Kiersten:

I sighed cradling the phone between my cheek and my shoulder as I stepped into my heels before adjusting my skirt, again. (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=81879720)

"You okay, babe?" Niall asked softly on the other side of the phone.

"Yeah, I'm just tired." I said grabbing a bottle of water from the fridge in the dressing room. I was backstage at a live noonday talk show in NYC. I had been up at five am doing some early morning talk show then I had breakfast with an interviewer from some magazine, and then did The View just before coming to this noonday show. I was already exhausted and it was only the second day of the promo tour.

"I'm sorry baby." He said obviously not knowing what to say.

"It's okay, Ni, I miss you." I said glancing over that the door that had just opened. It was Carmen telling me that I had to get to make-up. "I have to go get my make-up done for my interview. I'll text you okay?"

"Okay, babe. I miss you too. I love you."

"I love you too, Niall." I said hanging up the phone. I left the dressing room and walked to the hair and make-up room letting Jasmine do whatever she wanted with my hair and face while I texted Niall.

My phone buzzed with a message and I smiled seeing Alexander's name on the screen. I slid my finger across the bubble so I could see the whole message. Alexander Ludweirdo: First premiere is tonight! Can't wait to see you!

I quickly typed a reply before I was pulled out of my chair and pushed to the side entrance of the stage thing.

"She's the star of My Dad the Superhero 2, here's Kiersten Clifford-Horan!" I cringed at my hyphenated name. It wasn't legally hyphenated but Carmen insisted that it would be best if I hyphenated it while I was still in the business. I just wanted to be Kiersten Horan but apparently people wouldn't know who I was if I was just Kiersten Horan.

I took a deep breath pasting a large smile on my face as I walked out waving at the audience. I gave the interviewer a hug before sitting in my chair designated chair with my mug of water with the name of the show on the side. "Hi, Kiersten! How are you?" She asked grinning at me.

"I'm doing great!" I said smiling big right back at her.

"Let's get right into the questions. This is the second movie of My Dad the Superhero, and the second movie that you've done with Robert Downey Jr. and Alexander Ludwig. What's it like working with the two of them?"

"They're both really great actors and even better people. Robert Downey Jr. is like my second dad, and Alexander is like my big brother. They gave me a lot of tips on acting and on just on life in general. I've really enjoyed working with them." I

We talked about the movie for a little bit before she moved on. "So you've been married to Niall Horan of One Direction for over a year now, how's that? What's Niall like as a husband?"

"Niall is really amazing. He treats me well, and he's so sweet, and he's just perfect. He's everything that you could ever ask for in a husband."

"Aww that's sweet. I supposed you're away from each other a lot? That has to be hard on the two of you."

"I guess so. It kind of comes in stages. We're apart for a few months at a time. It is hard but we make it through. It's just one of those things that you have to do, but we manage."

"So Niall isn't the only member of One Direction that you've been with is he?"

I glanced over at side stage where Carmen had a confused look on her face. I was confused too, it had been so long since Harry and I happened no one ever brought him up. "Uh, no. He's not."

"How many other members was it? Two? Three?"

"Uh, just one...it was just Harry." I said trying not to be annoyed with her weird questions and her high pitched voice.

"Are there any leftover feelings there? Between you and Harry? Harry Styles. The one who is getting married to your best friend Samie." She asked giving me a sickeningly sweet smile.

"No." I said firmly. I was officially annoyed with her. "Harry and I are best friends. We're both in really happy relationships, sometimes I even forget that Harry and I dated." I said taking a sip of my water that was next to my chair, trying to calm myself down.

"So you just recently had a miscarriage is that correct?" She asked giving me a fake sad look.

I choked on my water. That question was off limits. It had been clearly given to every interview that I was scheduled for. They were not supposed to be asking me that question, or any question related to Niall and I having kids or me being pregnant. I looked up at Carmen and she was standing there with her mouth wide in shock, obviously just as surprised at the question as I was. "Uh...yeah. That's true." I said. I couldn't lie. Everyone already knew that I had a miscarriage.

"How do you feel about that?" She asked putting her hand on my arm but I quickly brushed it off trying to be discreet.

I gave her a weird look, "I feel awful. I'm devastated just like anyone else would be."

"Well that's all the time we have for today! Thanks so much Kiersten for being here, it's been really great having you." She said. The second the light saying that we were live went off I ripped the microphone off my shirt and went backstage not bothering to even look at Carmen. I got frustrated with my heels and quickly kicked them off not even caring enough to pick them up, Jasmine would have to do it for me.

"Kiersten," Carmen pleaded and I could hear her heels clicking against the floor as she quickly followed me into the dressing room.

I spun around and looked at her, "I thought it was off limits. You said they wouldn't ask about it. They were supposed to leave it alone." I whispered tears now streaming down my face.

"I'm sorry, Kiersten. I'm so sorry." She said pulling me into a hug while I cried on her shoulder. "I told them that they couldn't ask about it and they promised, but the show is live. There was no way to stop her. I'm sorry, so so sorry." She said rubbing my back.

