"ITS YOUR WEDDING DAY BITCH!"

"AAAAHH!"

I got up flustered and looked to my side to see Yeri standing there with an evil smirk plastered on her face.

"Shit, Yeri you scared me." I said, slapping her arm before grumpily laying back down in bed, covering myself with the huge blanket I had stolen from Joy's room.

"You need to get up unnie! It's your wedding day remember?" She yelled, I have honestly never seen her so excited before

"Yeri, it's only seven in the morning." I whined before getting up and glaring at her. She only smiled back in response.

"Yeah, this is the time when normal people wake up. Come on we need to get you ready and make you all pretty for the big day." She said, shaking my arms, trying to wake me up.

"Shut up Yeri, don't pretend like you don't wake up unless it's after noon." I said, shrugging her off.

"Yeah, true. But it's not everyday it's your wedding, come on!"

"Yeah I know! So let me have my beauty sleep!" Yeri pouted before finally leaving me alone. She grabbed her phone and started giggling to herself. I'm sure she's probably texting her boyfriend right now since there would be no other reason for Yeri to giggle like a highschool girl.

Jungkook and Yeri were not officially dating but there was definitely something happening between them.

No sooner than that, Irene unnie opened the door to our room. "Hey, did you manage to wake her up?" She asked

"No, she wants to sleep in." Yerim responded.

"Wan-ah you're going to have to get out of bed someday." Irene said before sneakily coming towards my bed and snatching my blanket.

"Hey!!" I whined before groaning. "Fine. I'll get up." I said as I walked to the bathroom, leaving the door open. Ever since that abduction happened years ago, I've never been able to stay alone in a room, doesn't even matter if it's the bathroom.

That part of my life had traumatized me more than anyone can imagine. But unlike before, this time I actually accepted help from people who cared about me. I told my members about my experience and the PTSD I gotten from it. They suggested therapy and some time off work, and fortunately my company did want me to come back to Red Velvet with a healthy mind and body, so I took a hiatus to focus on my mental health.

I took therapy for a few months and thanks to my therapist I'm so much better off now. My fans encouraged me all the way through, sending me loving messages and making sure I knew that they will forever be with me and supporting me.

If it hadn't been for all these lovely and gorgeous people around me I don't think I would ever have made this far.

They're the reason that I am who I am today, and they are the reason I am so strong and loved. I would never replace any of them, not even the bad people who effected my life negatively since they taught me the importance of loving myself and surrounding myself with good people who genuinely care for me.

It also taught me not to take anyone elses bullshit.

I grabbed my brush and started gently brushing my dyed blonde hair. "We're going to a salon to get you ready. I'm sure being in the hospital you probably haven't even once been able to actually get your nails done or clear your skin." Irene said, entering the bathroom and washing her hands.

"I still hate SBS for that." I heard Yerim whisper from behind me and ended up ignoring it. She's still petty about that accident.

"Obviously it's the hospital." I said as a matter of factly.

"Your mom is gonna be early just to make sure everything is set right. Also as per her request I didn't invite your dad. I doubt he even knows your dating someone." She said as I smiled.

My father was no longer a part of life anymore and we were okay with it. My sister, my mom and I made it a known fact that we are no longer related to our dad and that he'll have to live life without us and vice versa.

Of course when I had first heard this, I was in denial. The day I learned that dad had cheated on my mom and moved out I just couldn't believe it. My dad might have been against me becoming an idol but he was a man of tradition and super loyal. He saw our family as his greatest achievement in his life. So when he cheated on mom, my whole life started to become a mess.

Dad didn't even bother showing up to the hospital when I was injured, he just completely ignored us. I haven't seen him in years, and I'm glad. He doesn't deserve to be a part of my life. He gave us all up in the first place, he'll have to deal with whatever comes next.

He raised independent women who were learned to never depend their lives on another man. Unfortunately I never knew that meant him too.

Maybe you'll read this and think that I'm being cruel for forgetting my dad like this but it wasn't easy for me to accept this, it took a long and hard time of healing and therapy to understand what I need and what my sister and my mom need. This is the best for us and we all know it.

Plus, we don't allow no toxic bitches in our lives. It's all good and optimistic in here.

"Hurry up, we're going to meet up with Eunji on our way to the salon. Yeri please refrain from screaming. Joy! Seulgi! Let's go!" Irene yelled as I made my way outside, putting my shoes on.

We stayed the last week in Yoongi's house with his parents. He nor his members had come by the house once, which was apparently a good thing as Joy told me.

My mom and my sister had flew in a few days ago and decided to live in a hotel a few blocks away. My mom now owns a restaurant in Canada and my sister is working a full time job now, they both earn quite a fair amount of money so now they both can live off on their own. But we would obviously help around here and there.

"Hey! Come on in!" I heard Seunghee unnie yell. I saw her in mom's car a few steps away. She had her window down and waved at us like crazy. We all slowly crossed the street before sitting down in the car. Irene unnie was in the front seat as the rest of us squeezed ourselves in the back.

"I really wanted to yell Get in bitches we're going shopping but then I realized that there are like tons of people around us and that we're not actually going shopping." Seunghee unnie said before taking a U-turn.

"It would have been so funny if you had done that." Seunghee unnie smiled "I wish I could have filmed that though." Joy said.

"So umm, is the wedding dress ready?" I asked, nervous. Gosh, even talking about the wedding was making me so anxious. I kept fidgeting with my fingers and looking here and there for nothing in particular.

