Amy

"You did what?!" Luke shouted making people turn their heads in our direction, "Amy, are you mad? You slept on the floor? Do you know how cold it was last night? There was a thunderstorm. You could have-"

"Luke..." I squeezed his hand and signalled make him look around. Everyone in the lunchroom were giving us weird glances. We gave them apologetic smiles and I ushered him to a corner.

"Luke, let me complete. I did sleep on the floor but, then I guess sometime in the middle of the night, Aaron shifted me to the bed", I told him with a light shrug.

"Good, at least he is not insane like you", he said glaring at me.

I scoffed and asked, "Really? He is not insane? You do realise that we are here discussing all of this because of his initial insanity, right?"

"Yes, but at least he knows when you need to-"

"That's not the point here. The thing is that when I woke up today morning, I yelled at him and taunted at him for putting me on the bed-"

"For which I totally support him", Luke cut me off making me give him a pointed look.

"Sorry, continue", he said rolling his eyes.

"So, then I argued with him, told him that I hoped he was happy to win the bet and I went for a shower. But, after breakfast this man came in and said that he is there for delivering a couch which Aaron had already ordered yesterday and the delivery was late due to a manufacturing issue. Also, now that you told me there was thunderstorm last night, I understand why he put me on bed", I told him wincing slightly.

"So, basically, you blamed him for nothing?" Luke gave me a smug look.

"Yes."

"And now you are sorry?"

"Yes."

"And you want me to tell you what to do?"

"Yes."

"You want to apologize to him?"

"Yes."

"You still love him?"

"Y-What?!" My head snapped at him so fast, I think I would have had a whiplash.

Luke laughed, "You were on a roll. I thought I'd try."

"You think this is funny?" I rolled my eyes at him.

"Well, it is slightly", Luke shrugged.

"There is nothing like that, okay? We don't even talk to each other like we used to anymore. We just act cordial with each other so that it doesn't get unbearable", I told him with a frown.

Luke just smiled at me and nodded. There was something in his eye though that didn't settle well with me.

"Can we get to the problem at hand?" I asked him with pleading eyes.

"What problem? You know you are sorry. You know you want to apologise. Then, go do it", Luke shrugged.

"Luke... you don't get it. It is not that easy. If we were the old Aaron and Amy, I would have gone and said it a long time ago. But, things have changed now", I said with a groan.

"What has changed? You are still the same Amy and you made a mistake. Owe up to it", Luke said with a look of confusion.

"Luke? He is not the same old Aaron who would just say a 'It's okay' and we would be over it. He has changed. I don't know how he will react. Besides, he too has done a lot of wrong stuff since our marriage but, he has never said sorry to me. Not once. Why should I then?"

"He has his own reasons. You yourself said a while ago that you think he wants you to hate him. Maybe one day when he comes to his senses and is ready, he may come clean. It is his problem. But, you may not have a chance later. Do you want this guilt to eat you up?" Luke asked.

I shook my head in a no. Whatever happened yesterday may not be that big of a deal after everything Aaron did, but I feel that I ought to say sorry.

"Then, you know what to do", Luke shrugged and we continued eating.

"Oh! In all my problems, I forgot to ask. Your secret. What is it?" I asked him.

"I'll tell you next week at the company's annual function party", Luke smiled.

"Come on, I can't wait till then. Tell me, what is it?" I asked.

"I can't tell you, Amy. At least, not just like that", Luke blushed slightly.

"Luke.." I looked at him smiling suggestively.

"Later, Amy", Luke looked at me.

After lunch, we went back to our floors. Since the big spainish project was over, everyone was shifted back to their old desks. Everyone but, me. Since, I am Aaron's temporary secretary, I still work on his floor. But thankfully, we ain't alone. There are other executives on the floor too.

I sat on my desk thinking of how to initiate this conversation with him. What will I tell him if I go in? He might mock me even more or completely ignore me. He hasn't even called for me since morning. He is obviously avoiding me.

Actually, he probably knows that this is killing me. Maybe that is why he is ignoring me.

