I had no idea what to think right now. My father, my actual father was just here. He agreed to teach me how to access my demon. How to fly. I feel like this is a story.

Ashmedai left a few hours ago, claiming he would be back later in the week to talk to me. Kol was cuddled up next to me in my bed.

"Do you think he was being truthful?" I questioned out loud. My worries being voiced to try and relieve some of it. Kol glanced down at me as he turned on his side to meet my gaze.

"Truthful about what?" He questioned, confused on what I was talking about.

"Everything. About how my mother didn't even let him explain or how he isn't a threat to me- us." My hand ran over my belly. "Do you think we can trust him?"

"Trust is something that is earned, Tavia." Kol told me confidently. His fingers grabbing my chin and making me remeet his gaze. "But you have to give a little so he can earn it."

"You are so wise." I smiled at him. Kol grinned before leaning in and pressing his lips to mine.

"I'm wise in other subjects as well-" Kol mumbled against my lips, holding my chin so I stayed in place for him to ravish my mouth.

"Mm, Do you?" I questioned, pulling back slightly with a smirk. "Does that come with age?" I teased playfully. Kol let out a growl in response at my teasing, his fingers applying slight pressure to my chin before recapturing my lips a bit more aggressively. Kol let out a small purr when I kissed him back before pulling back.

"I can assure you, Sweetheart, that my age doesn't affect a single thing." I raised my eyebrow at his suggestion. His finger ran along my throat, hovering over my pulse as his eyes darkened and causing my breath to catch in my throat. Heat radiating throughout my body and flooding to my core.

"Prove it." I breathed out in a challenging tone. Kol closed his eyes, inhaling the scent I knew I was putting out. My thighs pressing together.

"I want to." Kol admitted but he kept still which caused disappointment to weigh my stomach down.

"But?" I hesitated. Kol opened his eyes and met my gaze, restrain clear in his eyes.

"Elijah said that we weren't allowed to..With your blood pressure being dangerous and the stress already on you-" I pulled away from his hold and stared at him a bit confused and shocked, but mostly upset.

"Are you fucking kidding me?!" I snapped as I stood up from the bed. Kol sat up, knowing he probably should have kept that to himself. "He put restrictions on me?? Without telling me!?" I turned around quickly, moving towards the door only for Kol to catch me in his arms, using his vampire speed.

"Hey hey! Calm down." Kol coaxed, his hands holding onto my forearms to keep me in his grasps. "He didn't mean to upset you- I didn't mean to upset you. But we are all just looking out for the baby and your health."

"Fucking me sideways on a dresser isn't going to make my blood pressure rise dangerously!" I watched his eyebrows raise in amusement at my words, but his brown eyes darkened at the idea. I pulled from his grip, grabbing his hand and forcing it to go around my throat. "I won't turn to ash if you grab me by my throat and force me into a wall as you make me scream." Kol's fingers tightened slightly around my throat, the thought intriguing him. "I'm not a fragile child. ." I growled out, my voice sounding doubled. Like an echo of another. Maybe it was my Siren coming out- or maybe my demon. Who knew. All I knew was that I was turned on. I was angry. I needed some kind of relief and Kol was there for the impact.

Kol stared into my eyes as his were nearly black in lust. Veins wiggling underneath to show his fight with his vampire self was a losing war. I lifted my hand up, my nails extending into long talons that held dangerous intentions. Slowly, as Kol watched hungrily, I dragged my talon along the underneath of my collarbone. A stream of blood following in its wake.

"My skin is thick, Kol. I can take it." Kol's tongue darted out, wetting his lips before he leaned down and traced the small superficial cut with his tongue. Pulling a low groan from my throat as his fingers twitched tighter. The desire taking over his control before I felt my back slam against the wall behind me. His face moving to my neck, moving his hand slightly before his fangs grazed against my skin.

"Are you trying to tempt me, my little siren?" Kol's breath floated his voice to my ear as it brought goosebumps out of my skin. "Do you want me to fuck you into the wall? Make you scream? Make you beg?" His voice began to turn into a rumbling growl that echoed out a soft purr at the end. "All you have to do is ask me."

"Kol.." I breathed as I tried to move my face around. Trying to find his lips with my own- but he let out a tsking sound before hovering his lips over mine. Keeping out of reach. Every time I tried to lean in to catch him, his hand would tighten on my throat. His thumb pressing against my pulse teasingly.

"That doesn't sound like asking." He whispered. Kol's tongue darted out, lightly tracing my lip.

"Please.."