I need to calm down somehow but I just can't stop. I'm getting so stressed, I'm literally on the verge of a mental breakdown.

"Yeah, the dress is over at the hotel. Remember, you'll get dressed there and then we'll take you to the venue. Also don't forget Yoongi is getting ready in the same hotel so just don't get out of your room because you might see him." Irene unnie explained as I rolled my eyes.

"Why can't I see him on our wedding day again?" I asked still not sure why they are keeping me away from him.

"Because it's bad luck." Seulgi simply replied. "Also because it'll be so romantic when he'll see you all dressed up in your wedding dress, walking down the aisle. I hope it's as romantic as it seems in the movies." Joy said, her eyes shone as she smiled.

"I just hope I don't vomit on my way to him." I said pouting. "What do you mean?" Yeri and Seunghee asked simultaneously.

"I feel so nervous, i might just throw up." I said. "You'll be fine." Irene said, comforting me, but if I had to be honest it didn't really help much.

Eunji was already standing at the entrance waiting for us and I pulled out my biggest smile as soon I saw her standing with my other best friend.

God, I missed him so much.

Mark was standing there too, a little confused on what he was doing there.

We strolled over towards them. "Mark, what are you doing here?" I asked as she shrugged his shoulders. "Well, Key hyung was busy so Eunji asked me to pick her up." He explained.

"I can't believe you're here. Shouldn't you be at the hotel? I mean you are going to be the man that walks Wendy down the aisle." Irene said as she just shrugged it off and said that it could wait plus it didn't take that long for him to dress up.

Mark was like an older brother to me. Actually he's the only brother I have. And so when I realized that I no longer had a male figure to walk me down the aisle he came into my mind almost instantly.

I wanted him to be involved in a special way and I though that this woul fit perfectly. My best friend and brother walking me down the aisle as he leads me to Yoongi.

It sounded perfect to my ears. And in so happy he agreed to it too.

We walked into the salon a little while after. A girl in her late 30s came up to me and started up a conversation as she did my hair and makeup.

"So, its the big day?" She asked. "Yeah, I'm so nervous." I replied. I didn't want to say anything more after that because I felt so scared so i was glad she was the one doing the talking.

"You know I remember when I first got married. Since my family wasn't that rich we had a simple, small wedding with only family and close friends. But I remember when I saw my husband in that black tux as he fidgeted around nervously. It was the cutest thing I had ever seen." She chuckled as she remembered her past memories. It made me smile as well, she still looked so happy even after so many years.

"When we said our vows I remember he was the first to start crying and then I couldn't hold it in anymore either. It was really happy day for us, especially since the rest of the party was such a blast. My girls had prepared special dances to preform for me, and my husband's best friends sang Super Junior's song Marry U for us." We both laughed after she said that, it must have been so entertaining to watch and see.

"Oh my god that sounds so fun." I said as she told me to close my eyes so she can apply some eyeshadow on my eyelids.

"But one of the best moments were just looking at my husband's and seeing him smiling lovingly at his friends. In that moment I thought damn how did I get so lucky? He really is one of the best things that's ever happened to me. And I'm glad I married him." She finished as I took in a deep breath.

Hours passed by and it took longer than I expected for my hair make up to be done. All the girls were sitting around the salon different workers touching up their makeup or doing their hair. It was nice to see them all smiling and looking all pretty, it made me feel all warm and fuzzy.

Listening to her story, I wondered if me and Yoongi will be like that too. Will we be able to stay together forever? Am I gonna ever look at him and think that's he's the best thing that's ever happened to me? Are we ever going to be as lucky in our relationship as she and her husband were?

My heart started beating again and I wanted to punch it. Why does it always start running marathons when I'm just trying to think like a normal person? My heart is so weak in front of him and I have no idea how he still has such an effect on me.

And in the next second i was told to look into the huge mirror to my right and see what the stylist had done with my hair and makeup. I immediately smiled but not because the makeup was perfect or because my hair looked good.

I smiled because I already knew the answers to all those questions.

We'll be together forever and ever, I don't need to marry him to know that. He's one the best things that ever existed in my life, he's made my life so special and his love and pain has made me so much stronger. If I had the chance to go back and change anything that happened in our past I wouldn't turn even a single leaf. All that's happened to us happened for a reason and we learned and grew from all those experiences.

And I'm so excited to live the rest of my life with this man.

I got up from my seat and saw that everyone was already ready to leave and that I had taken the longest time to get ready.

"Wan-ah come on! The wedding is in two hours we have to get to the hotel!" Seunghee yelled as I looked back. They were all waiting for me by the exit door with their own makeup and hair done as well.

I looked at the stylist who had touched me up so well, I gave her the warmest smile I could muster, which wasn't that hard to do, and then ran to them thanking her as I did so.

We sat in the car and then Seunghee unnie sped to the hotel since we were already fifteen minutes late according to schedule. But it didn't bother me as much because no matter what was happening or what didn't go perfectly, all that mattered to me was that I finally get to marry Yoongi.

Gosh, why does that sound so weird but then so attractive to listen to?

I looked out at the window and saw people running around, eating, coming back from work and doing all sorts of things. I wondered about each person and what kind of lives they lived.

Did they have s good childhood? Have they already found the one? How are they feeling? My mind was filled and I couldn't help but think

In just a few hours I'm going to get married and become Mrs.Min,

I cant fucking wait.