Gons POV

I had just finished studying with Phinks when the door to my dorm opens.

"Hey!" I cheerfully told them, until I saw killua hand in had with Chrollo. I don't know why this botherd me so much, it's not like I had a crush on killua, right?

"Yo!" Chrollo waved

"Guess who the new couple is!?!" Feitan said as he walked up behind them.

"Killua-" I was speechless. We had only known each three for about a month, mabey less, but it still hurt so bad. My throat started to clog and my eyes started watering. I quickly pretended to poke my eye so no one would know I'm crying.

"Dude!! Congrats!!!" Phinks said and patted Chrollo back and he just smiled. Killua looked at me with slight pain in his eyes, but the I smiled and so he did to.

"Ye, congrats!" I told them.

"Thanks dude!!" Chrollo said

"Well how long have you liked each other?" Phinks asked, in full intrest.

"I started liking Chrollo about a week after we met" Killua said and that just made me hurt more.

"Oh, I've liked you for about a week and a half."

"Only?" I couldn't help but judge there relationship, they just met!

Chrollo glared at me but nodded.

"Well We all have classes in the morning and I'm tired so I'm gonna go to bed" Killua told everyone.

"Night honey" Chrollo kissed him on the cheek and killua blushed. I looked away.

"Night, dear" he said and left the room.

"Well I'll go to!" Chrollo, Feitan and Phinks left as well. I quickly went to killuas door and knocked on it.

"Yes?" I heard him say

"Can I come in?" I heard a noise that I assumed was a yes so I came in.

He was on his phone.

"Killua?"

"Hmm?" He asked putting his phone down.

"Do you really think you and Chrollo will last?"

He looked hurt at first.

"You think I can't keep a relationship?!" He then quickly shouted.

"No just, you just met..."

"So! I love him!" Killua said getting up "just leave please!!" He said pointing to the door.

"Do you love him killua?" I asked and he slapped me. I felt my cheek stinging from the pain.

"Kil-" I looked at him hurt and he covered his mouth.

"I'm sorry gon! I didn't mean to-" he started to cry.

"No, it's fine, I should stay out of other peoples business, night killua" I quickly left his room. Right when I left I could hear him crying softly.

I went to my room and started crying myself.

Why did I say all those things!?! I'm so stupid...

I cried until I fell asleep.

Killuas POV

I heard a knock on my door.

"Yes?" I was wondering who it could be.

"Can I come in?" I heard Gon say.

Imhm.

He came in.

"Killua?" I looked up from my phone, thinking this could get serious.

"Hmm?" I hummed

"Do you really think you and Chrollo will last?" He said in a consernd voice. At first I was hurt but the thought about it, he wasn't wrong.

"You think I can't stay in a relationship!" My bad side git the better of me.

"No just, you just met..."

"So! I love him!!" I intrupted starting to actually get pissed. I got up.

"Just leave please!!" I pointed at the door.

He started walking that way till I heard him mumble something, "do you really love him, killua?" He asked. I was so pissed by now.

Does he really doubt me?? Does he think I don't love someone that I do?? Or at least I think I do...

I ran forward and slapped him hard on the cheek.

"Kil-" he started to say, clearly hurting.

I covered my mouth realizing what I did, starting to choke up.

"I'm so sorry gon! I didn't mean to-" I start to cry.

"No it's fine, I should stay out of other peoples business. Night killua" he quickly left and I just sat down in tears.

I'm so sorry gon!! Your right anyways! I don't even know if I love him yet!!

I cuddled up in my bed and cried myself to sleep.

Gons POV

I woke up to my alarm. Quickly turning it off, I got up and felt my damp pillows from my tears.

I must of cried in my sleep aswell...

I got into some clothes and went to make breakfast. Killua had slept in from his alarm but I no longer felt comfortable enough to go in his room.

"Morning." A voice said.

"Huh?" It waa killua. His eyes looked bagged as if he hadn't got a wink of sleep.

"Killua, I'm sorry about-" "it's fine Gon, really" he interrupted. But I knew our argument went deeper then that. I got my stuff ready after a silent breakfast and left the dorm

"See you later killua" was all I could say that wouldn't make me burst into tears. I left and headed to my first class, leaving killua alone.

Why am I so hurt?