"Can I just go back to the hotel until the premiere?" I asked quietly, hoping that she would excuse me from the rest of my duties from the day.

"Of course, honey. Why don't you get changed into some comfy clothes and I'll call and reschedule that last interview okay?" She said pulling away from me.

I nodded and she kissed my forehead before leaving me to change. When I finished changing I curled up on the couch that was in the dressing room. I pulled out my phone and started reading through comments on Twitter and crying.

There was a knock on the door and I quickly wiped my tears away. "Come in."

Bob stuck his head in and smiled sadly, "You ready to go babygirl?" He asked and I nodded starting to get up but before I could he picked me up and carried me out of the room, cradling me in his arms.

"Kiersten!" I heard a familiar shrill voice say and I looked up to see the interviewer walking over to me. "Sorry about earlier." She chuckled, "You know how the business is, they want all the information they can get."

"Fuck you." I spat making Bob chuckle and walk a little quicker. I buried my face into his shoulder not even caring enough to see the interviewer's reaction and let Bob carry me out to the waiting car.

I crawled into the large bed in my hotel room and sighed as dug myself into the soft mattress and piled blankets and pillows on top of me before tapping the familiar name on my phone. I groaned as his voice said, "Hey this Niall, sorry I didn't answer! Leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can-" He was interrupted by an obnoxious beep, "That wasn't the beep, that was just Louis. The beep should be com-" The phone beeped and I sighed, wanting to smile at the machine interrupting him but I couldn't.

"I miss you." I whimpered into the phone. "Today was really hard, and I just, I miss you Niall. I don't know if I can do this without you. I'm sure that you're busy doing band stuff, but um if you can call me before like 10 pm your time...cause any time after that I'll be getting ready for the premiere or at it... that would really help me out. I just need to hear your voice. I need to you tell me everything is going to be okay. I love you, Niall." I sniffed and then hung up the phone wiping away my tears.

I finally fell asleep only to be woken up a little bit later by Carmen. I opened my eyes and looked up at her and she smiled, "Hey, honey. How are you doing?"

I shrugged rubbing my eyes before looking at my phone sighing when I saw there was nothing from Niall. "I want to talk Niall." I mumbled rolling back over.

"Well I can't help you with that but there is someone else here who wants to see you." She said rubbing my back. "You can come in!" She yelled and the door opened to reveal a grinning Alexander Ludwig.

I tore out my bed and crashed into him wrapping my arms around his broad shoulders as he laughed and squeezed me tightly. "I've missed you." I mumbled. Alexander was like my brother and I missed him a lot.

"I missed you too, babe. Now, I heard you had a rough day, you want to talk about it?" He asked lifting my head up to look me in the eyes.

I shrugged and Carmen quickly left the room and Alexander pulled me into the room settling down with me on the bed.

"What's going on?" He asked playing with the ends of my hair. I shrugged again looking at my hands in my lap. . "I saw the interview, you know." He said quietly.

I lifted my head and looked up at him. "Why do they have to be so cruel? Why can't they just leave my life alone?"

"Because they live sad pathetic lives and have nothing better to do but to point out what people are struggling with to make themselves feel better." He said pulling me closer to him and kissing my forehead. "You're going to be okay, babe. You're strong you can get through this."

Before I could reply my door flew open and Jasmine came in smiling, "Are you ready to get ready for tonight? It's the first premiere and I'm so excited to make you even more gorgeous!" She said rubbing the side of my head in the weird way that only Jasmine would.

"Do I have a choice?" I asked standing up and letting her pull me across the hall to where she had everything set up in her room.

"Bye Kiersten! I'm just going to hang out in your room and go through all your stuff!" I heard Alexander yell and I cracked a small smile.

Jasmine sat me down in a chair and started working on my bun while I looked at the outfit that she had picked out for me. "Are those flats?" I asked raising my eyebrows at her.

"Yes, they are. You know that I allow you to wear flats when you were floor length dresses." She said giving me a look.

I rolled my eyes, "That's a lie. You just feel bad because I had a shitty day and you know that Niall hasn't called me back so you don't want to piss me off." I could tell that I was right by her silence.

"Alright, hair's done. Can I do a colored lip or is that not allowed?" She asked putting a hand on her hip after setting the hairspray that she had just covered my entire head in down on the vanity.

"Not too much color." I said pointing at her as my phone rang with a phone call from the one and only Harry Styles.

"You're going to have to put that on speaker." She said starting to apply the make-up to my face.

"Hey Harold, you're on speaker." I said setting the phone in my lap.

"Who's with you?" He asked and I could tell that he was tired from the sound of his voice. They must've been doing a lot of rehearsals and stuff.

"Just Jasmine, she's doing my make-up for the premiere."

"Oh, alright then. I, um, saw your interview from earlier." He said with caution in his voice.

"The one with the nice ladies on The View or the one where the awful bitch ignored the rules my management had given her for the interview and upset me in front of the entire country?" I asked trying to keep calm. I wasn't sure whether I wanted to scream and break stuff or curl up in a ball and cry.