You really want to accuse him of something again right now? my conscious asked me.

Yeah, yeah, fine. Stop taking his side.

I'd just find some way later in the day. He might even call me in for work. I shook my thoughts away and pushed myself to concentrate on work. But, my thoughts wandered again. Tomorrow is his birthday. Not that it would change anything between us. Just, I was surprised that I forgot. Maybe because after what he did for me on my birthday six months ago, I had thought I'd do something good for him too. But, looks like none of it matters anymore. He might not even remember it.

Six months ago...

'Good Morning. Happy twenty-fifth birthday, Mel.'

A smile spread across my face as I read the message on my phone from the love of my life, Aaron. I had so many texts from so many people but nothing made me smile like this one. I quickly dialed his number. He didn't pick up though. Maybe he is busy in office. It is a tuesday morning after all. I'll call him later.

Just then my phone pinged again.

'You wanna reach to me? Let's play a game.'

I looked at it confused. Game?

'I give you clues and you go to the places until you eventually find me, okay? '

I just waited for his next message.

'So, first of all. Go get ready.'

I chuckled lightly and quickly took a shower. I wore a light pink knee length dress that I had bought a few weeks ago for my birthday and applied a light makeup, basically gloss and mascara. I wore white pearl studs and my sandals.

My phone pinged again and I went to check.

'Okay, now go to the place where we always hang out.'

The coffee shop. I smiled as I thought. I took my purse and got out of the house.

"Peter?" I asked surprised when I opened the door.

"Amy, Happy birthday", Peter said giving me a hug.

"Thanks. What are you doing here?" I asked him.

"Boss has asked me to drive you around today. Take you wherever you wanna go", he answered smiling at me.

"I have my own car", I rolled my eyes.

"Yes, but it's your birthday. His words not mine", Peter answered and we walked to the car.

"So, where to, madam?" Peter asked.

"The Mathilda's Cafe", I told him the address of the coffee shop.

We drove to the coffee shop and when I entered inside, the manager greeted me. When I told her my name, she smiled and guided me to our usual table. The table was decorated and my favourite coffee and waffles were already ordered.

"Happy birthday, miss", the manager said giving me a box and left. I sat down and opened the box. It had a little white teddy bear with a red bow. I smiled at it and my phone pinged again.

'Enjoy your breakfast, love. Hope you liked your gift. With this, I promise you to always make you smile.'

I chuckled and I ate my breakfast. It was yummy as always but I wish Aaron could be here. As soon as I was done, the phone pinged again.

'Next clue, where we finally became friends.'

The orphanage, I smiled as I thought. I got up and went out of the cafe and told Peter where to go next. We drove there and I walked to the door. I went inside and saw all the kids waiting for me.

"Happy birthday, Amy", all of them yelled.

Suddenly, a small boy ran to me with a few balloons in his hand. He offered the balloons and a box of chocolates to me and said, "These are for you."

I told him a thank you and my phone pinged again.

'I promise to always be your best friend and always make you admire me. Next place is where we met the second time.'

The art gallery.

Soon I left the orphanage after reading a story for the kids like I always do. I told Peter the address of the gallery.

Where are you Aaron?

When I reached the art gallery, I saw that it was close. But, soon a man came to me and told me to follow him. I looked at him skeptically and was contemplating on what to do when my phone pinged.

'Go with him.'

I mentally laughed at how he understood what I was thinking.

I followed the man as we went inside the art gallery from the backdoor. The hall of the gallery was decorated and on one of the walls there were hanging pictures. Our pictures from all twelve months of our relationship. There were our pictures and some were with his family and some with a few close friends. My phone pinged again.

'You said you would rather hang pictures of family and friends in your home. You became a part of my family even before I realised it. I promise to make more such beautiful memories with you.'

My eyes watered as I realised that he remembered it from that time when we met here.

'Where are you, Aaron?' I texted him.

'All in good time. Also, it is already lunch time. Next clue, where you agreed to go out with me.'

That Italian rooftop bar, I thought.

