Justin's POV

"Please let me see him," I begged with my best puppy eyes and pout. The nurse looked at me like she wanted to kill me but it is not my fault she won't let me see Jason hell nobody could see Jason, anytime someone besides the doctor came to visit it he would start screaming the doctor said he is still sensitive to the situation and he would come around. Honestly it's been a week how much more times does he need?

"I'm sorry Mr.Harris but Mr.Thomas doesn't want any visitors," she said in an annoyed tone.

"Look I've been sneaking in here all the time while he was sleeping a and I left pictures,flowers and even pizza for him are you telling me he still doesn't remember anything? Not even my name?" I asked getting a little pissed.

"Look kid I'm really sorry maybe he doesn't want to remember," she said sadly then a ring thing went off and I guess that is Jason because she left and headed in his direction I am going to make him remember TODAY and if he doesn't want to see me I will sneak into his room.

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Jason's POV

I must say hospital living is quite nice and they understand my needs just like when I said I need to be alone and don't need to see anyone but the doctor.Even though Justin keeps sneaking in and I always fake that I'm sleeping and he talks to me and holds my hand and leaves gifts like pictures hoping I remember he is really sneaky but I can't meet him because I know I'll slip up and get caught .

"Thanks Linda," I said to nurse for getting me some water and she giggled.SmoothJason. I am really bored and my body hurts like shit the doctor constantly check on me because they put two and two together and realised I'm suicidal.Awkward.

"You should watch some t.v then get some rest," Llinda said and gave me the remote and left. I turned to SciFi I'm a little SciFi and horror lover, I must say I have no idea what is going on but somebody just got killed so that was funny.

The doorknob started turning and a head of brown hair popped in and I shut my eyes knowing it was Justin this boy doesn't give up. It is actually kinda of sweet.....

"Jason," Justin whispered and I heard footsteps coming towards me and his hand holding mine and butterflies started flying in my stomach instantly. He started playing with my hair and saying he 'lovesme' BullShark!

"Jason wake up," he said then I felt him getting closer and before I could comprehend his lips were on mine if this happen before I almost died I wouldn't have pushed him off and started screaming. He put his hands on my mouth and took my beeper thing to call the nurses away from me.

"Just listen okay You have to remember me I'm your best friend ever since you came here from England I've known you for so many years you have to remember me," he said and I could see the tears in his eyes.Don't break Jason.

"Sorry I don't remember anything," I said avoiding eye contact. Don't break Jason.

"Come on , we did so many things together like going on double dates,sleeping at each other's houses, pranking my sisters, getting suspended together," he said with a smile on his face even though it looked like myJustin I mean Justin...um he looked like he was going to cry.

"Sorry no please leave me alone," I said still avoiding eye contact and I'm started to lose my patience and tried to grab the beeper thing from him and he stuck it in his pockets.

"Just leave -"

"No you have to remember all-"

"I don't so leave! Nurse-"

"Shut up! Listen before the accident you told me you loved me and I was a little mean but-"And that ladies and gentlemen did it.

"Little bit mean Justin!?! You were about to have sex with Hannah I came to you because my dad beat the shit out of me for being gay and I told him for you even though I get beat everyday and I knew it would of been worse I did it for you! And you didn't even care no one ever cared! Because you never realised I cut or the bruises on me! You were never there so I don't want you here now just leave me alone I don't need your pity don't worry as I get out I'll make sure I don't fail on the next suicide attempt," I shouted and covered my mouth after I realised what I said.Dumbass.

"Y-You remember?" he stuttered looking at me shocked. I took that as my cue and got the beeper thing out his pocket and called the nurses as he stood there in shook.

"Oh my gosh how did he get in here?" Linda asked rushing in the room glaring at him.

"Linda can you get this boy out of my room he is scaring me and I'm getting a headache," I said looking at my hands.

"Jason," Justin whispered as Linda pulled him out of the room. He left and so did Linda and started to cry my eyes out I knew I hurt him because of what I said I wish it didn't hurt me because I hurt him. I thought I could change and not love him or care for him anymore but I guess I'm the same old Jason.

"I'm not leaving," Justin said running back into the room and put a chair blocking it.

"We are going to talk," he said sternly but then smiled which caused a smile to creep up on my face.Yeah definitely the same old Jason.