Jasmine patted my jaw lightly, "Unclench your jaw, for me doll." She said giving me a sympathetic look.

I heard Harry sigh on the other end, "The second one. I'm sorry, love."

"It's fine." I said even though it really wasn't, but it's not like it was Harry's fault or like he could really do anything about it.

"Are you doing okay?"

"Not really. I called Niall and left him a message and I never got a call back, not even a text message."

"I think he's been sleeping all day. We had a long night in rehearsal last night so they gave us the day off to rest up before we leave the day after tomorrow. I'm headed to Lou and El's house in an hour or so do you want me to stop in and check on him?"

"You haven't heard anything from him all day?" I asked.

"No, sorry babe. I'll stop in and check on him and tell him to give you a ring."

"Don't bother telling him to call me. I don't have time to talk to him tonight. I'm too busy with the premiere and everything. Just tell him that I'll call him tomorrow or something." I said a little harsher than I had planned on.

"Are you okay honey? Did something happen between you and Niall?" Harry asked and I could hear the concern in his voice.

I sighed trying to calm myself down, "No, I just really needed him earlier and he didn't answer. I just shrugged it off earlier thinking he was working, but know that I know that he had the day off and just didn't bother to answer his phone. I'm not taking the time out of my actually busy day to talk to him when he couldn't take the time out of his not busy to talk to me."

"Kiersten..." Harry started.

"Don't Harry. I have to go. I'll talk to you later."

He sighed, "Okay, bye love. Have fun tonight."

"I will. Bye Harry." I said hanging up the phone and glancing up at Jasmine. "Was I wrong to do that?"

"No, doll. You have every right to be mad at him. But, you need to let go of all that anger and put on that pretty smile for tonight. Don't let those vultures see you hurting okay? Don't give them that satisfaction. Niall will call and you two will make-up, and everything is going to be okay." She said stroking my head a little bit.

I nodded and hugged her tightly, "Thank you." I whispered.

"You're welcoming honey. Now let's get you all fixed up so you can get into that gorgeous dress."

I was finally finished and Jasmine put me in my completed outfit (http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_103/set?id=81973904).

"Oh honey you look gorgeous." She exclaimed as there was a knock on the door and Alexander strode in looking all fancy but with his tie undone.

"Help me." He whined at Jasmine who laughed and quickly tied his tie for him. "Thanks, babe." He winked at her and she rolled her eyes pushing him away before going over to clean up the vanity. I was secretly hoping that the two of them would end up together but I wasn't holding my breath since Jasmine was madly in love with Jake who was an accountant back in the UK. "Ready? Bob's waiting for us in the hall." Alexander said holding his arm out for me.

"Have fun you two! Remember to smile and give them a finger if they deserve it!" Jasmine said giving me a quick hug.

I smiled at her, "Thanks Jasmine," and hooked my arm through Alexander's and letting him lead me out into the hallway where Bob was. "Well you like nice." I said smiling up at him and hitting his arm lightly.

"Shut up. Let's go before this bowtie strangles me to death." He said making me laugh. "You look beautiful though, love." He said pressing a kiss to my forehead.

We headed out and climbed into the awaiting limo. I grinned when I saw Robert Downey Jr. sitting on one of the leather seats. "What are you doing in our limo?" I asked giving him a hug as I sat down next to him.

"This is my limo actually, and I thought we could all ride together." He said wrapping an arm around my shoulder as we drove to the red carpet.

Bob helped me out of the limo and acted a shield as I adjusted my dress and made sure that everything was perfect. I was already getting bashed in the media for something that I had no control over I didn't need them to bash my appearance too.

Bob stepped out of the way and I put my hand on my hip, turned my body the way I was taught and flashed the press my smile. After the first section of press where I just smiled and ignored their way too personal question I headed to the other side of the red carpet where the fans were sitting on bleachers up above the wall that had My Dad The Superhero 2 and the name of the production company and stuff plastered all over it.

"Hey guys!" I smiled and waved at them making them scream. "Lift me up please." I whispered to Bob who picked me up and set me down so I was sitting on his shoulder.

I signed things and took pictures and talked to the fans for a couple minutes but then I felt someone push my shoulders. I thought that it was just an accident but then it happened again but this time harder. Luckily Bob had a good grip on me so I didn't fall over, which the press probably would've loved. I turned back to the fans to see if I could tell who pushed me.

"You're such a whore! I can't believe you aborted your baby! You don't deserve Niall!" someone yelled, but I couldn't tell who it was..

I took a deep breath and faked a smiled as my eyes started misting, "I have to go now guys. It was nice talking to you. Love you all!" I said waving quickly and patting Bob's head.

He carefully brought me back down to the ground as he hid me behind his large body, "You okay, love?" He asked tilting my head up to look at him.

I nodded quickly wiping away a couple of tears and checking my make-up in the mirror that I had in my clutch. When I thought I looked acceptable I went back to the red carpet smiling and waving and answering a few questions about the movie, trying to pretend all of that hadn't happened.