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back to work

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so how the fuck did we get here?

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babes😍

@zoe.lane I thought I was your main💔

are you dating Harry winks?

@eric.dier you're just a side hoe😂

@harry.kane painful😂

trash🚮

does this have anything to do with Dele?☝🏼🙀

*sips tea*

@zoe.lane love you❤️ @eric.dier I'll always be her main😉

@james.Bbl lol😂

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@unsername1 I think that answers your question👆🏼

I was looking at what ruby had commented on my picture and Dele. People were going to make assumptions which were true but it's not the point. I quickly deleted her comment but I knew all the fangirls that had started following me after the me and winks thing, they probably had taken screenshots and the gossip magazines would be talking about it. James didn't seem to be helping the situation I was in either. He had tagged me in deles post and then comment on mine, it could all be easily misunderstood.

Today was a normal day I didn't really see or talk to Dele that much. It was normal and no on knew except Eric unless Dele had told everyone. But I was glad everything was somewhat normal. But I knew in the morning there'd be so many articles about it. I tried my best to push my thoughts aside and just sleep.

Today was the Tottenham and Chelsea match, I was so exhausted but I had to get out of bed. I had been in bed all morning which was nice to get a lie in. After brushing my teeth, doing my make up and getting dressed I went downstairs to Mauricio.

"Are you ready?" I asked

"Yes big day ahead" he said

"You think you're gonna win, Chelsea is a strong team" I said

"I'm hopeful" he said

I just nodded and we went out to the car, I don't know why but I was nervous about the match. I didn't even support spurs, but I've learned to love the players and I hated seeing them disappointed. But with all that said I wanted arsenal to destroy them next weekend. In a weeks time it would be finally time for the north London Darby, I couldn't wait to watch it.

After arriving at the training ground Mauricio went to his office and I went to get changed. I helped load the bus up with all the stuff we would be needing at the match, the boys were getting massages and ready for the match. After we'd eat lunch then the guys would prepare a bit more before we'd hit the road on our way to Stanford bridge. I kinda liked match days because it was always fast pace and a lot to do all the time.

After packing up the bus I went to the dinning hall where I knew everyone would be. I loved pre match lunch because I could eat all the pasta in the world and no body's would look at be twice. It was basically a carb fest.

After getting some food I sat down next Dele, Harry and all the other guys. I was seated in between Dele and winks, and I was sat across from Eric who had this smirk on his face.

"Wow you're sitting with us with free will" Kane joked

"Well would you look at that" I said

"Anything changed since Thursday?" Christian asked

"No not really" I said as I felt Dele place his hand on my knee.

"So you guys aren't a thing?" Son asked pointing between me and Dele

"What would make you think that?" I asked confused

"We all saw Ruby's comments on your picture and deles picture, if you put 2 and 2 together" Son trialled off

"Well since everyone is so concerned with my private life, I'm not dating Dele" I said

"Why did ruby comment cheat on your picture" Harry asked looking at Dele

"I don't know" Dele said

"But Have you guys broken up?" Christian asked

"Yes we have" Dele said

The fact that he was telling his friends reassured me a bit. But maybe this was all apart of the play.

"You guys broke up, why?" Winks asked confused

"It wasn't working out" Dele said

"So are you guys exited about today's match?" I asked trying to change the subject

"It's gonna be a tough one" Kane said

"Yea but you guys have done well this season and I think you could win" I said

"Is someone turning into a spurs supporter?" Eric asked with a smirk

"No never in a million years" I said

"How do you feel about the upcoming north London Darby?" Son asked

"I'm really exited to watch it" I said

"So maybe you'll finally leave the dressing rooms to watch us play" Dele joked

"Excuse me I've sat on the bench multiple times and watched you guys play" I said

"Like once" Kane said

"No I've done it multiple times, watch I'll be on the bench today" I said

"Yea sure you will" Dele said as he rolled his eyes

"I will" I said

"I guess we'll have to see it to believe it" Christian said and I just nodded

After eating and finishing last minute things it was time to get on the buss, I was one of the firsts to be on there. I was hoping for Dele to sit next to me, but as the players started flooding onto the buss Winks sat down next to me as Dele walked passed us he gave me a small smile and I smiled back.