I found the man who guided me inside and he told me that he would send all those picture frames to my apartment by the day's end. I asked him to take me outside. As soon as I got in the car, I told Peter to take me to 230 Fifth Rooftop.

Obviously, Aaron had already booked the table for me and ordered the food too. He just has to be the perfectionist. I ate my lunch silently and grumbled slightly too. Even though all this was fun, I wanted to spend the day with him. I miss him. He hasn't been in town for days and now this hide and seek.

'Stop grumbling. I will see you soon. Put a smile on that face. It doesn't suit the birthday girl to be angry.' I stared at the text in shock.

'If you can see me, it means you are somewhere near too. Why are you not appearing in front of me then? I texted back.

'Where's the fun in that?' he replied. I rolled my eyes.

"Ma'am?" The manager called me.

"Happy birthday. This is for you", he said handing over a small box to me.

I opened the box and it had a pair of beautiful diamond studs. They were princess cut diamonds fixed in white gold. I picked my phone to text Aaron but, received one from him instead.

'Before you say, this is very expensive, it is a gift for you from your boyfriend. With it, I promise to always protect you like I did that night.'

'Aaron, it is not needed really.' I texted back.

'You lost yours that night and this is a replacement. Now, finish your lunch and go to the place where we first met.' he texted back.

I finished my lunch and asked Peter to drive me to the graveyard. I walked to the lake and sat at the bench where we had met. I smiled as all the memories from that day came back to me. My phone pinged again.

'That day, I approached you because I didn't like it when I saw you crying and if it is up to me, I'd never see you cry. But, things might not always be good. I promise to always listen to you and always be there for you.'

'Aaron, I need to see you. Now.' I texted back as I wiped a tear that dropped from my eye.

'Come to where we first kissed. Oh and there is something for you below the bench.'

I bent down and laughed as I picked up the handkerchief and water bottle.

I went to the car and told Peter to drive to Coney Island. It is already mid afternoon and the place is far. It will obviously take a while to drive to it. I relaxed in the back seat as the days even replayed in my mind. I smiled and was really happy. This was indeed the best birthday ever.

When we reached Coney Island, I almost ran to the beach area. It was already sunset and the place was getting darker. I saw a table with two chair and some decorations near the spot where we had kissed for the first time. I ran to it and I looked around. I looked at my cell phone expecting a text. I was disappointed when I didn't get a text.

"Looking for me?" Aaron asked behind me and I turned with a bright smile.

I ran to him and hugged him.

"Happy birthday. Hope you enjoyed the day", he said as we pulled apart.

"I did, thank you. But, I would have enjoyed more if I had you around. I wanted to spend the whole day with you", I pouted.

"Why just the day? You are going to spend your whole life with me", he smirked.

"Well, I haven't agreed to anything yet", I shrugged and turned to go near the table. Aaron stopped me and when I turned around, he smiled and got down to his knee.

"Aaron-"

"Amelia, in the last one year and four months that I have spent with you, I have had more fun than all the years combined. You gave color to my life. You make me smile. You have become a daughter to my parents and a sister to my brother. You are the first thing on my mind everyday when I get up and the last thing before I sleep.You are a part of every dream I have for my future. I am unable to imagine my life without you in it. So," Aaron stopped and removed a box from his jacket and continued, "Will you do the honors of fulfilling all those dreams of mine? Will you make me the happiest man on your birthday? Will you marry me, Mel?"

I couldn't stop the tears flowing from my eyes. I didn't even think twice before saying, "Yes."

He slipped the ring on my finger and got up as our lips met in a kiss. Aaron picked me up and twirled me around. When we broke the kiss, the sky lit up with fireworks just like the ones in my stomach right now.

"I love you, Aaron."

"I love you, Mel." We said at the same time.

Indeed, the best birthday ever.

My cell phone vibrated distracting me from my thoughts. Mom?

"Hey, mom", I answered,

"Hey, Amy. Are you very busy?" mom asked.

"No, not much. Why?" I asked shifted on my chair.

