"Is camera looking in our direction?"

"I think so. Just smile and pretend you're having a great time." Yoongi said as i took in a deep breath and smiled.

Right now, me and Yoongi are on our "Date" and honestly i have no idea how to act. I haven't been on a date since like what, 4 years? All of this is just too weird and fake in my opinion.

And the fact that this apparent "date" that i'm having is with my ex-boyfriend, who also appears to be one of the most famous people in the industry doesn't help the situation at all.

Th entire day all i could think about was how i'm gonna survive this situation. What will i wear? What will i say? How should i act? So many question which are still left unanswered.

I kept overthinking. imagining all the negative things that could happen and all the things i could mess up. I tried focusing my attention on work but it was hard and now i am desperate for anything that will get me out of this mess.

"What do you want to eat?" Yoongi asked as i got pulled from my train of thoughts.

"What?"

"Well it won't look like a date if we won't eat plus i haven't eaten since morning and i am starving." He said as i made an "o" with my mouth.

I wanted to ask why he hadn't eaten but i realized that i am in no position to ask him that so i kept my mouth shut.

"I want...."

"JapChae?"

"You still remembered?" I asked as he avoided eye contact.

"Well, i never really forgot." He said as he called the waiter over to our table and ordered our meal.

Japchae has always been on of my favorite meals since like childhood and i can't believe he still remembered. Even after so long.

It, along with Tteok-bokki have been one of my favorite comfort foods to this day.

This already, made a good impression on me.

"Anyway, how's your ankle?" He asked after ordering as i felt my heart hammering inside my chest.

"Umm yeah it's good. It's almost fully healed." i said as the awkward silence came back but i was more focused on the loud beating of my heart.

What is wrong with me!? Get it together Seungwan!

"I heard that you guys were no.26 on the billboard 200. Isn't that one of the highest ranking a Kpop artist had gotten?" I asked trying my best to try and make this less awkward than it already is.

"Yeah..."

"Well congrats!" I said smiling as best as i could while he just nodded his head awkwardly.

Not helping....

"Where did you hear that though?" He asked as he looked at me straight in the eyes making my knees go weak.

"Umm i searched it online." i said as he gave me a look. Should i have not said that? Did i just make things worse? Uh oh...

"You searched it online?" He said his eyebrows raised as he kept a straight face. "Yeah... should i not have...?" i asked a little unsure of what to say.

Before i could see his reaction the waiter came with our food. I smelled the aroma of the mouth watering dishes and could help but get excited.

I saw Yoongi chuckle as he saw my reaction to the food, our previous conversation already forgotten, thankfully.

"Mmmm." he said eating his bulgogi as i dug directly into my food without giving a care to the world.

I ate so fast i almost choked.

"Calm down. Your food isn't gonna run away if you don't eat it fast enough." Yoongi said i looked up at him and raised a brow.

"Look whose talking." i said pointing at the his dish that was already almost half eaten.

He literally inhales his food.

"Whatever."

We got back to eating with no talking, just the two of us enjoying the peace and quite for once.

Now that we were eating it was less awkward, we talked from time to time but mostly we focused on our food. We were slowly getting comfortable with each and i don't know if that's a good thing or not.

I don't even know how much time passed by when we were finished with our meals.

He looked at me intently. "I'm still hungry..." he whined while pouting as i just smiled and asked for the waiter again who hurriedly came over.

"Can we have the desert menu?" I asked as the waiter nodded and blushed before heading over to get the desert menus.

"Cute..." I softly mumbled. It looked like the waiter recognized us and he couldn't have been more adorable.

He looked around the age of 15 to 16, so obviously he knew at least a little something about kpop but i wasn't sure just how much. He seemed to recognize me by the way he headed to our table as soon i asked for him.

Also by the way he kept quite and blushed. Seriously how adorable.

"Stop staring. You look like you're going to eat him." i heard Yoongi mumble with an annoyed expression.

I was gonna reply with a sassy comeback but the same adorable waiter came in and gave us our desert menus before heading back, almost slipping half way through.

"What? You got a crush on him or something? He's a kid." Yoongi said as i glared at him. Whats his problem?

"I don't have a crush on him, it was just cute how he got flustered and everything after seeing us." i said as he gave me a sarcastic smile and looked back the menu.

After ordering, the uncomfortable silence came back again and i yet again had no idea what to do.

"So.... Did you date any other men?" He asked as i looked at him wide eyes.

"I umm sorry what?" he smiled seeing my reaction as my heart started beating again.

"I mean after we broke up... did you date anyone else?" he asked bluntly as i fumbled with my fingers.

Why would he ask that so randomly?

"No... not really." I said shyly.

Of course i didn't date anyone. With my determination to become an idol and dealing with all my schedules i had no absolute time, even when there was someone i liked.

I looked up to see him biting the inside if his lip, trying to hide his smile. I raised my brow, Really Yoongi?

"So what about you?" i asked wetting my lips. "What about me?" he asked. You aren't getting out of this one.

"Like after we broke up, did you date anyone else?" what? He asked me the question first, i also deserve to know if he dated anyone.

And if he did and i swear this is gonna get even more awkward and embarrassing than it already is.

"Actually.... i had a girlfriend for like a year after we broke up." he said as i heard something shatter inside me.

So he did date someone?

I didn't know why but that really hurt me. I mean we aren't together anymore but hearing that he had another girl after me really broke me.

I know i can't control him, or anything like that but i was hoping for another answer.

"Nice...." was all i could say. I could feel the jealousy building up inside me and i was so sure he already knew what was going on.

"I was kidding." He said which make me look up at him. "Really?" i asked as he nodded, the smirk never leaving his face.

This little piece of shit!

He was messing with me and now he saw that i got jealous over some fake ex-girlfriend he mentioned.

So embarrassing!

Finally we had eaten all our food with our stomachs full. Yoongi's manager had just called saying that dispatch got all the pictures they needed and the article about us going on a "date" will be up a few days later.

We got up and started getting ready to leave when i heard Yoongi say something.

"Hey, wanna explore a little bit more?" he said, standing and facing me as i felt my checks burn. Though he was wearing a jacket, it barely covered his tight shirt which easily exposed his abs.

"Can you at least cover that!" i said whispering than going over to him and pulling his jacket tight before zipping it up.

Once done i looked up to see his amused face which somehow was extremely close to mine.

And that's when i realized i fucked up.

"Ommo! Sorry i-" i said as he just smiled and held my hand making me shut up as he leads me so we can leave.

"I want to watch a movie." he said as i focused on our intertwined hands for a few seconds.

I missed this....

That's a lot more than what i usually write. I really hope you guys liked this chapter and please don't forgot to vote and comment!

~Hazel