"Please what?" His lips brushed along mine as he spoke. His eyes burning into mine as he waited for the words to come out of my mouth. Waiting to act on what I asked for. Begging to hear me utter the words. Like an offering to the gods. Like a sacrifice. A craving.

"Fuck me." I didn't even have time to blush in embarrassment at the cruelty of the words that had left my mouth. Not that it mattered- I had said far worse only a moment ago. Kol's lips had claimed mine roughly. His fangs prickling against my lips and drawing beads of blood to rise up for his tasting. My offering to my mate. His fingers crept up my throat slowly, guiding my face into a tilt as he ravaged my mouth with his tongue. Introducing new angles for him to explore.

Kol placed his other hand to my waist, pulling me into him and causing my stomach to press against him and his torso to curve against me. Like he was trying to be careful with me still. His fingers still near my jaw, keeping my head tilted the way he preferred as his other hand was tracing the curve of my torso. Like he was trying to refamiliarize himself with my body shape. Reintroducing himself to me on a whole new level of intimacy.

Cause this wasn't what I had thought of when I had told him to fuck me. This was what I had expected of Finn. This is what felt like Love. And coming from Kol was a new experience as his lips left mine and chased my jawline to where his fingers were before moving his fingers away. His tongue searching for my pulse before his fangs scratched at my neck. Showing his want to taste me in more than just sexually.

"Kol, please-" A moan broke from as Kol sank his fangs into my neck. Shocking me into a painful pleasure as he began to pull my shirt open. As usual I was only in a large shirt that I believe was Finn's and a pair of someone's boxer briefs. The sound of the fabric covering me ripping apart. My breast being exposed to his touch instantly. Kol pulled his fangs from my neck before kneeling in front of me. His tongue flicking over my raised nipple. A gasping breath pushing out of me as my back arched slightly.

"Say my name again." Kol growled as he sucked my nipple into his mouth. His fangs grazing against it dangerously.

"Kol-" I was cut off by the moan that burst free. The smirk of Kol's lips pressed to my skin as he moved off my nipple with a popping sound. His lips pressing sweet kisses to my stomach in a loving way before I let out a small whine. His dark eyes glanced up at me.

"Hmm Are you wanting something, sweetheart?" He questioned before running his tongue where my skin met my underwear. Teasing me.

"I don't want games, Kol." I told him honestly. I wanted to be manhandled. Kol arched his brow before standing back up.

"Then tell me what you do want." Kol told me as he stood in front of me. His hands moving to rest on my bare hips. I leaned forward, my face inching closer to his.

"What I want?" I repeated, my lips brushing against his. "What I want is for my chaotic soulmate to lay me down and fuck me like he did the first time. To lose control." I moved past his lips to place my owm lips against his ear. "To make me scream." Kol shivered from my breath tickling him before lifting me up and flashing us into the dresser. My ass was placed on it before he pressed on my shoulder, making me lay down across it.

My hips leveled with his as he removed my underwear in one stroke his eyes glaring at my core. I swear, I only blinked for a second before he was slamming his cock deep into me. My lips parted into a surprised and pleasure filled scream. My back arching as my hips tried to move closer only for Kol to grip my hips in his hands, holding me down.

"Is this what you wanted, my little siren?" Kol growled as he pulled his hips back before slamming back into me hard. He was still holding back, not that I could even focus on that though. The coil in the pits of my stomach was straightening. Like a spring in a mattress. Being pulled until it would snap back into place.

A loud moan rippled from me as my hips were lifted up some. Causing Kol to bury deeper into me with each thrust. My hands reached out, grabbing the edge of the dresser and gripping it tightly. Trying to ground myself. Keep from being shoved off the dresser.

"Moan my name, sweetheart. Let your siren out to play." Kol kept coaxing me. He wanted to see my dark side. But my siren wasn't what was answering his calls. For a split second I thought I was seeing the shadows around us moving. Swirling against the walls and ceiling.

"Oh, gods! Kol!" I moaned, my eyes staring into his as I felt the heat flooding closer to my core. Waiting for the gates to open. Waiting to gush around him. Kol kept his eyes on me as he moved his hips harder against me.

I barely noticed my nails digging into the wooden dresser beneath me. I barely saw the shadows caving in on us. Or the look of shock on Kol's face. My vision paled into a bright light as my walls squeezed against him. My orgasm acting as a riptide trying to pull his cock deeper into me. The moans and crys of pleasure leaving my parted lips in waves.

Somehow, when Kol was calling my Siren out to play, he had instead lured my demon out for a meal. And it was amazing.