Elijah came up with a plan of action for me and my crazy voice in my head. Turns out whenever one of my mates it around me, its silent. Like its afraid of them.

Its not like they can hear the voice. So I didn't really understand how it worked. But it didn't matter now since I was never alone for more than a minute. I even had one of them in the bathroom when I showered. Crazy. But, shower sex is still a thing.

I hadn't read anything else in my moms journal. The tattered old book sat on my dresser, glaring at me whenever I did come into the room. It demanded my attention. Begged me to read the words on its stained pages.

But I was scared.

What would it tell me? Who I truly was? Who my father is? Is he even alive still? Did he leave us? Or did my mom leave him? What if he was bad? Abusive? Evil?

Not to mention the fact that my mother knew of her death. Was it planned? Or was it just inevitable?

So many questions that I wasn't sure I wanted the answer to. But I did need to know....right? What if I was a dragon or something? I would need to know that, right?

Or maybe I'm a dormant vampire? Or a shifter? Or hell, maybe I'm a damn penguin!

The possibilities were endless. Would this affect the pregnancy? We already know the baby is going to be half siren and vampire... and wolf if its Niks. What else will it be?

Would it be born with red eyes? A tail? Two heads? 8 toes? Maybe it will have fangs, or whiskers.

The panic rose in me like vomit everytime I looked at the book. My hand on my belly as I turned away. Kol looking at me with concern.

"A bit greenish, darlin'." Kol commented as he stepped up to me. His brown eyes looked past me to the book before meeting my eyes again. "Why don't you just read it?"

How do I tell him I'm afraid? Does that make me any less of a person? Fear of the unknown. It seems logical. Or maybe cowardly.

"I don't need to." I decided on. Cringing at the way it came out. Kol raised his eyebrow at me, challenging my statement.

"You don't need to know what to expect with the pregnancy or what you could possibly be?" He questioned. I averted my eyes from his, thinking of a distraction frm this conversation. But he quickly grabbed my chin and directed me to meet his heated gaze. "Octavia." There it is.

The way they say my name does things to me. A low husky voice, full of desires that have yet to be explored to the fullest. Filled with restrained needs and wants. My distraction.

"Kol." I said his name in a low tone of my own. Looking at him through my eyelashes to add to the effect. My bottom lip getting caught between my teeth. Kol's eyes snapped to my lip before looking back to my eyes.

"Oh. You're good." He complimented with a smirk before leaning down and capturing my lips with his. I couldn't stop the victorious smile that tugged at my lips as I returned the kiss. My arms wrapping around the back of his neck and pulling him slightly closer.

Kol placed a hand over my swollen stomach, letting out a growl of frustration which caused us to part.

"Elijah and Finn said we have to be more careful with you since tour pregnant." He whined like a child. "The thing is, I don't think I can fuck you softly." His words caused heat to flood through me. My thighs pressing together in excitement.

"I don't think you will hurt the baby." I told him confidently, though my voice came out a bit shaky at the excitement filling me. Kol's eyes sparkled a bit. Mischief and desire mixing together.

"So I can be rough with you?" He questioned. As if he was being sure of the situation. Before I could answer he walked me backwards until my back touched the wall. I looked up at him, enjoying how he curled his body around mine without putting too much pressure to my belly.

"To an extent. Still need to be mindful." Kol laughed at my words as he leaned past my face to my ear. His tongue darting out to pull my earlobe into his mouth before he sucked on it.

"I'm going to make you scream." He purred. A small moan left my lips at his promise. "Louder, sweetheart. I want to memorize that sound for eternity."

Kol's knee pushed in between my legs, pressing his thigh up to my heat. His hands went to my hips before making them move back and forth. My head laid back against the wall at the friction.

"Come on, Octavia. Ride me. Use me. Let me be the reason you scream out in pleasure." Kol spoke in a low husky growl. His lips grazing along my neck in light feather like brushes. A long soft moan left my lips as I began to grind myself against him.

I was only in a long shirt, as I always was it seemed. My clothed clit rubbing roughly against his jeans, probably creating a nice wet patch on his leg.

"That's my girl. Louder." He urged. His tongue dragging up the column of my throat. My fingers dug into his shoulders as I moaned louder as told. It wasn't something I could fight anyway. Who knew jeans were good to get off with.

