I often find myself wondering If Im going crazy. Peter, I promise myself that I will stay awake and see you. I need to.

I need to see you like I need to breath air and seeing that feather brought back all these memories. It made me realize that I never stopped loving you. I never understood just how much you truly meant to me and how much you made me who I am.

No one can compare to you, Peter, but have you found someone to replace me? Another lost girl perhaps? I wonder what It would be like seeing the boys again or Tink. I hope she took good care of you.

Tink just wanted to make you happy,

don't you get that pete?

And I think she thought that I would get in the way of that

but how wrong she was...