the ETERNITY necklace.

She wanted to give it back but what Han Min said something that her stopped

"I dont know why but,i felt like it should be yours, it is yours from the beggining"

She dont know why but she felt when he said that there is different meaning.

But the truth is Han Min is having this nightmare since 6 months ago,it keeps on repeating.

Always the same scene,but the pain never reduce,he knows it is a dream but he dont understand why the tearing pain he feel is real.

He was just a onlooker at the back of the other him but he can still feel anything.

In the same dream he is kneeling in front of a newly erected tomb,he was kneeling,begging and crying.

The hatred,heartache and even the self blame is so lucid.

Those firsts dreams,he can only see himself and feel the pain,then after few m9re times,when he saw that the name in tombstone is Qi Xiao he was frozen.

He woke up from that nightmare and hurriedly call Qi Xiao even though it was still breaking dawn.

His hanging heart finally calmed down when he heard her voice.

He cried a lot,Qi Xiao was obviously a confused but she still comforted him so after 5 minutes he calmed down and let her sleep again.

But he didnt get anymore sleep,he was never been afraid of anything except Qi Xiao,when it comes to her he knows she is his biggest weakness and strength.

Then almost every week he will have the same nightmare,untill recently he finally noticed the necklace the other him was holding.

It was the ETERNITY necklace.

There was this feeling that should be hers from the very start so he gifted it to her as her birthday present.

When she accept the necklace the faint regret in his heart disappeared.