"Umm, so your father and I were thinking that since we are leaving tomorrow afternoon, we won't be able to celebrate Aaron's birthday. So, why don't we do something tonight? You know like at twelve?" mom asked.

"Uh..." I was trying to find an answer.

"It won't be much. Just I'll make his favourite dish for dinner and you can bake a cake for him which he cuts at midnight", mom said.

"Mom...I...actually...." I was lost for words. I didn't know what to say. I hadn't even made up with him yet. I don't know what his demeanor is and I definitely don't know how he will react if I agree to this.

"I wouldn't have even thought of this but, Daniel is back and I thought we could do it for Aaron as a family. It's his first birthday after you officially became family", mom continued while I was still thinking, "But, Amy, tell me if it is a bother-"

"No, it's okay. I will do it", I said cutting her off. I didn't want to hurt her feelings. They are my family and I love them.

"Great! Send me a list of everything you need so that we can get it from the store. Also, let's keep it a secret from Aaron, okay?" she said and hanged up after I hummed positively.

Great! Now, I have to go ask the devil to let me go home early. But, at least now I know how to start the conversation. I will also try to tell him sorry somehow.

So, I sent her the list and walked to Aaron's cabin. I knocked on the door and heard a come in. I went in and saw Aaron standing near the window overlooking the city.

"Did you get it, Mr. Phil-" Aaron said turning around and stopped when he realised it was me.

"Why are you here? I didn't call you. I have no work for you right now", Aaron said turning his back at me.

"I...I came...to..", I gulped.

"Make it fast. I don't have time", Aaron said walking back to his desk without looking at me.

"I need to go home early today", I bit my lip.

"Why?" he asked still avoiding me.

"I...I am not feeling well", I lied.

Aaron snapped his head to look at me. "Why? What's wrong? I told you not to sleep on the floor. You caught a fever, didn't you?" Aaron asked taking two steps in my direction.

"No, I don't have a fever. Also, about that, I...I wanted to..to...", I tried to say sorry avoiding his gaze.

Come on, Amy. Say it. How difficult can it be?

Since he just kept looking at me, I continued, "I didn't know that you had really spilled the juice. I also didn't know that there was a storm last night. I thought you did-"

"It's okay", he just cut me off and turned to go back.

"It's...okay? Are you not angry?" I asked him guiltily. How is he not angry after everything? I know that I would be. I'd want him to say sorry.

"Why should I be?" he asked me.

"I accused you for something you didn't do", I told him honestly.

"Yes, and a lot of people say a lot of things about me. I can't be angry at everyone", he told me with a frown.

I am just one of those lot of people to him? I thought but shook my thoughts away instantly.

Aaron continued, "They judge me because they don't know me and you judge me because you don't trust me. There's no point of being angry when someone doesn't trust you."

"Trust has to be earned, Aaron", I muttered before I could stop myself. Well, anyways, I didn't say anything wrong.

Aaron scoffed, "You want to turn this on me now? Let's face it, Amy. You have trust issues. You never really trusted me completely", Aaron frowned at me.

"I did before you broke it", I told him looking straight in his eyes.

"No, you didn't. If you would have, you wouldn't have said what you said last night. You would have known that I would have never done something like that."

"You have done worst things, Aaron. You have lost my trust after our marriage", I gritted.

"After our marriage, you say? Okay, let's put these four and a half months aside for a while. What about before that, Amy? What about before the marriage? Did you honestly trust me completely?" Aaron asked taking a step forward.

"Yes, I did", I told him confidently.

"Then, why did I not know about Jasmine Trent?" he asked me and I looked at him in shock.

Aaron continued walking towards me while saying, "Tell me, Amy. Why did I not know about her until that night? Why had I never known about Luke Thompson before the day you joined office? Why do you always avoid talking about your school? Why did you hide such matters from a person you loved enough to marry? Isn't that what it means to trust completely? You tell the other person about all your weaknesses?"

I gulped and took a few steps backwards as Aaron was getting nearer. I took a breath to gain my strength and said, "You have no right to accuse me. You were not completely truthful to me either."