I moved my hips a bit faster, feeling my walls tightening inside of me. Chasing that building orgasm like it was life or death.

"Come on, sweetheart. Cum all over my thigh." Kol kept whispering words of encouragement.

Urging me to use him for my selfish needs. It was hot. And it only pushed me closer to that finish line. I felt one of his hands move up my torso, leaving my hip for a bit of something else.

Finding my breast, Kol pinched my nipple under the shirt. Pulling on it. It was like being shoved off a cliff as I dived right into my orgasm. A gasping moan left my lips as I leaned forward into him.

Allowing Kol to push me to continue to grind against him as the orgasm flowed through me.

"That's it." Kol whispered into my ear. Shivers running through me as my orgasm continued to rip through me since he was forcing me to grind against him still. "Such a good girl." A moan slipped through my lips at the praise earning a chuckle from him.

Once he knew I had enough of the first orgasm, Kol pulled back from me. His eyes looking to the wet patch I created on his jeans.

"That is so hot." He purred before looking back up to my hooded eyes. I wanted more. So I'm taking more. I stepped forward and began to unbutton his jeans.

Kol watched me with heated eyes as I let his jeans drop off of him followed by his boxers. My hands moving to his chest before walking him backwards to the bed.

He allowed me to push him onto the bed. Watching as I removed the shirt and my drenched underwear.

Kol's eyes grew darker and his jaw clenched as I reached down and dipped my finger inside of myself. Walking up to him, I held my finger to his lips, which he parted for me instantly. Wrapping his lips around my finger and letting his tongue drag itself around it.

The groan that left his throat caused his eyes to roll back slightly.

"Want a better taste?" I questioned with a smirk that screamed desire. Kol growled at me, not enjoying the fact that I was acting like I was in charge. But he nodded his head anyway. Probably curious what I would do.

I kept the smirk on my lips as I climbed ontop of him. He gave me a curious look before I brought myself higher up on him. His eyes widened with excitement as his hands went to my bare ass as I hovered myself over his face. My hands moving to the headboard.

"First my thigh and now my face? God, you're sexy." He groaned before pulling on my ass and causing me to collapse over his mouth. Kol wasted no time in spearing his tongue into my core. A scream of surprise mixed with pleasure breaking free from my mouth. Folding, curling, twisting. Slurping anything that was leftover from my first orgasm.

Kol slapped my ass, causing me to gasp and my hips to jerk forward in surprise. My heat grinding into his mouth as I did. I could feel his lips tug upwards before he slapped my ass again. Moaning out loud as I grind againstt his tongue. Forcing it deeper into me.

Kol was groaning with every movement I made. Acting like a cat that hadn't been fed in five minutes. His nose nudging my clit with every roll of my hips. My walls already squeezing his tongue since I was still strung up from my first orgasm.

"Oh, Kol!!" I moaned out, feeling my hips jut more sporadically before my floodgates opened over his mouth. The way Kol sucked on my folds and lapped his tongue through me was more effective than using a straw to suck out a slushee.

I felt drained by the time I had finished. Letting Kol help me off of him before I straddled his hips to catch my breath.

"You would think you were just fucked in the mouth with how out of breath you are." Kol commented with a smirk. The asshole wasn't even acting like he was short of breath and I just tried to suffocate him with my cunt.

"Well, I am pregnant." I reminded him. Kol rolled his eyes before sitting up and kissing me. His glistening lips pressing my own taste to my mouth.

"Does this mean you need to rest? Don't want to exert you." He teased. I glared at him before moving him into me slowly. His lips parting at the feeling of my slip n slide squeezing around him as I still pulsed from the aftershocks of my orgasm.

"I'm not old like you." I teased as I lifted myself off him slightly only to drop back down. A moan ripped through me as he hit a soft spot inside of me. My hands on his shoulders since he was still sitting up.

"I am not old." He groaned before leaning forward and catching my lips with his. Kol's hands moving to my hips to take control. Holding me still for a second as he released my lips. "Let me prove it by making you scream."

And with that, he lifted his hips up and began thrusting into me hard. I bit at my lip to try and hold in the scream that begged to break free. But Kol saw what I was doing and sped his thrusts up. Slamming up into me hard and fast. The scream being pumped out of me quickly. One after another. At this rate, the whole town will have heard me orgasming. And I didn't even care.