"What Eva? ". Putting the tip of his dick near my entry. Wincing at the pain I pushed Toms chest back forcing him to stop. Tom ceased kissing my neck, and raising his head.

"what's wrong love", he said his face bewildered and worried. "nothing its just that...Im a virgin". Tom who was clearly shocked got off of me. "Are you okay", he said, holding my face like he had hurt me. "I am Tom...I just wanted you to be gentle". Pulling Tom back on top of me, he hesitated before proceeding to kiss me again. "Are you sure". He whispered. I nodded, kissing him for reassurance. Tom wrapped my legs around his waist this time as I held unto his shoulder.

Keeping eye contact with me Tom slid into me. Closing my eyes I grimaced at the pain. Holding unto Toms back, slightly scratching at it. Tom groaned. "Eyes open love...don't stop looking at me, okay?". I nodded feeling Tom thrust further into me I whined, scratching at Tom's back. I gasped, my mouth gaped at the feeling of him inside of me. Tom leaning in and kissing my parted lips forcing me to breath through my nose. It hurt, but it felt good at the same time. Tom finally found a rhythm, moaning each time he thrusted into me often hearing him release held in moans, which drove me crazy.

Swiftly picking me up Tom hoisted me into his lap, slowly sliding his dick into me as I rode him. Holding me up by my thighs Tom leaned back, he began to push into me the pace getting faster. Holding unto his shoulders for support as he fucked me from underneath. Moaning to the feeling of him getting deeper and deeper with every push.

It started to hurt, feeling like he was ripping me open. I cried out tapping his shoulders indicating him to slow down. Immediately with Tom noticing my discomfort he put me down. After a few seconds of catching my breath with Tom still inside me I started grinding on him again. Taking a hand full of my hair he pulled it back slightly making me gasp.

"Oh my god", I cry.

With my head pulled back, exposing my neck leaning into my shoulder Tom began biting me. Finally Tom reached an orgasm pulling me off of him while he came on the sheets.

Panting in the bed I curl to the side pulling the covers over myself. Tom noticing me moving to the side pulls me in into his chest.

"Are you okay", He says petting my hair. I nodded closing my eyes and feeling his lips kissing my temple. To be frank I wasn't okay. I don't know what it was, maybe the realization that I wasn't a virgin anymore or that weird moment when you realize that you just slept with your professor and how that made the both of you look. Tom had fallen asleep his hands tight around me, turning to him I noticed how peaceful he looked asleep, leaning in and kissing his forehead. Trying my best to slip out of Tom's tight hold on me. Picking up my dress, bra and underwear I head to the bathroom , getting dressed.

Catching sight of myself in the mirror I noticed my smudged mascara and my swollen lips, tracing my finger around the awfully noticeable hickeys that were all over my body, wearing a strapless dress didn't help my matter at all. Also wincing at the soreness in my legs . I hurt all around. After remembering to pee I walked back into the room. The cold tiles against my feet slowly I slipped back into bed with Tom. Falling asleep.

***

I was forced awake by a speed bump we went over hitting my head on the glass windows. Waking up in a haze I noticed I was in a black car, the windows were tinted and the A.C blew cool air in my face. My vision was blurry at first but quickly intensified when I couldn't recognize the car I was in. Looking to the drivers seat I noticed a man with brown hair wearing glasses and tapping his hands on the steering wheel to the music that played in the background. Humming, he turned to me and it was Chris. My heart raced and my eyes widened. Noticing how dry my mouth was. Chris looked at me smiling putting his hand on my thigh.

"Hey darling how'd you sleep", he said rubbing my thigh. Swatting his hand away I brought my legs to my chest. "Don't touch me, where the fuck are we" I say my voice trembling. Chris looked at me sternly but then smiled pretending to not hear my question. "Chris, where the fuck are we", I yelled hitting my hand against the window to get his attention. Chris turned slowly to me, his eyes filled with sarcasm. "We're just taking a little trip darling...that's all". Looking around, we were in the middle of nowhere we drove through a middle road with trees surrounding us. "I don't wanna go on any fucking trip with you", I yell moving my hand to the door handle, pulling on it, it didn't budge. Looking back at Chris he had a slight smirk on his lips as if not to laugh. "Calm down Eva..., you were always so anxious weren't you". How dare he act like he knew anything about me. Taking my hand to the door I pulled at it again, still failing to open it.

"You don't know anything about me you son of a bitch". I say hissing at him. Chris laughed, "Someone's getting confident aren't they...hmm is it because you're finally getting attention from another guy that you've forgotten about all we did together, huh pumpkin?". I turned to him confused, "what?".

"Or is it because I'm not riding a Cadillac like you're little professor. How did he know about Tom. "Baby don't act surprised, you think I wouldn't find out that you were being unfaithful to your daddy". Turning to Chris to slap him, he caught my hand twisting my wrist and putting it down. "Don't try it with me Eva, I'm not Tom...I'll fuck you up".

"You're not my dad you bastard" I yell, flinching at my wrist. "Oh baby but I am...and you know what you are? a whore, you think we both don't know how it goes with you, you fuck em and you leave em....isn't that right Eva".

"Shut up!". Chris laughed, "we both know you don"t have feelings for that man Eva, you're needy, if you needed some companion you should have called me, you know I love you". Tears welled up in my eyes, seeing the man mock me, gaslighting me, like I was 14 again. "You've always been that way, horny teen. Looking for some guy to play with her pussy and then act like they are the horny one's".

"You're sick! You came to MY room you pervert".

"Eva and you did nothing, you didn't say no, you didn't tell your mom...you wanted it darling. And how I wish I was the one to fuck open that little virgin pussy of yours dear".

***

"SHUT UP".

I jerk awake. Tears welling in my eyes as Tom holds me asking if I was okay. There was sweat on my forehead and my back, crying into Toms shoulder as he held me tight.

"You were moving in your sleep I didn't know whether to wake you up or not". Sniffling into Toms shoulder I held him, my hands trembling.

"Eva you're shaking". Stepping out of the bed I noticed it was filled with blood, looking down to my leg blood dripped to the floor. Tom's mouth gaped, slowly looking up at me concerned . He moved towards me and I stepped back running to the bathroom, opening the toilet and throwing up in the sink. Tom ran after me holding my hair up, as I threw up into the bathroom.

"Take me home please".