really short because that's how zayn and niall intended it to be.

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Dear Zayn,

I loved you.

Did you know that? Did you ever think about me? Just once? Or even glanced my way?

I'm sure you didn't, why would you when you had him by your side all the time. He was perfect. Flawless. Rich. Good looking. Everything I wasn't and never will be. He was your perfect match, you complimented each other like day and night. I never once saw one without the other.

Except for that one day. Remember?

I found you crying on the bench by the lone tree just outside of town.

I saw you crying and my heart broke hearing you cry so brokenheartedly.

So I approached you.

You didn't notice.

I came closer and still you didn't notice.

I stood in front of you wanting so bad to comfort you.

Still nothing.

I finally gathered the courage to speak.

"Are you okay?"

You didn't hear me.

And that stung.

Was I really that invisible to you?

And then, came the call.

I just stood there as you answered the call, you said nothing, just nodded and the hung up. I couldn't see your face as you were looking down but I still saw your tears fall down.

You know what happened next Zayn?

Of course you don't. You don't remember me, so why should you. I was and still am nothing to you.

You stood up and left.

Didn't even glance my way once. Didn't acknowledge me at all.

It was like I didn't exist.

And that was when I decided that I was done.

I was done crying over you every night,

I was done wishing you would notice me

Done with trying to make myself known to you.

I was done... loving you.

I knew it wasn't going to be easy. But I would do my best to forget you.

It's been three years since then...

And guess what?

I still love you.