Third Person's POV

Liam never thought that one day, he'd be on the other side of the experience. He'd always seen a myriad of similar accidents on TV; his heart clenching with pity for the victims.

He'd been raped, last week. Ever since, he's locked himself in the spare room of his and his boyfriends' house. He couldn't face them; he didn't want to. He felt filthy and used, for someone had stolen something from him which he'd been saving for his lovers, and he didn't know how to react to that. He oh so desperately wanted to fall into one of their loving embraces, but he simply felt like he didn't deserve it. Liam could've stopped the man, he was after all the most built out of the five, but he was paralyzed with shock and fear. He'd started resisting and fighting back only when the man was in balls deep, but it was in vain.

He was so rough with him, made him feel like scum, and muttered horrendous words into his ears.

Liam didn't function properly under stress, but he needed a way to cope, and the only other available option for him besides his boyfriends, was self induced pain.

He's been trapped in the confinements of the cold room, slowly withering away.

He simply stopped eating, for food was the last thing on his mind. He barely slept, nightmares preponderating his mind, ripping any form of relaxation and comfort from him.

Liam was falling deeper into a pit hole of everlasting darkness, and thing is, he wasn't trying to save himself nor did he allow his boyfriends to do so.

He subconsciously flinches whenever one of them tries to touch him, and he stopped talking to them altogether. He was too occupied by what had happened to him, that he didn't bother with anyone anymore.

When Niall, Louis, Zayn, and Harry had enough with Liam's eccentric behavior, they sat him down and began interrogating him.

"Liam, what's been going on with you lately? You don't talk to us anymore, you don't sleep with us in the same room, you flinch whenever one of us comes near you, and you're just walking around like a zombie with and oversized sweater." Harry finished listing off all their questions.

"There's nothing wrong." Liam stoically answered.

"Bull-fucking-shit!" Niall exclaimed. Liam flinched slightly at the loud noise.

You're gonna be good for me won't you? Take it quietly until I'm done with you you little slut.

"Liam, if you don't want to be with us anymore, fucking go, nothing would make us more joyous." Zayn spat, he tended to transform his hurt to anger, but he only succeeded in breaking what was left of Liam. Zayn shattered his only hope; he always thought that no matter what, his boyfriends wouldn't turn on him.

"You'd make our lives easier anyways." Louis continued the soul-bruising invective.

Liam staggered up, his eyes glistening with tears as he slowly nodded his head.

"I... I-I'll go. I'm sorry." Liam quickly let out as he rushed to their room. He grabbed his suitcase, vision blurring with unshed tears, and tore his clothes from their hangers. He packed some of his remaining stuff, zipped the suitcase up, then dragged it down the stairs loudly.

He made his way to the living room and was met with a sight that set his tears loose. The four boys whom he thought loved him, were curled up on the couch together laughing at some movie, like Liam meant nothing to them, like they haven't just kicked him out of their lives.

That was the final blow to Liam's tattered soul.

"Goodbye..." He whispered brokenly.

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Liam checked himself into a hotel hastily, itching to slice his skin open.

He dropped his suitcase on the carpeted ground, locked himself into the glitzy bathroom, then began showering himself in his own blood.

Nothing would make us more joyous...

Liam was crying his heart out, he'd lost everything now.

The despondent boy continued his ruthless cycle. He'd cry himself to sleep, wake up screaming bloody murder as nightmares of that damned night would haunt him, then he'd cut some more.

He worked so hard on perfectly sculpturing his body, and he loved it when his boyf- ex boyfriends would swoon over his toned torso.

He refracted all of it now, for lacerations littered his skin, everywhere.

Fuck, you're so tight you little whore...

You'd make our lives easier anyways...

Liam sobbed incessantly.

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Liam stumbled across the deserted street giggling drunkenly, as it was 3 a.m. after all.

He was numb, he was crying, he was laughing, he was drunk, and he didn't see the two headlights speeding down his way.

The last thing he felt was his body landing roughly on the hard concrete, before he slipped into unconsciousness.

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"Hello?"

"Is this Mr. Malik?" A polite voice asked.

"Yes, that's me. Can I help you?"

"You are listed as Liam Payne's first emergency contact. I'm sorry to inform you that your friend has been involved in a terrible car accident."

"Wh-Which hospital?" Zayn stuttered momentarily illiterate.

"St. Jane."

"O-Okay thank you."

"What's wrong Zayn? You look like you've just seen a ghost." Louis inquired.

"Liam... Accident... Hospital." Zayn managed to let out.

It was enough for a flabbergasted Louis to call the other two boys and speedily drive them to the hospital.

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"We're here for Liam Payne." Harry breathed hurriedly.

The nurse tapped on her keyboard for a couple of seconds then turned to the worried boys.

"Mr. Payne is in the ICU, fourth floor."

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Zayn and Louis were curled up closely on the waiting chairs, while Niall was sobbing into Harry's chest.

After what seemed like forever, the doctor finally stepped out.

"Who here is Mr. Malik?"

"That would be me doctor, but we are all his boyfriends, so you can talk in front of them."

"Mr. Malik, was Mr. Payne subject to any form of assault recently?"

"Not that I know of." Zayn answered now confused.

"Mr. Payne's genitals are severely bruised, along with other parts of his body. I'm sorry to tell you, but it seems like he's been raped."

"W-What?" Zayn stuttered obfuscated.

"He also self harms. Are you aware or that?"

"N-no." They all felt like the rug was pulled from underneath their feet.

All of that happened to Liam, and all what they've managed to do... is kick him out of their lives.

"Now regarding the accident, he didn't suffer from anything fatal. He broke his shin, and fractured three of his ribs so he might have trouble breathing when he wakes up, other than that, he's fine." The doctor concluded.

"Can we see him?" Harry asked.

"He's asleep now, but yes you are allowed to see him. He's been moved to room 357 A, at the end of this hallway to your right."

The doctor turned to leave and the four boys wasted no time in rushing to Liam's designated room.

Niall took a deep breath, for all of them really, then turned the door knob.

Their hearts clenched in pain and an intense feeling of compunction weighed them down at the sight of their broken lover.

Zayn fell to his knees, unable to keep himself together any longer. Harry was quick to rush to comfort the boy, then Louis and Niall followed suit; all of them hugged each other in comfort and silent regret.

"Boys?" A groggy voice interrupted their morose reverie.

"L-Liam?" Harry stuttered out.

"What are you doing here?" Liam's throat was burning due to the lack of moisture, and a lump was already beginning to form at the sight of his boys. Despite the fact that they abandoned him, they will always be his boys.

"We're so sorry Liam. W-We didn't know, and you just stopped talking to us; we thought you didn't want us anymore." Louis explained, tears running freely.

"I was raped. I cut myself, and you left me, you kicked me out. Y-You left me when I needed you the most." Liam sobbed, hurt and betrayal ringing clearly in his voice.

"We're so sorry Liam. Please forgive us, please."

"Can you guys please just hug me? All of you?" Liam sounded so small, he felt so vulnerable.

They immediately were by his side, hugging the life out of him, and Liam felt his heart warm, he sort of felt complete again. He felt like he resurfaced to breathe again after being in the water for way too long.

"We love you Liam, we're simply incomplete without you. Please take us back." They all looked to him with hope shining clearly in their eyes.

"I'm nothing without the four of you either." Liam smiled softly at them, feeling happy for the first time in forever.

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*unedited*

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