"So you wanna explain yourself?" Winks asked

"Explain myself? What?" I asked confused

"To why ruby was commenting trash on your photo and why she was commenting cheat on deles and why you and Dele are saying you're not together and if that's the case why was his hand on your thigh" winks whispered to me

"Fine he said he broke up with ruby and chose me, which is crazy right, but we're keeping it on DL so the media and ruby won't slaughter me" I said

"Too late"

"What?" I asked confused

"People are already saying there's a love triangle going on" Winks said and I just sighed

"Do you find it annoying?" I asked

"Find what annoying" he asked

"Everyone thinking that we're a thing" I said

"Not really because i know the truth, it's annoying when I'm trying to pick up a girl and she's like don't you have a girlfriend, and people believing that I'm getting more play time because I'm with the bosses daughter, that's the only annoying part id say" he said

"Well I think you're a great player and don't listen to what anyone says, you made it on to this team way before I was around so don't listen to these people who just want to find a reason to feel better about their pathetic lives" I said

"You think so?" He asked

"I know so" I said reassuring him

"Do you find it annoying?" He asked

"A bit I guess, like if we were to hang out everyone would say we're dating, if you comment babes on my picture, we're dating, if you stand next to me we're dating" I said explaining

"I've never asked you this but do you want me to not call you babes and Be all 'lovey dovey' towards you" he asked

"I don't actually mind it, it's only in some situations when it's serious you all of a sudden call me babes and put your arm around me, that's a bit annoying but otherwise I don't really mind it" I said

"Okay but I guess I'll have to stop now that you're with Dele" he said and I just laughed and shook my head

"I'm gonna take a nap" I said and Harry just nodded and laughed, then patted on his shoulder for me to use as a pillow.

I just smiled at him and laid my head down on his shoulder.

The match had just kicked off and I was sitting on the bench on my right was Winks and on my left was Danny Rose. We were all talking and also to the people around us, the game was really intense. A lot of tackles on both sides and a lot of dirty playing, but it was in the 65th minuet when Tottenham got their break and harry Kane scored. Seeing all the guys around me,on the pitch and the fans celebrate and be all happy brought a smile to my face.

After 25 minuets and 4 minuets of stoppage time the match ended and the boys were all so happy and celebrating. We left the pitch and went to the dressing rooms and there was music blasting and everyone dancing. This win meant that Tottenham were currently top of the league so I understood the guys excitement.

"We have to go out and celebrate tonight" Kane said and everyone agreed. I looked over at Dele and he just winked at me, I didn't know if that meant that we were still on for tonight or not.

"You're coming right?" Hugo asked looking at me

It all of a sudden felt like all eyes were on me.

"I can't tonight" I said as I awkwardly fidgeted with my hands

"Why not?"

"I promised I'd be helping Zoe with something" I lied

"She can also come along" Eric said

"Not tonight, we've just got so much going on" I lied once again

Some of the guys just sighed but Dele gave me a smile which lead me to believe we were still on for tonight. I just smiled back at him before looking away and turning back to the other guys who were still celebrating.

An hour or so later we were on the buss getting ready to leave. Dele was sitting next to me this time as most of the guys sleeping or just listening to music.

"How are you gonna get yourself out of the whole celebration thing?" I asked

"I'll just text them later on and say I feel sick or something" he said

"So what are we going to be eating?" I asked curiously

"You'll find out soon enough" he said with a smirk and I just rolled my eyes.

We talked a bit about the match and football in general before getting back to the training grounds. Mauricio was staying to get some stuff done so I drove to Zoe's apartment to get ready for tonight. The time was already 6:32 pm so I had to hurry up a bit. But I knew Zoe had already gotten me an outfit.

"Okay so what are we going to do with you hair?" She asked as I sat down at her vanity

"I wanna sort of leave it as it is? I don't want to be extra or anything like that" I said

"Okay when do you need to leave?" She asked

"In about 30 minuets" I said

"Okay get dressed first" she said and I just nodded as I picked up the outfit she chose for me.

It was a simple black dress that was knee length and flowy, I really liked it because it wasn't too extra.

"How do I look?" I asked

"Beautiful" she said

"If Eric asks if I'm with you, could you say yes?" I asked

"I have to lie to him?" She asked

"Only if you feel comfortable I told him I'd be with you today so.." I trailed off

"I don't like lying to him but If he asks I could say that you're here" she said

"Thank you so much" I said

"Anything for you"

After sitting around for a bit I said my byes to Zoe I went out to my car and started driving towards deles house. As I got closer the more nervous I got, I didn't know why. I was trying to figure out the reasoning to why I was so nervous. But before I knew it i had arrived at deles house. I took a couple of deep breaths before getting out of the car and going up to his front door.

After knocking it took hit a minuet to open the door and there he stood as handsome as ever.

"You look beautiful" he said

"Thank you, you look really good too" I said with a small smile

He let me in to his house and the lights were kinda dimmed and I was was confused. But he lead me trough the house to a room where the table was set and there were candles and it was so cute.

"You did all of this?" I asked confused

"Yes, since we couldn't go out I wanted to make our at home experience as good as a date at a restaurant" he said

"It's really beautiful, can't believe you did all of this" I said as I gave him a hug

"Wait until you see the food" he said

"Please don't tell me you cooked" I joked

"Well lucky you, I did not cook" he said and I just nodded.

"You sit down and I'll go get the food" he said as he pulled my seat out for me. I could tell by his actions that he was nervous. But him also being nervous made me feel a bit better knowing I wasn't the only one.

