Jason POV

Voices. I hear them but I can't see anyone, they are talking so loud I think my head is going to explode. My body feels numb. Am I dead? No not yet but those voices are they trying to save me? I don't want to be saved!

"Jason! That's my son! my boy!" A voice shouted above all the other voices wait is that dad? He came to see me? I'm his son? I'm his boy? Why the sudden change of heart? He almost beat me to death and wished it was me not her and now I'm leaving he wants me?

I want to have one last look at him. I open my eyes which was literally the hardest thing I could do and it opened ever so slightly the bright light blinding me and I see blurry figures above me wait why does it feel like I'm moving ? Are they carrying me?

"Dad?" I forced the word out of my mouth causing my throat to burn like hell. I guess they heard because they stopped talking and looked at me but kept walking taking me to wherever.

"Jason I am so sorry son please don't go I can't lose you too, please don't leave me,"the figure above me said. I can't believe he wants me now. What can I do I'm almost dead I can feel it. Should I fight it? My eyes slowing began to close again and pain erupted all over ten times more.

"Where losing him!" A voice shouted. Funny losinghim when I'm already gone.

"Jason," someone shouted. Wait is that Justin?

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Justin's POV

What Riley said it was true all of it I tried to deny it that couldn't have been Jason I kept telling myself. But mom called his father who we could hear sobbing and he apparently on his way to the hospital just like us. My sister they are crying and mom hasn't said a word but she is shaking and driving like a crazy lady I am just sitting in the front seat numb.

Am I going to lose him? Jason my best friend? The one who I swore to protect the very first day I saw him? Jason the boy who knew every single thing about me, all my flaws and loved me anyway? Jason the boy who was a lazy couch potato and smelt like pizza all the time ?

I remember the day I met him. He was at the playground the first day he came to America his mother thought it was a good way to make friends and she went to get him a hotdog and kids starting picking on him when she left and I told them to leave him alone or I'll beat them up and I remember how he smiled and that spark in his eyes as he asked me my name and we were friends after that.

"Justin are you coming?" Mom asked getting out of the car. I didn't even realize we reached the hospital I nodded and got of the car and we all hurried to Jason's father not saying a word.

I know we are all hoping it's a joke and he would just pop out and say 'Happy Thanksgiving' or something he always did stuff like that just to make you smile. I remember when dad left us and everyday for a month he would try to make me laugh or smile and I finally gave up being sad he thought he was helping me but he helped everyone even mom said it.

The voice of Jason's dad shouting interrupted my thoughts I looked at him following people carrying a bloody body coming our way I looked as they passed us and Jason opened his eyes a little I really wish his dad got it wrong and lost it following somebody's kid but I could tell it was him when I saw his eyes those beautiful eyes.

"Dad?" he whispered then he closed his eyes again and his father still shouting and crying and I stood there lifeless.

"We are losing him!" someone shouted and they disappeared into a room and I still stood there frozen.

"Jason!" I shouted staring at him.Am I going to lose him?

Jason the boy who never took off his jackets. Jason who told me he loved me and I hurt him. Jason the boy who thought of the scheme that got us girls who mean nothing now. Jason the boy who got me a bike for my birthday. Jason the boy who lost his mother but still stayed strong. My Jason. My Jason is going to leave me. Without even realizing a million tears were falling out of my eyes and I just fell to the floor guilt consuming me because I know of dies it is my fault. Mine and nobody else I would of killed my best friend.