Days passed and I was forced to move on from the man who I was just obsessed with. I rarely went to his classes, and when I did, his eyes would drift to me often. Looking at me hoping I would give him some kind of sign of forgiveness. I had no choice but to get over it because I wanted so badly to move on. Move on from the man that took my virginity in my dream...yeah it would be harder than I thought. Sometimes I questioned if he dreamt of me like I did of him. Class ended and the crowd of students rushed out. Making it unable for me to slip into it so I could avoid him.

As I was about to creep into the last crowd of students leaving, Tom spotted me. His eyes brightening moving down to me, as I tried to avoid his gaze. He walked towards me causing me to make an attempt to run.

"Hey Eva, can I speak to you". I stopped in my tracks slowly turning around to Tom who had a sheepish concerned smile on his face. We waited for all the students to leave the room before Tom attempted to walk towards me and I stretched out my hands signaling for him to not come any closer.

"Stay right there", I say stepping back. Tom let out a frustrated breath, at my evident unwillingness to hear whatever he had to say. Tom adjusted his tie clearing his throat and for the first time he didn't quite make eye contact with me. And for once I didn't see him as some Greek God, but as a human who made mistakes.

"Can we go to my office I don't think this will be the best place to talk". I rolled my eyes turning around to leave. Tom stretched his hands out to me holding my arm.

"Eva please", he said. Now that I think about it he has said my name with the word 'please' more than he said it on its own. "Whatever you need to say Tom-"

"Please"...

We walk to his office. And I watch him shut the door after him, using his finger to move the lock. Tom looks at me exhausted. Walking nearer to me, I didn't move. Watching him fidget trying to think of something to say. I grew impatient stepping to the side to leave.

"Wait...Eva I'm sorry". Unfazed by his apology I rolled my eyes.

"Really, your'e 'sorry'... I need to go Tom ".

"Eva, I panicked. I didn't mean anything I said. I just didn't want to get attached because... I just felt it would be too much".

"Too much for who exactly Tom". He hesitated biting his lips. "Too much for me, I guess I really don't know how to tell a student that I have feelings for her...or I'm constantly thinking about her". I turned my head away from him so he wouldn't see me blush, not after what he did to me.

"Give me a chance...lets start again". He said taking his hand and palming my cheek. Proceeding to take short glimpses at my lips. I chewed the inside of my mouth nervously. Before Tom pulled in my face, kissing me. He wrapped his hands around my waist pulling me in further, causing me to drop my books and my bag . Distracted I pulled away shyly, but he pulled me back in and I couldn't help but wrap my hands around his neck tugging his hair. Still kissing me softly and biting my lip Tom pushed me against his desk. Gripping his tie I tugged at it. Before Tom took it loosening it and tossing it aside. Never breaking the kiss. I broke away, gasping for air and stopping Tom from going in for another kiss. He smiled, watching how out of breath I was. I smiled back and Tom stretched out, kisses my cheek moving slowly to my neck. I wanted to stop it but it felt so good...I hadn't been touched in so long. I needed it. Tom, still kissing my neck reached to pants, unzipping and unbuttoning my jeans. I moaned at his touch, watching him pull my jeans down. Stopping to stare and my wet panties, shifting both legs aside, Tom pulled down my underwear. This far I couldn't tell him to stop, I craved his touch more than he knew.

" Oh Tom".

"Shh Eva", I whined, anytime he said my name my knees got weak. I trembled, watching him rub my thigh. Closing my eyes I felt Tom starting to kneel. My eyes widened and my heart began to beat fast. While I sat on his desk Tom knelt slowly kissing my thighs and nibbling at my skin. I whimpered throwing my head back and slowly tugging at Toms hair. It drove me crazy that we had to be quiet as we were still on campus. Before I knew it Tom placed his lips on my clit, using his tongue to circle it. Whining and cursing under my breath. My eyes tearing up softly crying out for Toms name.

"fuck", I groaned, feeling Tom smile against my clit. Smirking at how needy I was. Unable to hold myself up I let myself fall to Tom's desk, allowing him to hold both my legs up. I felt my orgasm approaching. Tom slowly slipping his tongue in and out of me and then moving to my clit where he proceeded to suck on. I lifted my hips a tear rolling down my face as I came right on Tom's face, gasping for air Tom lifted his head, standing up. And using his thumb to wipe his lips before licking it, gazing at me. I shuddered, my legs trembled as I lay on Toms desk, my eyes fluttering open as if I were intoxicated. Watching Tom put on my underwear, sitting me up, and lifting my legs to slide them into my jeans. I watched him button my jeans, my face misty and hot, filled with pure intoxication. Staggering when I stood, my legs gave in as quickly held unto his desk nocking down a cup of pencils.

"oh sorry", I say bending to get to pick them up. Tom pulled me up sitting me back on his desk, watching him pick up the pencils as well as my books and my bag that had fallen. Tom handed it to me helping me stand, kissing me forehead.

"I'll see you later this night...I'll call you". I nodded my lips still parted before he kissed them slowly tugging on them and wiping the tears that had formed on the corner on my eyes.