He then came back with two plates in his hand and the food looked really good. After he got seated and the food was in front of us we both just got kinda quiet.

"How does it feel being top of the league?" I asked just so we could get a conversation going

"It's nice but there's still a lot of the season left we can't get carried away just because we're on the top right now" he said

"Yea and this December you'll be having a really busy month" I said

"Yea the December month is usually the most hectic month" he said

"Are you guys playing on Boxing Day?"

"Yea against Bournemouth"

"You also have the Darby coming up next week" I said

"Yes we do, can't wait for it"

"You think you're gonna win?" I asked

"You can never really say that about a match but I'm confident we'll do good"

"As much as I hate to say it you're the stronger side coming into this match but anything is possible" I said and Dele just nodded in agreement

"Were Darby days your favourite type of matches to watch growing up?"

"Yea always been my favourite probably always will be, what about you?"

"My favourite matches were always the Liverpool vs Manchester United matches" he said

"Yea forgot that you supported Liverpool, you still do?"

"Yea I think I'll always have a place for Liverpool in my heart, they are after all the first team to make me fall in love with football" he said

"Yea I couldn't imagine being a football because it would mean at some point I'd have to face the team I support" I said

"You just get use to it after a bit after all it is your job, no matter how much you loved this team as a child"

"don't you think it's crazy from watching your favourite team play when you were a child and now you have to play against them"

"It is so crazy I can remember as like a 9 year old boy watching Liverpool play and then all of a sudden having to play against them"

"I've noticed that you don't really talk about your childhood that much" I trailed off

"You don't either" he said

"I guess that's true, but I've told you about my dad, maybe you could share something, If you want to I know it can be hard" I said

"Well growing up my dad was never really around and my mum had her own set of issues. So from a young age I had to take care of myself, I didn't really grow up in the best area so I started getting involved in some bad stuff and school really just wasn't for me" he said

"What got you out of all of the bad stuff you were involved in?"

"Football and when I moved in with my adoptive parents that really helped a lot" he said

"Oh I understand, did you find it hard? Without your parents? From personal experience I found it really difficult without my dad" I saiid

"It was hard sometimes cuz you know your a kid you don't really understand what's going on but I couldn't ask for better parents then my adoptive parents" he said

"Did you ever try reaching out to your dad?" He asked

"Yes I have a couple of times, never really went well so I gave up on trying" I said "did you ever try reaching out to your parents?" I asked

"No not really, I've never had the reason to" he said

"Can we change the subject, I just don't like talking about it" he said with his head down

"What's your favourite animal?" I asked trying to change the subject.

Dele just laughed and gave me a 'really?' Look and I just nodded.

"I'd have to say giraffe" he said

"Giraffe?" I asked

"Yes they're cute, what about you?"

"Tigers"

"And you think I'm weird for saying that giraffe is my favourite animal" he said

"I never said you were weird for it, I just didn't think you'd be a giraffe person" I said

"How is a giraffe person suppose to be then?" He asked confused

"I don't know, I would of thought your favourite animal is dolphins"

"So I look like a dolphin person?" He asked

And I just nodded while laughing.

We were in deles living room next to each other with a blanket over our legs. We had just been talking non stop and it was really nice.

"So I get to ask you anything I want?" I asked looking at him and he just nodded

"Are you still in love with Ruby?" I asked and by his reaction I had caught him off guard.

"No" he said

"But you just broke up, you're saying there's nothing there?"

"I think I fell out of love with ruby a long time ago and when you came a long I think that's when I realised it" he said

"But you guys were together for a long time the feeling don't just go away with the blink of a eye" I said

"Obviously there's something still there, id be heartless if there wasn't, but she's not the one I want to be with" he said

I couldn't help but look down and start blushing. Dele put his hand on my chin and tilted my head up and looked down at me. He then started to lean in for a kiss I closed my eyes and put my hand on the back of his neck. Soon I felt his lips press against mine, I could feel butterflies in my stomach and I couldn't help but smile into the kiss. I could feel Dele also smiling and then wrapping his arms around me, I could kiss him without having to feel guilty.

After we broke the kiss I couldn't help but start blushing and look down at my lap.

"You're so cute when you blush" he said and that made me blush even more.

"Stop it"

"What? It's true" he said as he wrapped his arms around me.

Both our attention was drawn to deles phone that was being blown up all night. It probably was the boys asking him to come out with them.

"It's getting late" I said looking at the clock

"Yea" He awkwardly trailed off

I got off of the couch and started to walk towards the door and dele followed behind me.

"I'll see you on Monday" I said as i turned to face him

"Yes" He said as he pulled me into a hug.

I hugged him back and before leaving he gave me a kiss. I couldn't wipe the smile off my face, after getting into my car I started driving off towards Zoe's apartment. Tonight was actually great, I don't know why I was so worried for. I really like Dele.

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