"Ommo they look so nice!!"

"Ahhhhhh unnie opppaaa!!"

"They both fit each other so well!"

"MARRY EACH OTHER ALREADY!!"

"My wenga heart!!!"

Screams and cheers were heard everywhere as i tried my best not to blush.

I ignored the crowd and focused my attention back on the hosts of tonight's award show, grabbing the jacket over my legs tightly.

Not the time Wendy.

"I always cared..."

I heard his voice in my head as i took deep breaths trying to calm this beating heart of mine.

Shit! I'm on camera. Act natural Seungwan, you can't be freaking out right now.

Just breath and relax, no biggie.

"You look like you're gonna have a heart attack unnie." I heard Joy whisper in my ear. Opening my eyes i hit her on the shoulder as she just laughed.

"Very funny Sooyoung. Why don't you tease Yeri instead, she seems to be blushing all over the place." I said trying to look mad but it didn't work when my eyes landed on the jacket over my legs, continuing my speech of motivation.

What was i even freaking out for? We're publicly dating and this stuff should be normal for us now. I shouldn't be so worried about having to control my emotions around him now.

I mean of course there are limits but stuff like this is just normal for an idol couple. Nothing too problematic. Right?

If your confused let me tell you.

I'm currently wearing shorts and unfortunately for me there weren't many pillows/blankets for all us girls to cover our legs so me and Yeri had to sit there without anything to cover us properly.

Not to my surprise Bangtan was sitting right behind us and apparently Jimin had noticed the both of us feeling uncomfortable.

So he told Yoongi to give me his jacket so i could cover up my legs. Jimin was going to give Yeri his jacket but since he was wearing a sleeve less shirt Jungkook volunteered to give Yeri his coat.

And that's not all. While Yoongi was giving me his jacket i just had to stare at him blindly making him look up at me and give me a full genuine smile.

Yes. A full, teeth, gums, and squishy face smile.

Seeing that i quickly shifted my head towards the current performance going on as he left, laughing lowly as he went back to his seat along with Jugnkook.

My heart was beating so loudly in my chest and it felt like it would just pop right out and run away.

Yeri was a lot worse than me. She was fidgeting with her fingers, looking down as she tried to hide her blushing face. At least i kinda got used to hiding my emotions but this kid right here still has some learning to do.

But i still don't understand whats wrong with me? It was just some stupid jacket.

It's not some stupid jacket. It's a jacket he gave you while your back was pressed against his chest as he looked over your shoulder and put the jacket down gently on your lap as you started at him blindly.

Okay so it was a lot more skinship than i thought.

I was going to faint so i can't even imagine what Yeri was going through having the famous golden maknae be so close to you.

But what i'm shocked about is how Yoongi just smiled when he caught me staring. That's not something he would usually do.

"I've always cared..."

I remember when he said those words to me. I had fractured my ankle and he was healing it for me after we had danced for a while.

I remember how worried he was when i started crying because of the pain.

I remember we would have almost kissed if it hadn't been for Irene unnie calling out to me.

I remember him caring for me....

This time i couldn't stop myself from smiling. I smiled wide pretended it was directed towards the kpop group who had just won an award.

I clapped along with the others and pretended nothing happened. Well.... At least i tried to.

Gosh when will this be over? I just wanna go home now.

I can't even imagine all the talk that's gonna go around after this.

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"Ommo how embarrassing!" Yeri said out loud as she watched some of the clips posted on intsagram about her whole blushing incident.

Of course, after the whole jacket incident last night the whole world knew about it. No surprise.

Yeri was full on having a mental breakdown now that she saw herself and what she looked like on camera.

"Aigoo! What am i gonna do!? This is so gonna be my last day as an idol with some dignity left!" She screamed as Joy just laughed, looking very closely at how Yeri tried to hide her tomato red face.

I just smiled. Yeri is never gonna hear the end of this. And i don't think Jungkook is ever gonna let go either.

"Ahhh! Look at that! Jungkook seems to be enjoying your little blushing game." Irene said pointing out the smiling Jungkook right behind Yeri.

Yeri hit her unnie's shoulder before closely paying attention to Jungkook.

"This bronze maknae isn't helping the situation at all." Yeri said, her brows fused together in frustration.

"Neither were you by blushing." Seulgi said passing by as she went to grab some of the cookies i had made earlier.

"Nice one unnie. But Yeri, why were you blushing?... Do you like, like him or something?" Joy asked but it looked like Yeri wasn't even paying any attention. I'm sure she was too busy overthinking the whole situation.

"Just leave her alone. I'm sure she'll get a lot of teasing from Jungkook later on. We don't need to make the situation worse for her." Irene said as Joy pouted.

"But i want to make it worse for her...." Joy said as Yeri glared at her, finally coming back to her senses.

"Joy. Don't put a lot of burden on Yeri. She struggles enough as it is." Irene said with a stern look as Joy kept quite.

"By the way, when is the next time we'll be able to see Bangtan again?" Seulgi asked coming out of the kitchen.

Everyone looked at me, the silent one, expecting an answer. Even Yeri had come back to her senses, her attention already all on me.

I signed as i looked at them, smiling.

"It's going to be Jhopes birthday soon. So his members wanted to throw him a birthday party after a vlive. And lucky for you girls. We're invited!" I said as Joy gasped.

"Ommo! i forgot about his birthday." She said freaking out.

"Same!" Seulgi joined in as Yeri just screamed and dug her face in a nearby pillow.

"Looks like you'll have to face the bronze maknae a lot sooner than you think." I said looking at Yeri as she pouted.

"I hate everyone." She said getting up and heading to her room.

"She'll come around." Joy said as we all shrugged it off and went on with our own business.

"And looks like i'll be seeing him a lot sooner too". I thought smiling

Damn. I'm so whipped for him. I need help.