Mama, what do i wear!?!?

THIS IS A MESS.

I looked around my room, utterly frustrated. I mean like come on, how can he say we are going on a date but not tell me where?

Like thats just pure torture for a girl and her closet.

How rude.

I looked in my closet again, hoping to find something neutral to wear, but this just wasn't working out.

I wanted to wear a pair of comfortable pants and a simple shirt but if we go out to some fancy dinner, i'll look extremely awkward then.

But if i wear a dress or a gown and instead we are only going for a picnic, that would extremely awkward as well.

And the fact that i have to look pretty as well is just not helping. With all these struggles i'm almost at the brink of deciding to go in my pajamas, no lie.

I will kill this man once he comes. I'm sure of it.

And so finally, with only a few minutes left before he comes, i had finally come to a decision of what to wear.

And if Yoongi doesn't like this outfit, then well i'm sorry but my closet has been through enough for today.

*ding dong*

"Fuck, i'm not ready yet!" I screamed before quickly putting my phone in my bag and trying to find my glasses.

Thankgod my mom isn't home, because if she heard me curse out loud like that i would probably have been dead by now.

I came running downstairs but not before checking my appearance one last time in the mirror.

I took a deep breath and opened the door to see him dressed pretty causally as well

Ok, atleast that's good.

"Hey..."

"Hi... Are you still aren't going to tell me where we're going?" I asked as he scrunched his nose as if he's thinking about it.

"Nahhh you'll see when we get there." He said as i pouted.

He grabbed my hand, enterwining our fingers as he led me to a car which was parked outside.

Is that car his? Damn.

I sat in the passengers seat as he went around the car and sat in the drivers seat.

We drove for a long time, an hour maybe, before he finally told me just exactly where we were heading.

"Okay, so naturally in Korea there would be no way we could do stuff like this, you know take our masks off and enjoy the outdoors. So, i decided that we should go through like a whole tour drive, you know you take me to different places in Canada and we'll enjoy everything, like a tour of the area would usually be like." He said as i thought about that idea.

It could be a little dangerous to drive around without a mask even if its in Canada, but honestly it would be like a dream come true.

Being able to walk as normal person in the streets, not having to wear a mask, dating as you wish, and not worrying about your reputation and how you have to appear as a perfect role model, i could avoid doing all these things just for one day. Its good enough for me.

And so, off we went to this little minature tour of ours.

"Wow, i never knew Canada had such great places like this." He said as i opened the widow, feeling the fresh wind hit my face, it was amost theraputic.

"Lets head to get some food first though, i'm famished." I said as he nodded heading to a good fast food place.

"Wow, really, Wendy's??" I said as he just shrugged ordering some food for the both of us as i just smiled.

"Yoongi," I started, he looked at me as we both waited for our order. "Whose prettier me or the Wendy's logo?" I asked pointing at the red headed girl in the logo.

Stupid question i know but still its fun.

He kept looking back and forth, unsure of what to say.

"I think the logos prettier sorry." he said smirking as i scoffed.

"Yeah right, who would even pick her she looks like annabelle." I said glaring at nothing in particular.

He started laughing, seeming to really enjoy teasing me. Maybe i should have said something else.

We got our food and parked a little further away from the fast food place and began eating. God, this is so good, i haven't had western fast food in so long and you can't blame me for missing it so much.

"Wow, we don't have a Wendy's in Korea sadly but seriously we should." Suga said taking another bite of his baconator and swallowing it whole.

And so for the rest of the night, we both went to many places, parks, aquariums, and even just drove around for a little while.

And all i can honestly say that it was just perfect.

Who knew such a simple date could feel so fufilling.

We headed home at around 10pm as he dropped me off. We were at the doorstep and i was about to enter when he wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me back, closing the door in the process.

"Hey, what are you doing?" i asked as Yoongi just shrugged and nuzzled his head in my shoulder, backhugging me in the process

"I don't want to go..."

"Go where? Aren't you leaving the day after tomorrow?" I asked as he looked up at me guilty

"Yeah well, our vacation got cut short, apparently Hoseok got into a scandel with Momo from Twice and they need the whole group to be there so i need to head bacl go Korea right now." He said as i felt weird hearing that Hobi had gotten into a scandal, and with Momo of all people? I knew something was up between the two.

"Wait, you have go leave right now!? Why didn't you tell me earlier you jerk!?" I said turning around and slapping his shoulder as hard as i could but he showed no sign of pain and just pouted.

Damn him and his extra bulky body.

"I'll see you at some of our award shows though. Don't worrh we'll see each other soon." He said giving me hug as i signed and returned it.

"Can't believe our vacation together got cut so short." I said as he just rubbed my back, trying to comfort.

"I have to go now, my flights in an hour.." He said as i pulled away and tried to act okay.

