"Good luck, Jungkookie," Taehyung says from where he sits in the NICU with sleeping Faith in his arms. She's made great progress since she was born and now she's allowed small doses of full physical contact.

I kiss Faith and then him on their foreheads. I feel bad when Faith wakes up when I kiss her, but she doesn't cry. She just looks up at me with her big, round, brown eyes. I smile down at her. "Hello gorgeous. Did you have a good sleep?"

Then she turns her gaze to Taehyung, who boops her on the nose. "Your eyes look so much like your Daddy's, do you know that?"

I wish I could stay, but I know I have to go. "I'll miss you both," I say before leaving.

Bang Sihyuk has requested a meeting with Sejin, Namjoon and I to discuss what 'the future of BTS will be like with the new situation'. Namjoon and Sejin both wait for me outside the NICU and we go to the company together. When we enter Sihyuk's office he bows and we bow back to him.

"Sejin, Namjoon, Jungkook. Please take a seat." He gestures to the three chairs set up in front of his desk, and we sit in them. His eyes land on me. "How is Taehyung? How is the baby?"

I'm surprised that he didn't call her a situation this time. "They're both recovering well."

He nods. "Good. Now, let's discuss. What do all of you think is the right thing to do?"

Namjoon and I exchange a look. We've talked about this on our own, but we can't come up with a solution. Namjoon speaks first.

"Jungkook and Taehyung both don't want to leave Faith with a babysitter all the time," he says.

"But we don't want the group to split, either," I add.

Sihyuk raises his eyebrows. "And how are we supposed to go about that? A hiatus? For how long?"

"I don't think a hiatus is a good idea," Namjoon says. "I can't imagine either of them being willing to go back to work after a certain period of time."

"They might," Sihyuk says. "Would you, Jungkook?"

"I... I don't know," I stammer.

Sihyuk sighs. "If you don't want a babysitter, then what if just Taehyung left the group for the time being? Would he agree to that?"

Namjoon nods. "I think he would be okay with that."

I look at Namjoon incredulously, not understanding how he thinks I would agree to that. "What about me?" I ask. "She's my baby too."

"We can't have BTS without Jungkook," Sejin speaks for the first time.

"He's right. You're the lead singer, the face of the group, the centre of every choreography," Namjoon says.

"I'm sure you could work around it," I say. Namjoon's expression changes to one I can't quite read.

"So now are you saying that you both want to leave the group? I thought you said that's what you didn't want?" Sihyuk questions.

"Yes, no, I don't know..." I trail off.

Sihyuk puts his head in his hands. "Jungkook, it doesn't look like you're going to be able to be decisive about anything at the moment, so how about we have this meeting later? And with Taehyung?"

I nod, suddenly eager for this meeting to end.

"Okay, let's give it another month and see how you feel then," Sihyuk says, then waves a hand at us. "You can go."