《Gon And Killua Fanfic》Part 23
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Me: G- Gon what's wrong? Why are you crying?
Gon: I should of died
Me: What?
Gon: *sits up* Killua I should have died so why didn't I?
Me: *frowns* Gon what the hell are you saying?! Did you want to die?!
Gon: Well-
He looks down tears flowing down his face. I relaxed my body without saying anything. Did he want to die? But why?
Gon: I'm the reason-
Me: You're not the reason for anything. Stop blaming yourself!
Gon: But that's all you do! You take the blame for everything!
He was right. I take the blame for everything. I couldn't argue that. But I only did it to make him feel better.
Gon: You blame yourself for not protecting me, you blame yourself for me almost dying. You blame yourself for-
Me: I get it ok! So what if I blame myself for a lot of things. It's true isn't it? The only reason that Illumi came here was because I said I wasn't going to kill you ok!
He doesn't look up or say anything. I'm a horrible boyfriend.
Me: I'm a horrible boyfriend and I'm sorry
Gon: *looks up at me* What? No your not
Me: Yes I am!
Gon: Killua
Me: No Gon you don't understand, I'm a horrible person I can't do anything right!
Gon looks away from me. Shit he's mad at me.
Me: Maybe your life would be better withou-
Gon: Shut up, just shut up!
Me: *frowns*
Gon: Yeah maybe I did want to die back there but the more I think about it the more I don't understand why I wanted to. I knew if I fought back that Hisoka would have killed me. The whole time I thought of you and what would've happened if I had died-
Me: Stop saying that you want to die already!
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A tear falls down my face.
Me: You don't mean it ok! You're just saying that because you almost died ok
Gon: Killua I-
Me: No!
Gon: What's your problem? Why are you freaking out?
Me: Why am I freaking out?! Really? You said you wanted to die-
Gon: Yeah I know.. But-
Me: But what? Like I said if you had never met me you wouldn't be where you are right now! You wouldn't have had to go through everything that you have
Gon: Your right
I look up surprised.
Gon: I wouldn't be where I am right now, I would be a whole different person.
Me: ..
Gon: If I hadn't met you I wouldn't have grown as a person.
Me: Yeah but if we hadn't met-
Gon: Who cares Killua, you can't change the past
Me: Whatever
Gon: *takes deep breath*
Me: Hey if you uh wake up tomorrow and I'm not here um just know-
Gon: Your leaving? *looks a me with a worried face*
Me: N- no *looks away*
Gon: Please don't leave me again
That sentence made my heart sink. When he said that his voice sounded like he was going to cry again. I ball up my fists trying not to cry. Damn it. He doesn't need me hurting him anymore, if I wasn't in his life he would be much happier. He wouldn't have to worry about me or worry about anything.
Gon: *hugs me* Please
I sat there looking at the wall in front of me while Gon hugged me. Was I making the right choice?
Gon: Killua *pulls away and looks at me* You won't-
He looks at me with fear in his eyes.
Gon: Y- your gonna leave aren't you?
He said that as his voice cracked.
Me: *looks down*
Gon: Why?
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Me: I- *looks up at him*
I stopped talking when I looked up at him. He was crying but he was scared. Why?
Gon: *shakes head no* No no, you can't leave
Me: What other choice do I have Gon?
Gon: Stay here! Why would you leave!?
Me: All I'm doing is causing you pain! Look at you! You're crying over me
Gon: Because I care about you Killua I don't want to lose you again
I said nothing. I knew I wasn't making the right decision. I should stay here with Gon but what if my father finds out that we're alive? What would happen then?
Gon: If you do end up leaving just know that-
Me: I won't leave ok
Gon: Really? You promise that?
Me: Y- yeah I pro- promise
Gon: *hugs me* Thank you
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A Fractured Song
Just because you’re transported to another world, doesn’t mean you’ll escape from your pain. Abused by her parents, thirteen-year-old Frances only wants to be safe and for her life not to hurt so much. And when she and her class are transported to the magical world of Durannon to fight the monsters invading the human kingdoms and defeat the self-titled Demon King, Frances is presented with a golden opportunity. If she succeeds, Frances will have the home she never had. If she fails, Frances will be summoned back to the home she escaped. Yet, despite her newfound magic and friends, Frances finds that trauma is not so easily lost. She is dogged by her abuse and its physical and invisible scars. Not only does she have to learn magic, she has to survive the nightmares of her past, and wrestle with her feelings of doubt and self-loathing. If she can heal from her trauma, though, she might be able to defeat the Demon King and maybe, just maybe, she can find a home for herself. Beautiful Cover by Rianne Draws (https://twitter.com/RianneDraws) Full cover at: https://www.reddit.com/r/VrensLibrary/comments/iwhsar/a_fractured_song_new_cover_courtesy_of/
8 138The Master of Names
The modern world of magic has moved on. Magic of old no longer allowed in the new age. Deemed too barbaric for the contemporary world, magic skills and formulae have taken the country of Idraver by storm and with their arrival, heralding in a new age of magic.Decades later, a young man named Keldon, born without the ability to use skills, begins to experience strange dreams, and with them came the return of an ancient magic. Given an impossible task, what do his newfound powers mean? Or is their return merely a signal for the beginning of the final end. ___________________________________________ **Author's notes** * Redid chapter order so amount of chapters stays the same but numbers are changed to be consistent across all the places I post 12/15/2020: Redid chapters 1-6 to improve pacing and clarity issues.
8 186Cursebreaker
I'm not writing this anymore unfortunately, and I probably won't ever continue it. I guess writing is more difficult than I thought Reto Mason woke up on a mountain, and it was all downhill from there. Until they hit floor, at which point I'm surprised they didn't die to be honest. That is, they didn't die yet. We'll see what happens This is a LitRPG which does have levels and stats, but is more focused on Accomplishments, although expect some more classic RPG stuff in the future. The main focus is on skills, and skill modification/evolution in that regard. Expect some weird 4th dimension stuff eventually, and the weird things that come from there.
8 139Hero for hire
In the year of 2026 the humanity got itself into bunch of tricky situations, that included third world war, genetic muations, crazy murderous robots, secret societies and many more. But protagonist of the story doesn't care about those things. Rewrite of my previous fiction.
8 81Thank you, Mr. Robot
The adventure of a sentient robot, that through a series of unlikely events ends up in another world. In this new world he must undertake a quest for his new guardian diety. On his journey to complete this quest, he will meet and travel with many different kinds of people. These companions will help him understand new feelings and thoughts that his previous self was unable to comprehend.
8 185Naruto boyfriend scenarios
naruto🍥. Shisui🗡. Izuna⚔️sasuke ❤️. Madara🖤. Suigetsu 🦈Shikamaru ☁️. Sasori⌛️. Pain🧡Gaara 🐼. Deidara💥Kakashi📖. Hashirama🪵 Neji🤍. Minato⚡️Itachi🍡. Jiraiya🖋Sai🎨... Yagura🌺Tobirama 🌊....shino🪲Obito 🍭...Orochimaru🐍
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