Well its not like i won't ever see him again, we'll see each other again soon anyway, why am i so sad?

Also maybe this will give me time to try meeting up with my father. Also i can go visit my sister, i didn't get the chance to see her yesterday because i had been asleep and neither did i get the chance today because she had left before i had woken up. She usually hangs around her apartment to focus more on her studying.

She should be home by now though.

And so should be dad....

Yoongi gave me a kiss on the cheek before going down to his car and driving off.

I was about to enter my house when i got a call from my mom.

"Hey, mom i was about to come ho--"

"Honey where are you?" She asked in a hurry.

"Umm just outside our house i was just about to go in but is--" I started but got cut off again by her hurried tone.

"Sweetie, no one is home. We are all staying at Seunghee's apartment right now, come there. I'll send you the address." She said but cut the call before i could even say anything.

Confused and worried at the same time i put my phone in my purse and was about to call a taxi before i realized that i still had my wallet in the drawer besides my bed.

What, its not like Yoongi would let me pay for anything anyway.

I headed back inside home to find no one there, just like mom had said.

Is dad not home either?

I went upstairs and grabbed my wallet, i was about to go back downstairs when i heard a voice. A familiar voice.

"Awww baby i'm so sorry. I didn't know that bitch would walk in on us. I really thought she would be staying at home, i didn't know she'd just walk into my office like that. But umm now that she's gone... you can come over whenever you'd like."

It was my dad and he was talking to someone, but it definitely wasn't my mom.

Wait, what? Who is he asking to come over?

"K baby. I guess i'll see you tomorrow." A feminie voice said as i realized it to be one of my dads closest co-workers named Matilda.

Baby? What the hell? Where is mom? and what is dad doing?

Don't tell me....

My heart broke at just the thought of it and i couldn't help but spy on my dad just to make sure my assemption wasn't right.

It can't be right.

The door closed, meaning my dad's co-worker had just left. I heard my dad talking to himself but i made sure to keep myself hidden from his sight.

"Fucking bitch, does she think she can walk up to my office and just slap Matilda like that? Who does she think she is? She sent off Seungwan without my permission, gave Seunghee an

apartment without my permission, and now this? Tch tch she should've figured out our marraige was over the day i stopped coming home." He said as i fell down to my knees and silent tears started rolling down from my eyes.

No god please no, please don't let this be true.

Dad could never cheat on mom, this isn't possible.

But it made sense, mom said dad comes home only a few days, and then suddenly she calls me saying we are staying at Seunghee unnie's apartemnt. It all made sense.....

Dad cheated on Mom.....

I wiped my cheeks of all the tears, and got up refusing to let this break me.

I felt a fire burn within me and i walked downstairs making sure my heels clicked loud enough for him to hear from where he was sitting on the couch.

My dad looked up horrified to see me walking down the stairs.

"S-seungwan, what are you doing here?" He said getting up as i walked over to him in confidnece, not letting any weakness show.

This man, this man is not my dad, he never was, and he never will be.

I stood in front of him every part of me itching to slap him or to hurt him amy way for doing that to us, for doing that to mom.

But a slap wasn't enough to satisfy my needs.

I punched him.

Yeah i punched my doofus cheating of a father, if i can even call him that.

"You should be ashamed of yourself." I said before walking out the house, i got a message from my mom once i was outside that sent me the location of my older sister's apartment.

I started walking on the side road and called my mom.

She answered the phone and i felt really stupid for not realizing that she was crying the last time she called.

"Sweetie, did you get the message?"

"Mom, why didn't you tell me dad was fucking a whore behind your back?" I said in a straight forward mannor as i heard her gasp.

"Honey, dd you go inside the house?" She asked but i didn't feel abligated to answer.

"Mom, im heading back to Korea. I'll stay at the dorm so don't worry just take care of yourself. Say hi from me to Seunghee unnie. Bye." I said quickly before cutting the call, not letting her say another word.

I know it isn't my mom's fault but i can't see her in that state. Yoongi said he had a flight in an hour to Korea. I'll just book the flight and leave.

Of course i can't meet Yoongi along the way, first of all dispatch could catch i don't think both of us coming out of the airport is something our company planned. And second of all, i don't want him to see me in such a state.

But even if i acted so cool about this whole thing, tears were still streaming down my eyes, and i couldn't stop them.

And i don't think they'll stop for a while now.

Gosh dad.... what have you gotten yourself into.

Hey guys so sorry for updating after being gone the whole of March. Anyway i'm sorry for this sad and lame chapter, didn't have time, online classes are somehow much more stressful and i can't even get anytime to write.

Either way i wanted your guys opinon, who do you want Joy to be with

Jin

or

Taehyung

Thats all and don't forget to vote and comment!

~Hazel